hey everyonE!!..hAHAHa...hMM..writing on eRm..wedNEsday ONe la..OPps..i heard my mother's alarm clock ring...hHAHaa...welL actually eRm..wed..i almost broke up wif my current stead..ya..Hmm..cos..i find tt she should haf a better stead n tt she should just move on wif life just w/o me..ya..cos when sHE askED me how much i love her..i wasn't able to answer her.."so y not tell her the truth n not lie to her already right?" i mean as in saying feelings are aLL on n oFF alL those kinda things?welL i did tell her tt...sO..ya...but..she kept saying"dun leave me..dun leave më"..well i dunno how many times she said it..but it was sure upteem times manz!!..weLL..i can see from tt moment of time..how much love she put into me..ya..and how much she cared for me..ya...lao gong..thank you for giving me love..ya..thank you!!
weLL..tt part was on wednesday..ya..hAHaha..well guess i'll stop here!!..Byebye..take care..LOve you !!!..*MuaCKs*

hmm..well sorry ar..didn't fill in for this day..well hmm..all i can say is tt yesterday was a very hactic day for me..well firstly alot of things had gt to be done n secondly i'm pissed off by myself for some bloyd reason(probably day was just too bad for me pa)..hahha..well continue on pa..hmm..yesterday was like me working in Santa's factory during the busy christmas seasons...hahaa...the whole day was more wrapping n more wrapping..hahaha..sumtimes i think we can wrap even in our dreams..well now can you imagine how many thousands prizes we gt to wrap for tt bloody ma fun fun fair le ma??*shake heads*..well...hMm..let it be...*singing let it be let it be...*..hahaha..well crazyme..back to the point..hMm...hMm..well cos of so many presents..dear, leona, celina and i visited to our nearby heartland mall to get more wrapping paper..yeah..so..hMm..dear dear brought me a nice nice shiny ring n we went to engrave on it..on dear's ring..hMm..the engraved words are " bao bei lurves dear" and mine is "Rav lurves(in heart shape) bao bei"..yeah..the woRds sOOoOoOOoo nice!!!!...*sMILes*..hMM..ya..n eRm...then after tt we proceed on to cold storage to get Justtea..hahaha..the New dRink!!!!..hahaha..cost on 85 cents..cheap n gd...500ml leh..hahaha..ya..sorry ar..hahaha...cold storage pple..me here become ur advertiser..come employ me manZ!!!hahahaha...just kidding..well enough of crap..back to the story..yesh..hMm..then after tt we walked out of heartland to take a bus back n kind dear dea sent me hM..yeah..then after reached hm..i slept..so tired..n thRu the night was doing woRk n sleeping..hahaha..half awake n half doing homework..yeah!!..well tt's about it about yesterdaY!!!thank you for listening!!hahaha...

hey hey pple!!heehee finally i haf my own online diary..so dun need to take the touble to wrIte on paper le!!..eRm..today i gt mood swINgs..haiZ..so sad isn't it..i alSo dunno y..lately i was in a love triangle..really dunno whu to PIck..i just couldn't make a decisIon..haiz..everything feeling just totally exhausted n tired..my whole body just feel so weak..
i tried to do watever i could to just foRget about the whole matter..but apparently it didnt help at all..i tried drinking my sorrows away..but..haha surprisingly..i like the feeling of being drunk..cos' you feel crazy n very happy..as if nothing was bothering you, but tt feeling doesn't last long..the matter came back to me again..i tried slashing my wrist when my ex broke up wif me..but it didn't work either..i kept trying all kinds of different matter..but the matter keeps retuRNing back into my head..haiz..*sIgh*...
Big confusion!!i cannot take it...hAHaHa...tell you a gd news..i lost 4 kg..*pRoud to announce tt*..haha..well but my diet not gd..cos me eat le..n if my stomach doesn't feel well i'll puke it out..ya..n sUmtimes i just refUse to eat..ya..my mother gt so woRried n until an extent to call my partner to ask me to eat..hahAHa...welL..can see my mother do care huh..well tt;s for my past histoRy(a few days ago) back to today....
hMM..today went to chURch..nth really hapPen though..just gt sum diffculties in trying to play so new cords..ya..oh..soRry foRgotten to say tt i play the keyboard in the church..n believe anot..i'm only GraDe1..ya..hAHAha...heehee...hMm..haf lunch at bORing seraNgoOn market..haiZ..always go there until duNno wat to eat already..hahaha..Hmm then went to NTUC wif my family to get sUm gocceRy done..n ya..then we pRoceed on HOme..then had resT...then did my art wHIle watching sum boRIng olD sHOws..then..hahaha..more oF art n art n aRt..diE..i haBEn dO finISh yET...tt ONg suRE cOnfIRm kIck me oUta Class ONe..HAAHah..welL heck...hAHaha..Hmm...haiz...then had diNner..then haha..now onlIne!!..Hhehehe.weLl..okay tt's all foR today!! you PPle take loSt oF care..HAhaha..*MuAcKS n HUggiEs*...
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