Sunday, March 30, 2008






on the 28th march '08 nice and kind heather baked till 9pm- 6am the nxt mrning for my dear's bday event..just glad and happy that she enjoyed every moment of it. We baked a total about 100 over small cupcakes, my original plan was to add icing on top of those small cupcakes, but i guess time wasnt on my side, and moreover it was the first time i did it, everything failed..but it gt me interested in making frosting and just this aftnn i found out how to make cream cheese frosting..sounds yummy isnt it?im gonna try it sn, after my assessment of course (Damn!)..

The above pictures was what i did, this is 100% handmade, starting from the box, the measurement and everything..it was a killer when it came to the cover of the box..OH MY!!. i did like 4 times, and lucky the fourth time the cover was able to cover it...hahahaa...smiles..tags were all specially designed and printed by me..*smiles*..well i also gt her a vintage cam.i didnt take a pic of it though..it is those super old and vintage kind. this present was shared by mandy, mandy's friend and also myself..
mandy and i went to sungei rd the other day and i gt burnt due to the hot hot hot sun!.. but it was worthwhile, cos we found what we were finding.(well at least it was closed to what we wanted to find)..smiles..

on the 28th march, i gt dear a huge Sunflower..brought it back to school and shocked her when she was having class the other day..hope the sunflower..actually, it was suppose to be a surprise and i had the sunflower hid behind my back, but this silly dear of mine, came out from the other direction and she saw the flowers..hahaha (wasted!)..oh well,hahaha, the cool part was that she had to carry it to class, then to the talk and home..heeheee..bcos of the flower, she gt well wishes by a cher..hahaha, she huged her and wished her bday and commented the sunflower was nice..and the other incident was that when she was in the bus home, there was this stranger that asked her how much was the sunflower and etc..heeheeee...

on the 29th march, was dear's bday..hahahaa, i slept at 7am the mrning while heather left at 3am, dear sent her back hm..thank you dear for being so kind...then i continued baking till 6am..cleared up everything, had my bathe and it was closed to 7am tt i slept with my wet hair..woke up at 9am to wake the girl up..then went back to lie dwn in bed till close to 11am..then gt her surprised prepared..had lunch, then girl came over, i showered while she wait..and then off to her house with precious, precious met diesel and boy diesel was afraid of precious..hahahaa..precious the lil violent brat..hahahaa..
then it was off to the CC to get things prepared..tied ribbons and in the end i gt cut by the scissors..hahahaa..then the event started..dear intro me to her friends, intro me her aunt, her gay friend, her best friends, her jies, her "mummy"..ooo alot of pple indeed, sat with jayne and toked to her with her mummy..loads of dogs though, there were a total of 3 schnauzers, 1 westie, 1 pinscher, 2 shiz tze, 1 cavilar king spaniel, 1 maltese. i guess tts about all..a total of 9 doggies..precious was having so much fun. she played with the lil maltese by the name of POKEY..heehee, pokey was cute, but just bite-tish..hahaha his bites are really pain cos teeth very sharp at this age..hahahaa..he was bitting all over my hand..hahahaa...
then after tt precious was being harrassed by this pinscher..GOSH! he can really jump..hahaha the " play boy" of the day..hahaha...he kept running from one dog to the other and kept smelling their butts..hahaha...precious was one of them, and he just wun stop..oh my!hahahhaa..

by about 5+ when almost eevryone arrived, she cut the awfully sinful cake..heeheee..then at about near 7 the whole event finished..packed everything and i brought diesel and precious dwn to the car to wait for her while she get everything settled there...back to her hs to drop diesel then to my hs to get my make-up removed and get my face washed, then was off to her hs, had dinner there, i had cup noodles while the bday girl had half a pizza..had our bathe, then rested. upload pics, opening of presents..and then it was off for a car wash..damn i love the feeling of being in the car and when the car was having a car wash..hahahhaa..its just a feeling that i cannot define till you experience it urself..ahahaha...i guess from young i just liked it already..i get super excited..hahaha..yes i noe i am a su ku..then it was to get her parents from bedok..on the way there, i fall asleep..boy my eyes just wun listen to me, it just wanted to close, so i gave in and i fallen asleep while she drove..hahaha didnt mean to..it makes me feel like im mean..sorry dear..sorry to make u feel alone and like no1 to tok to when you're driving..then after bdk, it was off back to her hs, then it was cutting cake time..cake was cut and then off for a spin...

we went to dempsy rd to have ben and jerrys..thank you dear..hahaha bringing me round to dempsy rd..hahaha...enjoyed the your company the most (smiles widely),cool breeze, the ice-cream, and the super expensive mineral water...we had berry yougart, and strawberry cheesecake and m&ms as toppings in the waffle bowl..damn i gt to stop indulging into all these sweet tempting deserts already..im starting to gain weight le..damn it!!pokes my fats..maybe i should get the fat burner pills that heather introduce..hahahaa...Shall think hard about it...

well, head hm, changed and hit the pillows, was supposed to wait for dear's phonecall, but i ended up falling asleep, damn paiseh..ahaha..sorry dear...sigh and she is not awake yet..pokes...

right, its such a long long post after such a long time..hahahaa..

sneezing non stop, must be having not enuff sleep...well now off to do my FYP now..haben started yet though..

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Life aint a fairy story after all,After viewing your profile, i thot i won't be affect, but i was just wrong.. Even after all those treatment u gave me, those harsh words and remarks u cast on me, left a deep scar in me. However, even those cold treatments, im unable to be mean to u. I cannot bring myself to hate u, even after all those scar memories u gave me.. all i can do is just to stay away from u, bcos now ive learnt to protect myself from all your slashes..
You taught me great life lessons, and allow me to have a clearer view what kinda person you are. In the past, i thot by using love to cover up all your faults, n hoping one day you will love me back as much as how i treasured and loved u, but time and time again i was proved wrong. You finally got the taste of how i felt when i was being ditched, punched and slashed by you. But i guess, the full pain, you will not be able to experience it, bcos you dun love me at all..
I was blamed when it wasnt my fault, and i had to swollow them all into my stomach.. U take me for granted and nv appreciated what i did for you, for u tink i will always be there for you..haiz...
too much being said also wont do any help...for what happen has already happened...

I guess life would be still okay w/o u...

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Sunday, March 23, 2008

damn i feeing lazy to start on my FYP!
i gt hell loads to change and all, but im here not doing anything when i said i wanted to start on this and that..oh well..
sigh...today is my bro's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!..
I shall not be lazy and try to accomplish something rather than sitting down here to play with facebook..

Saturday, March 22, 2008



I guess its time to leave the past at the back and walk right outa it..
friends had been advising me to do just that, but because i wasnt ready to put it down yet,
therefore still holding it close to my heart.
It was a wk ago that this matter happen..I found it was time to put down and move on..
to walk outa what i was suffering silently and gibe myself space and time to heal..
I guess im coping well, but i noe when this step was taken, i am not allowed to turn back to have
my 2nd glance. I had to drop everything and run on my own this time, bcos this burden was just
way too heavy for me to carry already.
After much heartaches, clear thots came to my mind that it was best to leave at this stage rather than
a later stage, because, she wanted to go back to her religion and pls i do respect that.. therefore
im giving this 3 yrs for all these to change to friendship..a very good friendship..
though at times these thots could put me tears but i gt to be independent and even stronger now..
i am happy for her and i wish her all the best. Though i noe she wun be reading this post
but i hope my well wishes will be with her everywhere she go....

Thank u for those memories u given me i will cherish them and treasure them..

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

song im listening to now: Ne-Yo Go On Girl
Mood: Sleepy

holidays had already arrived and i should say
i had been enjoying myself though..
suffering from sun burnts due to the
previous outing i had with my churchmates over at
east coast park, but im fine! hahaa..i aint a red
lobster. i just feel that im now a toasted bread.
healthy colour though..hahaha

FYP assessment went okay, just that i have truck
loads to re-do for my logo. *printing all over again*
where in the freaking world am i gonna find money?
some kind soul donate to me?wahahaa..

My 21st bday is in a wk's time..hmmm...
birthday wishes...here i go..

1. ipod (white, 40GB/80GB)
2. Nintendo DS Lite (white)
3. Agnes.B Tote bag
4. A Wallet (Agnes. B or Bruan Buffel)
5. anything that you guys wanna gibe me, i'll gladly recieve!

sad case, cos my bday falls on the first day of sem4 for me.
Bleah! what a birthday!
well, im gonna have a feast over at Newton after school for seafood
*smiles* with some of my girl's over..

hmm, thats about how my 21st birthday will be spent though
a simple affair.

right, better get going to get my work done.