well..Hmm..yesterday Blog gt probleM so didn't haf the chance to blog in..well hAHhaa..anyway..i forgotten wat happened le..so..lets continue wif today's activties ya?yup!..well yesterday decided to haf a chat wif my dear on the phone..yup!!..cos i haven't been on the phone wif her for a real lOng time..yah..well then we had a conference wif my didi n my darling..yup!!..tok for quite awhile..well then didi wanted to get a present for her PTS..yah...so we decided to meet tomoLo...then i offer to help my di..yup!then we meet..well...okay...morning went to sch..then go hall for assembly..cos we had a farewell concert for our BIo teacher..yup!!..well finally she is like leaving..her teaching is like wah...cannot make it la ya..hHAhahaa..cos when she teach..all the informations tt she said out are all from the book..n it was wORd for word..n so is her NOtes..but well at least she bother to help us print notes..hAHaha..well..yah...had a song item..n had a presentation..yup!..well..yah..then she gave a speech..haiz..well it was kinda long n i was almost asleep though..hAHhaa...but didnt la..yah..so...well..went back to class do nth again..well we r being given h/w n more h/w...hAHaha..then we had to clean the classrm..half of the class was assigned to class 4c1..yup!!..n the rest will stay in 3c1 to clean up..well during recess time..i decided to start doing the clearning..i cleaned the wndows n shutters..well i had been doing tt job like for many many yrs..AHahhaA...ya..then our class was all clean during tt recess time..yup!!...well the rest didn't do anything...ya..so...watever la ya..*argh..Piss Off*...
then after tt we played this game the scissors paper stone game..well..we haf to slap each other's hands when we lose..hAHhaAa...i played till my hand had bloodshots..yah...hAHahaa..nvrm la...HAHahaaa...then we were given more h/w..haiz..then ltr teacher checked our classrm..yup!!..then we were allowed to go..after we were being dismissed..fiona n i went to find mrs lum to gib us the additional h/w for our eng..ya...but cannot find her...AIYO!...summore i gt to carry all my art stuff back...hahHAa..yah..then went to meet my dear outside school..well thank GOd she came early..yup!!...hAHhaa..or else my hand will die..hAhaha..cos really heavy..yah...then i saw kristy gammell..aRgh..haiz..watever la ya...sO..then dear told me tt ben did not appear on time..yah..then we saw vanessa n said tt Ben had been caught fagging in class n was considered a police case therefore she cannot make it to our outing..yup!..well...bOY we mIsh her man!!..AHahhaaa...haiz..thot can see my dear didi..but..haiz...*nvrm*..ahaHahhaa...*smIle*..well nvrm la..cannot blame her..well..then we went to heartland mac for lunch then saw kristy gammell again wif jing yi n her di di..yah..watever..then zihui,victora n clarster was there also..yah..well..this is the 1st time meeting zihui..yup!!!...then yah..we dine together then after tt we (van, dear n me) made a move to orchard 1st..yup!!..dear needed to do sUm sHOpping..so we went to lOOk around..well we went to paragon n saw sum nice clothes..well dear tried on many many types..finally she settled to one..the aunty was very kind cos she is going to reserve the black pants n the long sleeve shirt tt has 2 colours..yup!!...well...the clothes are like BOy bOY expensive man!!..the shirt alone cost 80 over man..yah..wah...*expensIVe*..hAHhaa...but as long as dear like it..can le la..hOR darling?*sMIle*..well..then we headed hm..cos van n i needed to reach hm be4 6..yup!..so we took a train back..yup!!..van went hm by herself..n dear sent me hm..yup!!...dear only slept this moRning..poOr dear..n she like gt to study loRh..*sigh sigh*..soRry dear make you waste the whole day..soRry sORry....haiz..you must be rushing thru ur chapters now..really sorry baby..really sorry..yup!!..OS is coming already..you jia you k?well i lURve you till the end of times..+muaCks muaCkS+

heyhey pples..there is sUm PHotos..weLL enjoy aR..HAHahHAa...well soRry jillian for sO much ma fun from me..soRry me so darn blUr bLuR...Sorry..*aPOLOgies for the inconviences tt i had caused you...* ..*blUr blUR*....



heyhey..see see this beautiful couple..heyhey..welcome us man..HahahA..*giGGling*..well ain't we en ai man?hAHahahAHa...she LooK sOO Cute..she is mY little HamsTer nehz..HAhAhahaa...*sMIle...dear..i lURve you forever*...



hAHaha..well this is a new post from me..HAhahaa...*wINk wiNk*..welL yuP!..HMM..i was at east coast..hAHaha..you noe y?coS aLmost haLF of mY day i was at east coast ma..HAHAhahaAAHAHhaa...*GiGGles*..well i'm weaRing mY nEW RimLess sPEcs...HAhahahaa...welL..very coOl HOr..*BhB*..welL enJoY the PhotOS ya..AHahah..yup!!!



well..this pic although cannot really see my cutey didi..cos my darling dear take the photo nv liu yi the sunlight..then ya..too dark..tt's y cannot see our faces..hahahHAa..but there are still more pics tt has her Photo..HAhahHAaa..*sMIlex*...



HAhaha...well..aiyoyo..dear dear...wat she doing..cos suMthing gt into her eyEs then she rub rub rub..then unknowlying this guy took the pic..sigh..or else sure come out nicer one..man should haf close up sHOts man..wat a wastE!..can see my cutey ben didi now?hAHaha..this pic is taken..she gt this red cheeks..Hahaha...KawaII..Hahaha..*pInch pIncH*..hAhahaa..sorry ar didi..but you're simply just too adorable..HAhahaha....

tt's about it..well i gt more pics actually well..tt one gt more pic..but then the file too big..so i must ask my shifu jillian to teach me n help me le..sorry ar..must ma fun you again..sorry sorry...soRry....hHAhaha..for appreciation... @>--'-,-- just for you..HAhahaha*mUACks*....enJoY the pHotos!!!!

haiZ..today aNother day oF BOredEm..*sigh siGh*..well..today go school then so bORing..haf to wait for like until 11.30 then can go for christmas service..well frankly speaking i was like sO excited wif the christmas service..but it was a total disappOintment..coS IT was like wah lao oNly one sKi..n was like so Short n laME..Eh...*no comments *watever..HAHhaa..well today was like kinda a weird mood la ..is like wah lao..like piss off but not..like moody like not..wah lao..cham cham until i dunno feel wat le la!!!watever...tt person i dun like still piss me Off..esp her darn face aRghHHh..*farked Up la*..aRghHHh...i tried to like look on the bright side of tt woman..but suMhow OR rather i jUst sIMply cant..HAHahaa...God Noes y...*wahHAHAHAHa*...watever la ya..well frankly speaking ar..the days w/o my dear beside me ar..wah lao..cannot make it already loRh..haiz..is LIke i'm exploding day by day nehx..haiz....*dear ar dear*...Sigh...haiz...
today in school tooK pic wif my chaota penguin n euodia on euodia's new digi cAm..wah her cam hoR very sLim nehx..goSh how i wIsh i was tt slIm boy..haiZ..well..i'm sTill tt darn fat..haiz..coS keep eatin n eating n eatiNg..haiZ..wat is the Bloody helL wROng wiF me!!!!!!*aRghHH*..haiz..then christmas service keep singing songs Only..haiz...*wat the hell*..then..yah..went back to class..then i saw my didi..n actually regreted tt i went wif her..cos is like last time we gd frends nehx..now you see the stage we are in..wao lao..darn far nehx is as gd as strangers le...*sigh sigh*..heartbreaking nehx losing this kinda frend...*haiz*...we were like so close..Haiz..dun tok about it..wat is done is already done..nothing can change turn back time..well..so yah..we shall leave tt alOne..well cos there is nth i can do to save tt frendshIP..yup!..well sO lets leave it as it as pa...
oh my dear n i the 5th month anNi on nxt month the 6..yup!!..well it's soON le..HAHaha...yup!!..+hAppY hapPY+..yup!..well dunno wat we will be doIng..yup! waiting for my dear to come back onlINe nehx..haiz..yup!!..well...

let the things be where they are
bcos you will nv noe wat will happen
after you haf done sumthing to it
it may be gd it might turn bad
so..*sigh*...

wah today in schOOl daRn daRN siAnz mAN!wah lAO!!..NOthing to do LORhx..then the Syc the gaME..catch the murderer..weLL hEYhye..wait a mIn..i"m not trying to say tt their game wasn't nice..but it was like hMM..you noe..outa the way..ya..then so fuNNy loRh..no SYc member came into ouR class..HAhaha..then i saw SaraHs friEnds n Her..sO we tok tok tok..then mY diDi yesterday bakEd chocolate caKe..HAHhaa..Nice nice...*thankS diDi*..weLL...soRry to make you wait..sorry ar Didi..welL..then after mS gan called uS back into the hALl..coS we wasn't participating..yup!!..well endINg up gt scOlded..hAHahhaa...haIz..sad caSe ar..HAhaa..hMMm...then went back..sTill gt nth to do..welL actually today was very mOOdy Nehx..dUNno y alSo..like dun feel like toking..so half of my day i didn't tok to anyone...walk also walk alOne..hai..coS you noe y???Cos i MISS mY DARLING..aiYo...+tahun taHUn+..haiZ..well..i caNnot be selfisH..i mUSt let her stUdy..yup!!!...BUt but but..aIya..HAHahhaa...siGh..HAHAha..hMM..soRry my moOd is getting weirder n weirder each day man!..HAHAHAHA...SoOo..then Leona n jEss caMe over mY tablE play BIngo n hanG man wHIle i stay there in a daZe..yuP!..sO..then after tt we been called dwn to halL again..well then infROnt of me was my choata penguIN..HAHAHa..welL..yaH..shE darn cUte..then we tok tok tok while Syc PPLe are plaYing the sONg gamE..well shE n i wasn"t paYing attention..shE toLD me abOUt her sTuff n i toLd her abOUt mY sTUff..yup!!..hHAHAHa..well...then after finISh..mS gan camE in n tok to US..hAHHAa..then tok about rULes..aFTEr haiR rUle shE camE abOUt pInaFore..then bElt..then abOUt lEs..aIyO..HAHAHaha...both of US(my chaota penguin n mE)was lIke putting dwn OUr headS..HAHAHAHaa...welL..then ltr she wanted to meet the sTudent leaders..well i'm in my art Club coMmittee member ma...then i sUppose to go alSo..sigh...welL..i cannot make anY miStake oR elSe i diE..as in my pHY attire..cannot let her caTch me..yah...HAHAHa....
then after tt go Up to class N then went to see mrs wOK..well shE sTill in charge oR art clUB one anoT?everytime cannot fiND her oNe can!!wah laO!!..sHE ar..usEless ar...at least mrs Ong stilL better..then my junior there..then she help me tell teacher..ya!!...hAHAHa..well then off i went Hm..well back at Hm i dun haf anything for lUnch sO i ate my snacks..n i guess i wILl pUt on weIght..HHAHAHaha..then ltr watch tv for awHIle..then go nap..now jUSt waKE up..then now my aunties from malaysia is Now at my hoUSe..yup!..me in mY rM wif my dOOR clOSe..yup!...HAHAHAHa..sO..welL toNIght gt the bLoody matHS tuitiON..hai..bORING nEHx..aiYO!!!!!!!!!..well but i cannot like tt let go..me mUSt woRk hard foR my Sec4s...oHoH..today teachers gt promotion meeting nehX..haiZ..HOpe i can go uP to sEc4...haiZ....*sHake head*...Thanks God for evErythiNG..*sMILEx*....WEll ya i need to go do sUM pHoto things NOw..well ya..tt's about it..


dear i wanna tell you tt i had been MIShing you each n everyday...hoping i can see you..*muacks muaCks*..i loVe you ai NI..n mISh you loaDS!

daRN boREd NEhx..sUm1 entertaiN me..HAHAHAHa..siANz
HAHaha..my daddy say If i pROmOTed..My daddy going to BRing me out for celebraTions NEH!!!..*happY hapPY*..HAHAHahahHAHAHAA...*sMILex*..welL TO GOD BE THE GLORY..IF it wasn"t for GOD tt aNSwerED mY prayER...i wiLl nt mAke iT..i NOw Noe hoW pOWERfUL GOD IS...*MAUCks mUACKS*....

well..today was simply a great day mAN!!!..HAHAHa..finalLY weNT out wiF my daRLing!!..HAHAHa..*SMIles*..HAHAhaa..hMmMM..welL...you Noe wat?i gt a Great piEce OF Gd news To tell you all!!!....i PAsSED MY MATHS n tt mEaNS i gt 5 SUBjEctS lE...MEANIng tt I Gt a ChaNCE to GET PRoMOTED To SEC4 NEHz....hAHAHa...welL..i wannA thanK GOD tt haD anSwered MY PRayER!!!...*MAUCKS to GOD*..HAHAHaa..welL..soRry i'm alIttle oVER THE MOON!!!..HAHAa..welL today thiNgs weNT sIMplY sIMplY wELl..but i wasN't feelIng wEll though..was KInda in a TaiE n moODy n very sLEepy MOOD..i duNNo y nEHx...n mY weIRd sTomaCh KEpt cHURning n chURning..hAIz maKIng me feel the paiN..yup!!..welL..yah..hMM..let me tell you things tt happEned aFter schOOl..well we gt back OUR resULts at the Emmunal HalL..yuP!!!then..whEN i saW my maRks i was WOW!!hAHAHa..well as i diDN't do as well as others..but i WIll wORk haRd haRd foR NXt yR..yuP!!!yeah!!..welL..then we had this MOck exercise for ouR JCs n POlY ya..well my L1R5 gt 32 Pts...n my L1R4 gt 26 Pt..HAHhaa..i can go to SP n take interior desIgning nEHx..HAHAHAHA..JUst nice mAN!!!...OH wat the hELL..hAHhaa..hMM..well then tt Tang aR..waH lao..the way He saiD the PUre aR..waH can maKE uR heart JUMP NEHx...aiYO..n hIs vOice gavE me a Spiltting HEaDaChe mAN!!..welL..finalLy after the torturIOUs 30 miNS..HE let Us OFF..HAHAHa..yup!!..welL..went to change into MY New rIMless sPEcs..then off i went to meet my dear..well wHIle waiting..i wanted to faint le..wasnt feeling very well..yup..thEn..finally she arrived..yup!!..shE was aLittle like mOody..hHAHaa..you noe y?coS she didn't had time to sTyle her haiR..*poOR sayang*..HAHAHa..welL..okay okay no laughing matter..dear wans to lOok gd..coS shE meetINg ME ma..HAHaha..right dear?hAHHAa..Right!..HAHaha..hEehee..well then we toOK 62 bus to bras besah to get the foRm of the artfrend membership card..yuP!!..then jIllian was on the bus too..well yah..then we tok tok tok..then...well jillian alighted first as she wanted to go bugis..then..ya...then dear told me ben invited her to east coast..ya..then after we took a cab to east coast to meet up wif them..yup!!..HAHhaa..then we finally arrived n found ben ben..HAhaha..sHE darn CUTE!!!...HAHAHaa..dear dun jealOUs k??*sayang sayang*..oH oH..my dear poOR thing neh..cannot eat cos sHE fastIng..yUP!!..then we sat for awhILe..then went to the waterbreak to tann..well apparently i didn't get tann..sigh..HAHaha..then while on the way to the waterbreak..dear wRote this on the sand...Joe Anastasia hAHha...ahHAha she foRgotten to wRite lOVE neh hOR dear..HHAHAHa..aiya wasted ar..HAHAHa..*mUACks*..nvrm..thaNK you...weLL..then yah..sat for awHIle..then went to set up bbQ fire..well..then i sat there waited n daze here daze there..AHAHa..then we took photos wif dear's new cam..yuP!!!..welL..then tooK wiF ben ben alSO..yAYYAa..then ben coOked satay for me..gave me dRInks..THAnks ar DIDI..HAHhaa..well..then after dear was asked to coOked cos they gave up..HAhhaa..well dear had been a gd gd chef nehx..dear after xams mUSt let me try ur coOking ar..HAHhaa..yuP!hAHhaa..then i saw charcoal on the Floor..i wanted to draw..but unknowingly i picked up the piece tt dear just broke it..n i gt buRnt..n now my hand gt bubbles...nw as i type very pain..haIZ..i can feel the bubbles...pAin paIN...OUch!!!....but despite the pain..i drew a rOSe on the flOor..well it was for dear but she didn't see...+sigh+..ya..
then we toOk a caB hm..as dear needs to go kallang to meet her mother..dear alighted 1st..yup..then later left the taxi man n me...*scary*then she asked me about dear..n he toLd me tt he was wif a gay be4..n they had sex n even after his marriage..when his wiFe not at hm..he woUld come over n haf sEx...YUCKSSS..hAHAHah..well then we tok tok tok..ya..finalY i reached Hm..FInalLY i gt outa the caB n raN HM..he Was a Real scaRy man..well i'm not afraid oF les But i'm afraid of GAYS...aRgh..well then on the way UP..i read dear'"s letter..yup!!..HAHAHa....thanKS dear for UR sWEet letter..okay okay i gt to go for my diNNer le..thaNKS for everything today!!!...LOve you darlINg...+mUAcks mUAckS muaCks+

*happY n oVerJOYEd guRl tt JUst fLew oVer the MOoN..*

diedie...haiz..i loSt my 1st blog for today!!!..i Type very Long le neHX..n very detaiL summore..haiZ..*baNg wall*..wat the hell la..sHIt loRh...haiz..well i shall start my day again..haiz..*watever*..well i taught my jie how to play the keyboard as in, in rythem..yup!!..cos my frend, sarah is not coming this month to play the main while my brother is leading..thus wendy asked me to play the grand piano as the main..n i asked my jie to accompany me play the keyboard..so i teach her..ya!!..well..after church..went to heartland for lUNch..yah..i had dUck riCe..yup!!..HAHAHa...then had sugarcane+lemOn as my dRinks...*yuMmY..my faV man cheap n GD*..then auntie kay kew was like preaching to me..then yah..well although it was long n ears tiring..but i learnt sUmthing from her..is tt..i gt to put double n triple hard woRk to chase up wif pple tt is ahead of me..n be the same standard as them..b'cos i'm not smart..ya..so i gt to woRK hard..yup!!..well after lUnch..we went hm..Grace foLlow us until our bLock n shE went hm..yuP!!..well by the way Grace is my grandma's maid..yuP!..then..we settle things at hm..then my mother n i head to suntec to get my new bag..well..yup!!..i had a hard time chOoSing..then finally came into a final decisIon tt i wanna get the blue one instead of the pale pink in coLoUR..yup!!..sO..after tt we walked around...bought bread from breadtok for tomoLo moRning..then went to esplande to walK..went to the roOf terrance..yup!!!..finally i gt to see ..HAHhaa..cos it was like close for a lOng period of time..ya..well..the view was nice..but it is not as great as from the area tt is near the s'pore river..yuP!!..hAHaha..nice nice..*smILex*..well finally tomOlo can see my dear..but darling she fasting..n has to be pUre..sO haiz..no muacks muaCks..no hold hanDs..n no HuggIng..*sIgh*..well nvrm..me taHun..hAHhaa..welL at least can see my dear..beter than nOthing..Right?HAHHAa...went to delifrance to get our dinner..yup!!!..then we headed hM..well on the bus..i was calculating my overall marks..but...haiZ..i faIL..*sIgh*..haiZ..i dunno if i can makE it aNOt...But...i NOe watEver is iMpOSsIble on eaRth is pOSsible to GOD!!!...*all thiNgs are POssIBle..alL Things aRE pOSsiBle*..yup!!!...GOD IS THE ALMIGHTY GOD...HE CAN WORK WONDERS N HE WILL LET A MIRACLE TO HAPPEN...yup!!!..i haf faITH in HIM!!!..n i WIll say in FAITH tt..i wILL get PROmoTED To sEC4 WIf GÖD"S haNDs PRoteCting N sEEIng ME tHRU!!!..i CAN MAKE IT!!!!!*AmEN*..hAHhaa..well ya...
okay well..i can't wait to see my darLing tomoLO!!!..+muacks mUAcks+..HAHAHa

LOve you daRling sWeety PIe..n deaR baby!!...

well..today woke up quite early..yup!!..well had my breadfast n off i went to watch TV!!..HAhaha..theN was doing up a letter for my darling..yuP!!..well hMM..i dunno if she will like it..+sigh+..my poOr darling due to her hard workingness..she is sick now..she having a slight fever...+sigh..i can't be beside her to nurse her back to health+..haiZ..dear ar dear...well...dear..when i'm not beside you..you gt to take care of urself ya?*sMIlex*..HAHahahAa..HMM..welL take more coOling things nehx!hAHAHa..yaH?drINk more cryansanthemuM tea ya?i noe i noe UR fav right?HAHhaa..take more aR!ya!..well soRry i'm naggy but..it's for ur oWn gd..yup!!..i tiNK nxt time i'll grow up i must be a nUrse so when dear sick le i can be like gib her medicine n make her well again ya?hAHAHA...*mUACks*..HAHaha..well back to my day...haiZ..today gt to go for cellgrp n is at uncle patrick House..sigh..gt to mOve my ass alL the way there...*lazY*..HAHAHa..well

well...today still didn't haf my appetite dUring my breadfast n my tea break..didn't really eat much..cos simply i didn't haf the mOod..although today was a fun day..but in my heart i knew tt things ain't going well for me now..the situation is tough n i'm NOT GOING TO STOP FIGHTING..NO matter wat it takes...i'm not going to let my promotion go..!!i will do wat it taKES!!!..tHis moRning i woke up n decided to start praying to God...1st wishing HIm a very gd moRning n telling HIm how i feel about it..i told HIm..i was totally in a terrible situation n feeling really moody n heavy..my rm atmosphere was bleak n dark...my life suddenly had no life nor colour..i was in total daze n in total loss...i didn't noe wat to do..i just daze n daze n daze..nth else but DAZE today while walking to the serangoon MRt station..my mother was ahead of me..n She actually turned back to lOOk out for mE...I was like sHOcked when she did tt..cos only yesterday i just mentioned it...n she did it today...THANk GOd for answering my prayer n hearing my soRrows...weLL..we went to Gd luck the provision shop near the interchange to buy sweets..yup!!..well after tt we proceeded on to wait for my brother n my dad at the transit station..cos my mother wanted to top-up her card..well we waited quite awhile then soon they arrived...well as usual..i was at the back again..n again my mother n dad looked back n asked me y did i walked so slOw..cos i'm in a daze..ya...soon we reached the mRt..i sat on the chair n started to read my book to distract me from thinking of anything...well...n i found tt Book"the Heavenly man"very comforting..at tt moment i only found tt the book was the only thing tt can distract me n send me back to My comfort zOne..i found tt as i read the bOOk..my faith in HIm started increasing rapidly..yup!..in the mRt..i also read..n even when i reached the chinatown complex centre(to haf our breadfast) i still read..i didn't had any expression on my face at tt period of time..i was all quiet n emotionless..After my breadfast..we went to OG to browse the place..but nth interest me..thus didn't really bother much..then my mother suddenly asked me if i wanted to leave the place...can you believe it?sHe asked for my decision..i hardly had a chance to make a decision in the family..well although i hated it..but i still made the decision..well..i told them tt i didn't wan to stay any longer in tt place..so we proceeded on to PS..we shopped at the newly open carrfour n bought 8 pillows..(2 each)..n 4 pillow pads..yup!!..my mother decided to change our pillOWs..yup!..after bUying..we went to mark n spencer to lOOk arouNd..then later to JOhn lIttle..yup!!..hAHaha..well my daddy Bought 2 long sleeve sHIrts..Hey dear..the sHIrt there quite nice neh..you can go sHOp there for UR Prom Night neh!!!..hAHahaa..well yup!..then we left Ps n went to barker's iNN..yup!!..in in the 1st place i didn't wan to haf anything..cos i really didn't feel like having anything being force dwn my throat..so i just closed the menu book n say..i'm not eating..yup!!..but ltr my mother ordered for me a hot chocolate to compress my cough..i was actually coughing quite badly due to the over laughter i had..ya..i wanted to act as if i was happy...but in my heart i wasn't, those laughter was actually a sign of saddness..for me..when i'm sad..i'll just go mad...ya..i'll force myself to do things tt is a total opposite wat i'm feeling..(only when i'm sad)..yah...we also had oreo cheesecake there..(dear..the cheesecake quite nice neh..after ur Os we go mUmm k?see if you like the cheesecake there? hao ma?)..yup!!..well we saw diana ser at barker's Inn..well she is really chio i must say..she is small in size n pertite..yup!!...HAHha...cute lady..
then after tt..we went to city hall...we shopped at raffles place..then ltr we proceeded on to suntec..first we went to coLlect OUr RimLess SpecSs...yuP!!!..i gt my rIMless spEcs le!!*happY*..well my mother saw we both wear very nice she also wans to make it..so nxt month she will be going..yup!!..her sPEcs brand woUld be elizabeth aRden..yup!!!..her greeN tea perfume brand..hAHaha..well yah...so..we left the shop n went to carrefoUr again..this time..my dad wanted to buy another deuter bag..cos he wanted another bag for his office..yup!!..we paid everything n left for saekae sUsHI..yuP..tell you one amazing thing..you noe our bill actually they sHort change us?cos my brother n I actually oRdered the ramen..n each cost 8.90..ya..so both would be round off $18..yup!!..wEll GOd bLESS!!!..HAhahaa..we less paid $18..hAHaha..Go'd's BlessiNg man!!..well actually this is the second time tt had happENED..yup!!..AHHAhaa....*smILEx*..well then after tt we headed for hM..ya!!!...So here am i..back at Hm..well my eyes is already kinda tired..

+sigh+ my darling is falling sick again..dear ar..i noe i asked you to study hard n want you to obtain gd results...but you also gt to take care of UR health k dear?pLS dun fall sick again ya?besides ur fasting date is actually nearing..if you're sick n u're fasting..you will collapse one..PLs dear pls..dUN overwoRk uRself can?slEep early everynight ya?dun sleep too late ya dear?well tts all..baby..remember i lUrve you n i mISH you loTS...i loNg for UR kissEs n UR hugs...sO baby..quick quick recover okaY??HAhahaA...*sayang sayang...+ muacks muacks....+ HugGies HuggiEs...*..hope all these will make you feel better..n will ease ur paiN!!..yah dear??okay i gtg le..my eyes are tired le...gd NIght!!!slEep tight ya?Jia you woR!!! KAmpate!!!!!!...

sighing Off...
a dazEr tt dazes day n Night...

*+*daZe*+*

2day I had not a single appetite to eat anything.. I guess for the days ahead, it would remain like tt also pa?my lunch today actually I didn’t want to eat..but I force it dwn my throat n took it as my last meal..so I gobble dwn my food..i’m praying for a miracle now..hoping tt I will pass my English so tt I;m able to get promoted up to sec4…GOD PLS HELP ME!!!!..i noe many of a times I had chosen to remain blind towards ur work n the miracle tt you perform..n I choose not to acknowledge it..i was ignorant n was stubborn..Sorry sorry…is saying sorry ever too late for you?will you forgive me n perform this miracle in my life?God I’m depending totally on you..i haf my total faith n trust in you!!…GOD PLEASE!!!!HELP ME!!!!
I Noe I might haf said tt I did my best in my studying of this recent final yr
exams..but I guess is just not enough to make it thru for my sch’s standard pa..

to my dearest mummy & my family members…I’m sorry for putting you pple thru this kinda situtation..i’m sorry especially to my kind n loving mother tt had all along did for me so many minor things tt actually save me time for my studying..but I didn’t noe how to treasure them..n took things for granted..eg..she washed my plates after my meals..n washed my shoes after every wk during my xam period..she also did those small things like getting for me my dinner n serving righ infront of me n pouring me water..thank you!!! My family!!!..thank you for wat you all did for me..i’m sorry to obtain this kinda results n made you all upset about it..esp my brother..Kor sorry to spoil ur Friday when you wanted to treat us tea time @ baker’s iNn..sorry…is my fault tt I cause an awful atmosphere in the family n caused mummy to utterly disappointed n sad..Mummy n daddy..thank you for spending so much money on me on my tuition fees…I’m sorry to let ur hard earned money be gone dwn the drain..i’m sorry to let this family dwn… but haf you all ever though how I feel when I receive my results?not only you all tt is utterly disappointed …I also feel it..n I feel sad..sumtimes when you see me happy..you think tt I’m happy?I’m just trying hard to forget things..trying hard to make myself busy so tt I will not think about things…do you all noe tt?do you all noe wat I’m thinking?everytime you often like to say I keep quiet n not tell you anything..but haf you ever though how I feel when I tell you things?I feel as you’re of a total stranger to me….i feel scare…now you noe y I prefer telling things to my frends?cos I feel tt they listen to me..n they comfort me..they encourage me..they noe when I’m dwn they will not mention things tt will put me dwn further…
you noe sumtimes I feel like running away from hm since last yr?I was telling myself..if I ran away from hm things maybe would get better..the family only needs my brother..i noe kor is a very obedient child n he lurves this family a lot n brought you all proud except me..unlike him..i brought this family shame…another thing is tt you noe when sumtimes we go out together I would be the only one tt is being left out?you three would walk together..n you noe I was thinking even if I walked away from the back..you pple wouldn’t noe right?no1 looked back to find for me….i feel as I’m an insignificant person in this family..so if ever one day I run away from home..pls dun come looking for me..cos I’m sure you dun wan me anymore…b’cos no1 wans me..i’m just a jinx in this family… I think I’m just an xtra..wif or w/o me this family will still survive pa…anyway I’m just playing an insignificant role in this family ain’t it?
…haiz…I say sum much any1 understands me ma?the funny thing is how can I expect sum1 to understand me when I dun even understand myself?I dun even noe who am i…sUmtimes I feel like taking dying as my resolve way to escape..haiz…I’m sorry…I noe a zillion apologies will nv work…but I hope you will accept my sorry one day….

things had changed me into wat I become today…
whether it had been gd or bad it had already happen ..
the real me had been mixed wif the old ..
even until today I can’t find the real Me
can you believe this reality?….
solutions I had try..but none had worked..
in fact they had made me worse than ever I was..
Dun try changing me now cos it’s already too late
cos it might just make this situation even worse…

sorry for those wierd words tt appear..well just ignore them..n i dunno hw the hell it appear..yup!!!...

signinf OFf as
crybaby cRying over spilled milKEd...

today was the worse day of my life..i felt as if the woRld is going to end for me..my future became a mile further fr me...n my dreams n aspirations has all landed on hard ground n shattered into million pieces tt no1 can ever fix it...today was the day of the returning of all my exam scripts...

I only passed 4 subjects n tt is my literature..aRt..cOmbine sci n my combine humanlities i did very badly for my maths n only achieve a 36.6 after moderation..*Sigh*..my aim for my maths was like having an A2..which is about the marks of 70 n above but i fail to do so..cos on tt day i had a brain block..n i couldn't think..causing me to lose a total of 9 precious marks..

another subject tt i failed was my chinese..i knew i was going to fail my chinese thus the marks was no surprise to me...i achieve a 40.8..well i guess my CAs n SAs will be of no help to pull my marks up le...

my English..i failed again..i really put in my best effort to do already..but i still fail..i only obtain a total of 48.3...haiz...my onLY hOPe is to pass..n hope Ms chin will say suM gd woRds infrOnt of my pRinciPAl sO tt i will be abLe to pass..haiz..GOD PLEASE HELP ME GET PROMOTED...GOD PLS..HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiZ...my pROmotion will be left to God's hanDs...haiZ...2molo n sat n sun..i dun feel like going anywhere..i jus wanna lock myself at hm..n to think over about it...haiZ...

Signing OFf as
a useless ME!

well..today was a darn bORing day!!..wake up in the moRning..i recieved my darling's smS..i saw her sms n saw the time tt she went to bed..aiYO!!!..she slept at 4+ am in the mORning!!!aiYO!!dear ar..you sleep eariler can?dun be like me la..yah...well..she said she will sms me after she wake up..so i waited la..i woke up at 8+..well i didn't sms her cos i'm afraid to wake her up..then when she woke up she was like you wake up so ealy y you nv msg me..then she put a sob sob..hAHhaa..*sayang sayang*...dun cry Orgh..dun cry..HAhaha..well..then i watched tv until like 12 yup!!..then my mother was like complaining i didn't do my QT(quiet time)..n read my story boOks..hAHAha..well i'm currently reading a book called the " the heavenly man"...well..is a true life story on this china man.ya..how he gt tortured by those guards in the prison..well..it is scary man!well..i had my lunch n proceeded on to reading tt boOk...
i went to my mother's rm to read..n i continued from chapter 6..n until i reach about chapt 7..i started feeling tired..n then fell asleep..well..i turned off my hp cos dear wasn't msgin me..so i off it..well when i gt up..i turned on my hp..n saw dear's msg...n she said..is my darling sleepIng??hAHhaa..then i said..how she noe..HAhaha..my dear noes me well..HAhahaa...*MuaCks*

then..when i wanted to get up...my back started to pain..(at my waist there)then..i started to sit up..but nth helps..the pain kept lingering around my waist n the pain was unbearable until i had to sit n lie on my dad's n mum's pillows...yah..then the pain started subside..ya...then my brother came back n wanted to rest in my mom's bed..cos ruth was in my brother's rm..so..ya..after his bathe..he slept n i went to my own bedrM..yup!!..i sat dwn n continue reading my bOOk..then... suddenly felt sleepy again..so i decided to sleep again...for this time..i slept for a longer period of time..almost about an houR..yuyp!!..then when i woke up to change my position again..i felt the pain again..i quickly put a pillow behind my waist to suPport my back..ya...i guess i gt the same pRo as deaR?Needing another mattress to sUppORt my back..yup!!..tomOlo my mother sUggest i go see a doc..*sigh*..no1 pei me..my mother not free n my dear also not free..thus haf to go myself...tomoLo dear's graduation day..n after tt she has tuition..so dun wanna ma fun her...so i guess after school..i'll be visiting the doc..hope nothing will go wRong..n i hope i dun need to go for xtray..if not...this will be the 3rd time le..ya..*sIgh..*...

wish me all the BEst for tomOLO pa...haiz..n tomOlo is the day we recieve alLL OUr scRipts..haiz..I hope i did well..*sigh..SOBs...Deep sigh*...



*God bLEss Me for toMolo..hopIng i;m able to bRIng back gd news for Both my scripts n mY check up at the clinic*...

hAHhaa..well i shall report on wat happen yesterday..our family n the small girl tt my mother is babysitting, Ruth..went to the newly open yumcha @ toa payoh..we ate until the bill was like 64+ nehx...*shake heads*..HAhahaa...but i was really fULL!!!..hAHAhaa..well tt's gd ain't it?hAHaha...after yumcha..we proceeded on to the toa payoh bus interchange to take a free shutter bus to turf club(old racecourse rd)..ya..it was about a 10-15 mins journey there...ya..well surprising on tt day Ruth was sticking by my side like a GLUE..aiyo!!..i gt like keep asking her to behave..coS shE was exactly as active as the mOnkey you see in the wIld!..hAHAHa..ain't i mEan??*evIl laUgh*...HAHAha..
well the bus arrived at turf club n off we went to go browsing around the mall..darn it was boRing..HAHaha..my brother n I swear not to ever visit tt place ever again!!is the moSt bORiest place i ever went in my whole entire life MAN!!...wat the hell!!...well you noe wat?my mother also nv will visit tt place ever again!..HAHahaa SurpRIsINg siA!..hAHaha..we had mAc for oUR lunch..i wasn't hungry thus only ate sumthing small..which IS the fish dippers..well it was okay la..is just exactly like fish fillet...well tt mAc doEsn"t Haf Tata sAuCE!!wat the hELl mAN!!!..siGH siGH..so i gt to diP my fISh In the cuRRy sAUCe..taste weiRd thoUGh...then..while eating the fries..hAHhaa..my mother foRces Ruth to eat the friEs wiF the tomato sAUce in this way..she will get expose to all kinda sauces oR elSe she will foRever stAy plaiN!..HAHAHa...well..off we went back to toa payoh..n took a train dwn to city hall..on the train..there was this man tt kept staring at me...n on my toP!!!..you noe..the aHEM..ya!!...i didN't noe until my mother told me..*grr*..i swear if i ever meet tt man again..i'll goudge his Eyes OUt n Kick His ASS!!!...*hyMph*..dear wasn't beSide me...*sIgh*..well sHE has to stUdy..yup!!..coS Her OS are NEaRIng!!!..HHAHHaa..am I stressIng you?..well..soRry dear..but you haf to stUdy hard in oRder to go to the school you wanna enter..ya?yuP!..well..then we walked arouNd raffLEs place..then went to roBinsOn..then went to mark n spEncer..saw this cough sweet n asked my mother buy for me..cos i had cough lately n sumtimes will haf cough frequently for no reasoN..well..ya..but after my mother read the content..is sUm herbal boiled sweet..i changed my mind i say..eH..i dun wan..n my mother also was like ya la..after dunno eat will be gd anot..n dunno how it taste..i rather you take cough mixTure..then she bought for me gummy sweeTS..yuP!!..well..then we went to city hall..yah..my dad treated us for coFfee at the paradise coffee company..yup!!..just oPp HMv sTore..ya...i didnt'drink anything cos i didn't feel like..sO..ya..sat there n relaX..then..rUth needed the toilet..so my mother bROught her..then my brother went to tiMEs the bookstore..then later i also went to haf a LOok..i finally fouNd the bOok i wanted..."sex n the ciTy"..ya..well surprise tt i read this kinda bOOks right..HAhaha..*cheekY sMIle*..HAhaha..welll but sad to say i didn't get to buy cos i still haf like 2 thick bOOks to finiSH..sIgh..well ya...then we left the store n went to Yes! the specialist..well my brother n i made our rimless specs from there...yup!then...we went in there to browse thRu the sHOp..n met this lady tt my mom NOes...shE sErved us..She was the one tt waived off the $10 from my contacts..yuP!..well..tt shop had a wide varity of specs..so we act had a hard time chOosing them..yup!..well..finally we settle on one tt both of us lIked..yuP!..well..both of our sPEcs are of the same brand..n of the same colOUr!!..n Of coURse..of the saME PRicE!!..OUr sPEcS+lenS..coSt $228 each..yuP!!...exPensiVe HOR?well..then we had our eyes checked again..my brother didn't haf a record there so this is his 1st time having them to check his eyes..well..i went there a number of times already..well so my record was like 3 cards lOng..HAhaha..ya..sO..hMm..my degree of my eyes didn't haf an increase..n my brother had a slight estake of 25..yup!..well..everything was ready..n thaNk God the lady waived off $68 off each of ouR sPEcs..yup!!..sO ouR specs now coSt $160 each..yup!!..hAHAHaa...cOOl hoR?hAHAHaha...well..TO GOD be the glORY..well..tt's like my schOOl pHrasE nehx...EE PUke la..hAHhaa..well but..thaNK GOd for her..if not..i can only clear my debt in 10 mOnths times..wif tt waived off..i only now haf to pay my debt in 8 months time..HAHAha..ya!!..well..thaNK GOd..yup!!..i wanted to Buy my armani whIte..but now..i guess is IMpOssIble lE pA!!..haiZ..is either is stick wif my addias..Or nth loRh..*sigh siGh*..well..ya..tt's about my day...we went hm..n reached hm at about 9..yap..msg my dear until i felt asleep n when i wOKe up at around 1 +..i fouNd my hp on the flOOr..*aiyo..sayang my pHone woR..*..HAhaha..n then i charged my hp n went back to slEep...yup!!!..tt's all for my yesterday..*sMIlex*...

Hmm..i woKe up darn early today...exactly at 7am in the morNing..yuP!..actually i wanted to continue sleeping on my bed..but my back is very very painful..very suan..cannot lie dwn anymore..i tINk i'm having ruthmatics nehx..*i'm getting Old*..hAHHAa..you noe wat..i'm the first1 to waKe uP nEhx!!wahAHaha...PRoud Of me mA deaR??hAHAHa...b'coS everytYm i'll be the last oNe to wakE up n stilL would need my mother to wake me uP!!..hAHAhaa..well yuP!!..i shOuld say my day haBEn beGIn yet...


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dear stUdy hard hard oKAy...dun play play le...10 over more days is Ur Os le..aM i StressIN you?hHAHA..well...i wan & hope you will do well..then you can go TP!!hAhahahA...temasek pOlY!..well you jia you okay!!!i'll msg you..sorry about yesterday..i said i wanted to msg you then nv..Cos Of my mother la..asked her le then she nv gib me back!!!*hymph*today gurantee can get back..yuP!!..well..jia you okay!!bu yao fang qI~~~*i lUrve you darling*~~~


well...*stomach rumbling already...can we go haf our breadfast already*...aRghhHH...hUngry..hAHahaa..dear mUst be happY to hear me crying hungry..HAHAhahaa..cos she noes i dun really like to eat..cos everytime i dUNno wat to eat..n find eating very ma fun..yah!..waHAHAHahaa....i very lazy HOR!!..hAHAHhaa...dear noes me!!!..hEeheee..my favourite food is cuP noodLEs..hAHAHa...i think i eat too much le..until my head gt one boar patch..*wahhhhh*...*sigh*..hAHHAHAa..wEll..to everyone..enjoY ur day ya!!


lOve you LOTS dear...*MuaCkkKKkkkKSSSssSS*...


today pRograMme..
@>-- go yumcha eat breadfast
@>-- Go sim Lim sq (bro wanna get things)
@>-- lastly go to turf club..yuP!!!...


...*waves byebye n send a flying kiss to my one n only dearest darling dear*...

well well well..Finally IS my lASt day of exAMSS!!!wahHH..finalLY!!!..*pHEW*...*reliEf*hAHhaa...Hmm let me tell you all about today!!
well..hMM..first thing fiRst..well it was kinda a miracle b'cos yesterday i prayed to God n asked Him to send dwn rain..so as to coOl us..well to my surpriSe..in the morning it did Rain!!..Well thAnk GOd for tt..HAHAha..hMM..then i was actually quite late..cos this MOrning when i was ruSHing to get outa the hoUse..i foRgotten to take my badge n my name tag..*Sigh*..sO i gt to go get it..lUcky i didn't reach the bus stop..i was only on level 6 of my HDB flat..YUP!so..i went back to get it..n walked quickly to the bus stop..but sigh sigh..i still couldn't catch my bus..yups...so i took 24A..n when to cherry HIll..yup!..then hAHhaa the funniest thing is tt i gt there easiler than the 53 bus tt i miShed..so i gt up on tt 53 bus..yuP!..but i was still unable to join the class for assembly..i had to stand at the table tennis area..for about 30mins..tt bloody principal ar..wah lao..tok So LOng..my leg all pain n suan already mAN!**Shit man..i seems to be unable to get a responds from the MSN!!!..aRGHHH cannot tok to my dear already la!!!wah laO!!nvrm later go ask for my hP**back..then after the long n painful speech..we finally could go back to our classroom n get ready for our exams..wah lao..i dunno today paper starts at 8.30 can...i told my dear to meet me at 9..i was thinking she must be complaining when i reached the bball court opp my school..HAhaha.cos she says she wanna play bball wif her didi, ben ma..yup!yah..so after my paper..i returned jess her VCD n yuan man her 10cents..well then i rush over to meet my dear..but to my surprise she haben arrive..only Ben n joanne was there..sO..i was like asking BEn where is my dear..then she said she has not arrival n she was looking for her too..hAHAHa..well..so we waited..had sum tok here n there..i went to do sum shooting..yup...at about 10.45...my dear finally arrived..yup!..she over sLept..n rushed from tampiness to the meeting place by cab..hAHaha..we called her like 5 times n she couldn't hear it..she must be one hell of a tired dear..HAHaha..she sLEpt at 3 am in the morNing..coS she was like toking to her buddy..yuP!..well..she also played for a while..then we moved on the the mama shopt nearby to haf our instant noodles..yup!ben & i ate tom yam..n dear had chicken w/o the vege..she simply just hate the vege..wahahhAHaha..well..then we proceeded on to Heartland..well first i went to the toilet to get myself changed..n to straighten my hair..then we went to gIO..coS dear wans to buy a new shirt..she was saying tt her shirt is too big..so she gt a M-sIZe polo blue sHIrt tt cost $18..yup!..then later i saw this singlet tt i liked tt cost $14...then dear dear bought for me..yup!...then i was complaining about the blisters that i haf on my toes..so we decided to go get a slipper...well first we entered M.A.D shoP..well..but nth suit my taste..so we decided to go Bata...well..there was a wide variety..but i couldn't make up my mind..thus i asked my dear to choose for me..shE picked for me this slipper tt has thin strap..yah..it doesn't really look like a slipper..more towards like a sandle..yuP!...dear gt the slipper for me tt cost $15...it was originally $19..yups..but it was on salE!!..yuP!..then Off we go to cinelesisure to watch the Rundwn...

after the MOvie...we walked around taka...gt ourselves cheesecakes...yaP..n off we go Hm..dear was tired out..n b'cos she stayed up late the night be4..thus she felt sleepy...she fetched me until the bus stop..then we waited for her bus to come..then off i went Hm...yuP!

today the girl tt my mother is babysitting is staying over at my place..cos tomoLo we going to turf club..yup!..well..tomolo breadfast we will go yiamcha..yup!..then proceed on to the other places tt we want to go..i shall continue my shOpping sPree!!..hAHAHAH..well tt's all for now


*dear..thank you so much to accompany me despite the days of ur Os nearing..thank you for buying me the blouse n the slippers...thank you baby!!..Oh..the lipblum..i'll pass it to you the nxt time roUnd i meet ya!!in the mean time Jia you for UR OS ya?i lUrve you!!...oHoH..n i think you shOUld go Update uR fridae PRofILe le pA?hAHAHAHA....*....

from the 1st day
tt i saw ur smiling face
HOney, i knew tt we would be together forever
when i ask you out
you say no
but i found out
darling tt you'd been hurt
You felt like you'd nv had again
i deserve a try honey just once
gibe me a chance n i'll prove this all wrong
you walked in, you were so quick to judge
but honey, he's nothing like me

I'll nv break ur heart
i;ll nv make you cry
i rather die than live w/o you
i'll give you all of me
honey that's no lie

AS time goes by
You will get to noe me
a little more better
girl that's the way love goes baby
and i noe you're afraid
to let ur feelings show
and i understand
girl, its time to let go
i deserve a try honey
just one
give me a chance and i'll prove this all wrong
you walked in, you were so quick to judge
but honey he's nothing like me
darling y can't you see......

this is my fav soNg!!enJoY ar everyONe!!...hMM..today i woKe up at 9+..well finally i gt to haf my beauty sleep neh..finally la...hMM..after so many wks of sleeping like from the range of 2-5 am in the moring...yup!!..finally..well i wokE up..turn on the tv..n then had my teeth brushed and then wash my face...*clean face woR*..wahAHaha..well..had my breadfast..i had bread wif margarine n my FavOUrite JAM...yup!!..well i not only had tt..i had cooked food..hMM..i dunno wat's tt called..it had potatoes..n it had soft pork meat..*yumMMy*...well..yup!..not tt only...hMM..today i had a large appitite nehX..ya..i also had the poSt strawberry conflakes..HAHahha...today's breadfast was exactly like a continantal breadfast man!!..oHoH..i also had my traditional generation passed MIlO!!!wahAHAHHAa....wat a lame me siA!!hAHAha..like tt also wanna tok so much..wahAHhahaa..Hmm..today was kinda a boring day for me la...dun really haf much activities..well..just plain studying for my last paper on mONday!!!..after mOnday i'm totally free from bondage!!!..AHAHAHAHa....wahHAHAHa..i'm a free giRL!!I'll go do my shOpPing man!!!..i'll shop to i drOP..haiz..How i wiSh i can man...haiZ...No MOnEY..haiz..i'm BrokE!!!...aRghHHh....welL...i'll sen che jian you...yup!!..hAHAHAHA..you noe..my wardrobe like darn little clothes man..wear here wear there all the same kind One..hHAHAHaa..n i onLy like had 2 t-shit..one is in pink..n my Op shIrt tt is in blUe..yuP!!..wahAHHAhaa..i wear so manY times until suMtimes my father washed n iRon it sO many times..hAHAHa..sUmtimes to the extend until after he ironed it..then when the nxt time he irons it again..he will see my tt shirt again..WahAHAHhaa...wat the hell..AHAHaha....well...tt's for my wardrobe..well also there will be a wedding high tea for me to attend on the month of nov tt i'm lOOking forward to..cos can dress mei mei..wahAHhaa..*vain me*..wahAHAHa...well...later me going to frend house for cellgrp..yah..so...yah...hMM..will be back home about almost 10?i'm not sure...hAHAHAHa..well enJoY reading my blOg n most of all enJoy the sONg!!..

LOve you alL

signing Off...

++ur woRds++

sorry for wat i did..i noe there is a high chance for not replying my email..haiz..i noe wat to do it...haiz...i'll wish you all the best...

the ultimate Bitch

well..finally my art is oVer today!!!..well i left one more day to go n tt's it maN!!!2 days Of Rest!!can waKE up late n can slEep late..watch PCK!!wahHAHhaa..yeah man!!!
well today i went out wif joe..after my art exam..i went to canteen to use the public phone to call joe..then realising tt i didn't haf a 10cent coin..thus borrowed one from yuan man..BUt..the bloody farking phone ate my 10cents up!!!..when joe picked up the phone..the phone suddenly cut OFF!!..wah i"m pISsED OFf loR...lUcky beverly brought her phone..or else..i dun need to call joe le..today we're suppose to go east coast cycling one..but..haiz..low n beholD..it Rain..haiz..Sigh..then the plan pao tang already..wah lao!!...siGh..well..i went to joe house slag slag..had a bathe..her sis was at home today..yupX!!...so in the house there is 3 of uS!!!..hAHAHAHa..charlie angelS!!..wahAHHAa..where is charlie man!!!wahAHHAhaa..Kidding..back to the topic..then yah..we left for orchard...then ya..walked around..we decided to go taka to haf our lunch..we both had malay rice..i ordered the lemon chicken..then the tofu..n the bittergourd..well the bittergourd was nice nehx..you should go try try...*yuMMy*..joe ordered lemon chicken n the tofu n sunny side up..yup!..well we shared a cup of lemon tea..yA..my fav maN!!..nIce drink..well you noe wat..surprised tt actually chen LIping was siting beside us..her table was just nxt to OUrs..ya..well ain't we 2 giRls lucky??wahHAHAHa....well..ya..they left first..then after not long we made a moVe..n coNtinue to on to our window shopping..we looked at jap stuff...(joe wanted to browse around so i just tagged along)..yuPX..then she bought a packet of buscits wif chocolate in it..is like the hello panda biscuits you noe??ya..tt kinda..yupX..well Joe is totally mad about cheesecakes n chocolates woR..aiyoYO..wahAHAHAHa...well..then continued on..we went to heeren to take neo..then the q was darn loNg nehx..but patiently we both waited..well we didnt take neos for the longest time man..well cos joe shy ma..HAhaha..hor joe?wahAHhaa..but i must say tt joe's dan to take pictures had increase trumendously..yup!!well congrats ar..yupX..well yah..on the way back hm..we passed a 7-11 store n decided to haf a dRInk..we bought a cup of sluppy..n shared..yupX..then we sat dwn n tok for awhile..then proceeded on , on our way hM..yupX..joe had tuition thus took a cab..yah..n i walked from serangoon central hm..reached home at 7..well..i was like 1 hour's late yupX..but..my muMMy nv scoLd nehX..hAHAHa..well..oH oH another thing..we went out to critised pple..hAHaHAHA...kept calling pple CMI..hAHAHha..try to figure it out..well happy thinking..i gtg le..lURve you alLSS...

[crybaby]

well finalLY exaMS Over lE...aRgh..finALLY!!!!..aRGH..finalLY..sTRess Free..NOw LEft my bloOdy aRt..n sUmmore i gt to go scHOol tomOlo....aRgh..wHIle PPle dun need!!!!EEEE aRgh!!!hMM..now toking on the PHone..finalLY like can use the pHone w/o my mUmmY naggIng n chaSing me!!!wahHAHA..well...frankly saying i really dunno where to start for my art n i dunno what to do for my final layout nehx...haiZ..sIgh nehx..*sIgh*
ya..well wish me all the best for my art man..this is like the 1st time doing my art in the day be4 exams man..well..God bless me if i can pass..HahAHAa..*sMIlex*...falLALAala..watever la...today chinese was a diaster man..yah..my compre was like sUcky ar...n my chem..hMm...*small laugh*..was okay..i tink i can pass...but i still dunno if i can make it for my nxt yr n get promoted la...yupX!..sO..*sigh*...watever la...if i get kicked out of schoOl tt's my fate la okaY?yah...*happY?*..haiZ..y am i being so sarcastic wiF myself maN...HAHAhaha...Nvrm la..i'm just mad n dYing..wahAHhaa..Hmm..wanna noe how is my starvation cOMing aLong?welL it;s not a success..coS i always forget about it..aRgh..N go mUmmM..wahHAHHaa..faIlURE la!..wahAHaa..nvrm..tomOlo Me goiNg out!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!*smIlex*.....sTill haBen dEcIde Yet Nehx...yupX!!!!.....sIgh..well..sHould i sIgh OFf now?i tinK i shan"t..aWhile more la okaY?...cOMe on pple..bear wif me alittle whIle longer ya?

Hmm..ever heard of this story?i found it quite interesting nehx..it's from the 4.30 show on channel8..the title of the show is angel dreams..here it goes...
"ONe day there was a man who was lost in a valley, He cOUld not find a way out..just then, an old man appeared infront of him and directed him the path way out..and instructed him not to look back.So he followed the old man's instrcution and walked..just when he was about to get out of tt confusing valley..he could not resist but to look back..aFter tt..he then realIsed tt the path leading him out had disappeared....."
a qUesTion to ask urself....DO you wan to start afresh or look back in the past n get trapped in it???

well..tt's a question for you to think about..well..i shall sign Off now...yupX!!..every1 take care woR!!!..lUvre you alL....

*waVEs*..well today finally another paper dwn..whiCh is my english cOMpre..yuPX..finalLY..so from today onwards...gt no more tuition until the end of this moNth..yupX!!..finalLY gt resT..but tomOlo i'm haVIng a chEm n cHI paper..well..hMM..latr i'm going back to my stuDies..YupX..*sIgh sIGH*..Oh...haiZ...hMM..tomoLo joe gt no more schOol le..coS shE on sTudy leavE..so lUckY!!!*ArghHhhh*..yaH..welL..Hmm..hope tomoLo paper wiLl be easy..yuP!!..okay i shalL sigh OFf now..yuP!..take care you call..study hard!!...

sigh of as the loVing alcoholic 100%

heyhey...i'm back in my blogging...yuPx..haf to make this short n sweet...yah...cos i gt to go back to my studying yupX..mother just scolded me nehX..yupX!!..wahAHHAa...*sMIlex*..welL i got scolDed n i sTill can laugh..wat is this man!!..wahAHAHHAa...soRry i gone mAd maD..today was our school's founder's day..yupX..darn bORing la..wah lao..tt LEe sPoke sO bloody long can?*aRghHhh*...*irritated siA*..yupX..then gt to sit on chairs tt were closely packed together can..wah lao..cramp my legs...*paIn pAIn*..yupX...nvrm..well lucky it was only about 2h 30mins..then me saw my didi play the harp..shE is cUTE..wahAHahhaa...sHE look Nice in tt outfit man!!!!...*whiStles*..wahAHAHa..cHIo Bu cHIo BU cHIo bu woRx...wahHAHAha..then after founder's day event..tang called us the sec3s to stay back to stack chairs n to dRag dem outta of the hall..yupX..then leona n i after dragging out 2 stacks of chairs..we zhao already..cos we needed the toilet badly..hAHAHa..then went out wif leona to stUdy at sengkang library..yupX..boy it was freezing coLd in there..wahAHAHa....lucky i bRought my jacket..yupX..Or elSe i'll juSt come oUt as a ice bLock..AHAHhaa..i woRe my pInky sHIrt again!!..n my FBT sHOrts..(my favOurite)..yupX!!..then i had claypot rice..(my fav again)..hAHhaa..n had ice lemon tea!!!hAHAHa..then we finished out lunch at about nearing 1..called joe..n realised tt joe was still at Home..aiyoyo...girl ar giRl..wahAHHAa..thEn..we studied first then joe came later..we situated ourselves at the children coRner..yupX..wahHAHaa..maN it was one hell Of a place...there was like screaMing all over...yaH..really all Over...yah...hAHAHa...well but we still continued wif our studying..joe arrived about at 2+ pa..ya..yah..theN..hMm..she sat there doing nothing..hAHAHaha....then she went out to walk around to source for a bday presenf for her frend..n she gt her a watch from chain city..sad to say i cannot see it..cos it's all WRAPPED up..*sIgh*..yaH...nvrm..i did my mole concept today..n it was a total piece of sHIT!..i cannot do!!!*GOd HElp me* ya..then..at about 3.45..leona headed home first..so dwn wif joe n me..i decided to read alittle for my chem..but nth seems to go into my bloody head..well so..i decided to stop..n then coNtinue when i'm free..ya..then we headed out of the library..Oh OH..i saw baishan n michelle..ya..they were studying at the cafe..yuP..yah..then joe n i browns around compass pt...n she was hungry..she we headed for KFC..yupX..then she had her meal..n off we left sengkang by a 156 bus..yupX..had aLittle eye rest on the bus..n then..be4 i knew it..i reached hm..joe left for her tuition..yupX..then ya..had my eng tuition at 6.30..n ended at 8..had dinner n had durians tt my auntie bought..after tt i suffered wind in my stomach..the feeling is horrible..yuCKS!..eEE..i'll nv touch duriAns again!!..toked to joe from 11.35-1+...ya..then..ya..i headed to the computer..yup!...hMM..tt's about my day...yA!!..okay i gtg le!!!..Byebye..lUrve you alLs..whHAHAHa...

lOve crybaby..tt crys over spilled milk!!!*sigh*

bwahbwhahbwa.new layout.tell me ur comments

*yoX*..well..i just came back from church..yuPz..this morning i was toking to joe on the phone..yah..we chatted until about 1+..yeah..then msg for awhile then i fell asleep w/o turning off my hp..well..yA..hMm..hey joe..thanKS for chatting wif me while i can't sleep..wahAHAHa...*sMilesZ*..hMm..yupX..tt was this early early moRning..at almost about 7.35..i was being awoken by my dad..to prepare for church today..YupX...i woRe my fav pink sHIrt..welL actually in my whole wardrobe..i only gt this Op blUe sHirt n this Blue tom pink shirt tt was given to me by my godma..yuPX..n they are like the only both Shirts i haf..the rest is all spaghittee n hMm..n alittle office wear kind..(mature clothes)..yuPX..so aFTer examS me going sHOpPIng...HAHAHa...but make sure i mUst haf moNEy la..oR elSe..HAHAha..i can dUn ever thinK of BUying it man!...wahAHAHHAA...right?RIght!!..wahHAAHa...
well..tt's for after examinations laRh..yUpz..for now..i gt to puLL up my sOckS..*puLL puLL pULl*..wahAHHAa...yaH..n jia you...KAMPATE!!!...cHEONG AR...whahAHAHa..*sorry i had a screw lOose in my head*..well back to today...Hmm..let me tell you the DANGER!! about raINy OR cOLd daYS..you can get static by thinGSS!!!...oUch..it Hurts you noe..first i gt static by the sliding door at my church when i tried to open it..when i gt static..there was one sOund..it sOUnd as if it was my vein tt gt ticked by the static..quite painful nehx..then second time..when i was keeping the keyboard..i gt static by the keyboard...on my finger...aIYAH!!..*SIgh no1 sayang me...sigh sigh*..ahAHaha...i can saYang mysElf?wahAHHAHAa...*bwahAHAHA*..wat a girl am i..*sIgh*..welL...hMM..after church service it was evaluation for the worship ministry...yuPx..i was kinda pIssEd off By it..yUpz..sUm pple saY wat coMe to church then quick set up equipment..then start practise for worship...say today we early then how come we finish late...?wah lao..just finish 5 mins late cannot ar..wILl die meh!!!KNS!!..ppLe wanna practise the special sOngs ma..sUm1 just come in do anything set up aLittle things..then can sit there song song..thiNk be4 she tok lar...waH lao..pPle dun need to do other things ar..you think pple like you meh..so kong sian meh!..wah liAO!!..nv use BRain n think One can?*ShakE heads*...pLs loRh...forget it..thou shall not say anYmore..yuPX!..nvrm..well then wendy sent us back Hm..first sent nicholas n auntie mary hm..then sent grace , mummy n me back hm...we went to our house coffeesHOp to mUmm..grace had fishball dry mee pok, my mother n i had ban mian..YupX..then after tt..my mother brought sUm friuts for my grandma..then asked grace to gib it to her..yuPx..then my MumMy n i went to ah yao shop to get my grass jellY dRInk..wahAHHAa..yuPX..my faV now..wahHAHAa...yuPX...hope i dun get a coUgh after tt coS i had been drINking alot of green tea lately..thus i will get a cough after tt..yupX!!..hope i dun get it..so far...haben had it yet..yuPX..wahAHhaa..yupX..today is a LOng BlOg..okay..i gtg lE!!

!!!lOve you!!!!

hMm..i tiNk i'm gonna haf aneroxic already?hAHhaa..i dUNno..wahAHhaa..i often want to puke out my foOd tt i Just aTe..ya...hMM...yah..tt's now the me..my meals are often irregular n often on starvation..n my sleeping time are like very late...it can get up to as late as not sleeping the whole nite n sitting for my xamS the Nxt day..last yr i experienced the same experiences n fell sick on the day i had my chinese paper..i had fever..however i still gt to take my paper..yah..as you noe..when im sIck..my mother will scrap my back wif a coin n cause my back to haf those liver coloured lines..n also my mummy wIll pinch my forehead to get rid of the heat...ya...then..well..i hope all these hard work will be paid off n hope i can get promoted to sec4!!!..haix..if i can i'll just jump for JOy..n will take my woRk very seriOusly n will woRk hard like nobodY's busiNEss MAN!..wahHAHAa...you noe..i can imagine myself passing all my sUbJects n jUmping for joy n tearing of happiness after getting back my repoRt card...wah..i can feel the happIneSs now mAN!!..i JUst Need tt happINEss!!!yeah..haiZ...hope i can make it...hMM..today had cellgrP..hAiZ..had a Very Long sEssION..n the vidEo was really bORing..i was lIke not listening man..whHAHAa..yeah..plain boRing...ya..but..i did hear sUM Pts la..ya...hMM...wEll..ya....i didn't do anything today..just had a Long painful n tiring 3 soiLd hOUrs of maths tuition..then i watched tv..Sum Old bORing sHOw on channel 5..sIGh today dUn haf my favOUrite hindi showS..Sigh..well sUrpriSed i watched hindi shOWs?well thanKS to my mother i gt addicted to watching tt...wahAHHAa..thANks mUM!!..wahHAHA...then...yeah...had my naP..wake up then went back to sleep..finally i went onto my bed n haf a gd rest...i was awoken by my mother at about 5..cos my frends are already here..ya..i was asked to haf a bathe..n ya..tt's about mY day...

hey giRL!!..slEep welL tonight okay?ya!!!...rest WEll ar!!!...
AHAHahhaa....*Hugs n kIsses for everyoNE*...!!!

hey..thankS buDDY!!..you Rock man!!!...*sMIlex...hi 5??*...wahAHhaa..thankS a mIllIon!!!..hMM...well finally i gt a new template nehx...thankS jillian!!...wahHAHaa...welL..hMM..today i had my biology exams..n then hAhaha..you noe wat??i Didn't finish my chapters man..wahAHaha...i study most of it n hope i can pass my examS wiF flyIng cOloUR..hMM...n then you noe wat?section B the last questions came out in my last yr papers nehx...wahAHAHahAHAha..sad to say last yr i didnt do it but but but...this yr..i studied i kNOw how to DO le!!....*yuPPy yuPPY*....Hmm...now waiting for my cellgrp to start..hMMm...welL friends..all the best to all ur exaMS n hMM...BesT wIShEs!!!...

i gtg lE....LuRve you aLL...

anastasia!i dun have all the links and everything! u need to give me evreything again.
alrite?
sorry.
lOVE ya lots.
wad happen to the previous template?
chill alritE?
take care!
allthe best.

well..i just came back from schOOl after my Ss exams..well finally the bloody school returened us the funfair money man..then yah..like tt loRh...collected money..then yah...went hoMe..yesterday i finished my dinner in like 2 hours n 15 mins man..just a small plate of fried rice..wahahhaa..i was surprised tt i took such a long time to like finish my meal..yeah..then..yah..studies my ss..was very worried..cos i didn't finish my studying n my paper today i didn't really completely complete answering my questions.,..but i did attempt on all my questions..yeah..well sO..there goes my ss papers man..HMmm...well...i gtg to study hard for my bio already..if not i tell i can dun need to make it liao..yeah..i gtg...byEBYe...

well..i just came back from schOOl after my Ss exams..well finally the bloody school returened us the funfair money man

well...hMM..i stayed up the whole night just to study my lit n my geo...aRghHHh...frankly saying i'm not ready at alL loRh..in schOOl i was like panicking n was like all over the place..then be4 our geo paper starts right..we gt scolded by chin larh...cos we yesterday nv arrange the table nicely therefore chin was so angry wif us she was like making a bog who ha outa everything...yeh..but i must say it's our fault la...so..no comments of it any further..yeah...well now toking to my didi..hMm..surprised tt she came online..yah..hMM...well all the best for ur rest of ur papers ar...jia you!!....
JOe!!!!..where are you again??hmm i sEems to be always finding for you man...when will it be ur turn to come find me???*hymph*..wahAHAHhahaa.....*come out come out where ever you are...bu yao duo mo mo le la....kuai chou lai pa....*...wahAHAhha....hmMM....yaH...mother complaining me online nehx...haiz....
haiz today gt to study for my ss...sHIt la...i tell you...i'm tired of My xaMs loRhz..wah piang can't wait for it to be over n get it done...aRgh!!!!..wah lao..is like LONnnNNnG!!!*argHHhhhh*.....

Xams xams XaMs XaMMs...sUX!!!

eHH...hiHI..well i think from today on..i won't blog in so much le..well..didi..sorry for the impression i'm giving you..just need sumtime to like cool off..yeah..i noe although is i'm the one tt break..but..ya..need sum time for my reflections...so hope you will pardon of my actions..soRry...
hMM..well today..was a rainy day..hAhaha not like everyone duno tt rite?hahHAaa..Hmm..today was simply okay larh..YupX..met up wif joe again...i needed her boOky..yeah for my social studies..ya..so...we met under my block..yeah..apparently she didn't attend school today..ya..cos she said tt in school there is nothing for her to do..so she decieded to skip school today...hAHhaa..ya..well due to not eating i suffered gastric pain ..ya...it was really unbearable manz..but..well nvrm larh..i asked for it..as i said i was on starvation ma...yuPz..but today...hahhaa..went to macS to haf lunch..i had double cheese burger n she had macspicy..ya...sO..hMM..after eating..we proceeded on to get our stationarys n get ready for tomOlo's papers..well tt's for me la..not for her..HHAHAhaa..then..ya...i went hm..read the 8 days mag for awhile n took a nap..yuPZ..woke up at about 6..ya..then had dinner n then had my bathe..then had my tuition...i supposed to haf tuition until 9...but my tuition teacher he kind..let me off early..cos tomolo i gt Geo n Lit paper..aRGHHHHH..i hAben sTUdy finIsh yet!!!!!!!!!!EEeeEEE...

dear Lord
plS help me in my papers tomoLO
senD ur guardian angels to guide me thru
giVe me the wisdom to remember all my facts
n when the questions appear i'll not panic n forget everything tt i haf learnt
last of all..let me be able to finish wat i haf to finish studying today...thaNK you..
in Jesus name i praY

everyone says???
AMEN!!!!hahaha

~::++[..::a wORd of apology::..]++::~
sorry for hurting you unknowingly..maybe i'm the one tt needs to do alot of thinking pa..ya..sorry really sorry...but thanks for being so honest wif me..thank you..i just need you to be always there for me...n i really need you....

...sorry....

::..My starvation BegiNs today..::
can my life be a messed up?? or maybe just let me be weak till i faint n fall...
i can't run away from reality nor the truth..juST pray tt i'll be brave n strong to thru this period of time,wif my examinations taggin along at the back of me...

Joe!!!where are you??*aRgHHhh*..i Need to comPLAIN!!!..EEE...aRgHHhH...*%$^#%@^@%!^@%@^@%!)!(#@*#(@*@&#^@%@$!^@&#%@$@*..seee...i'm scolding bad woRds le....where are you??*StOmps aways*...

bY
[alcOholic 100%]

i'm addicted to you

heyhey..well pple..hHahaa..i Just awOkEn from my napPy..welL..hAHAha...hMM..today scHOol was a total TORtuRE....*aRgHHHH*...siCkenINg laRh..can"t stanD today..gt SOOOoOOO MAny sTubjECts today..EEEE..welL okay enOugh OF My coMplAining..hAHAHa...hAHaha...my listener not here today nehs..HAhahAHA..tt's y i coMplaIN sOOoOO muCh..wahahhAHAa....waT the hELL iS wRong wIf eVeryOne mAN!!I"m juST feELing SOOO pISSEd OFf...watEver la okay?wah lao!!!..ASS lARh...aRghHH...i'm irritated by wat i see n irritated by wat i feel...i see sUmthing is not right...Oh wateVEr!!!Maybe i shOuld cloSe my eYEs Or sumthing??aRghHH...LIFe sUx In SChOOL mAN!!!...bloODy sChooL loRhx..waT the hEll lA...iRritaTed...
today i saT the whOle day wiF eUodia..HAhaa...sHE is One Of a kINd..hAHaha..cUTe giRl nEhx..HAHAHaha...yeah..both oF uS are lIke sO tiREd n dURing LEssONs both OF us was lIke groaNing n mourNing alway loRH...HAHAha...*EEeEE gRRR*..we tok n tok n tok..HAhaha...weLL...we diD coNcentrate on ouR lEssONs aR..we guaI nEHx..
thEN lEssONs went on..n soON we heaRd the 1.45 BELL ..yeah...everyone was like dYing dYing to go Hm loRhx..ya...then..yeah....euodia, her frend n me...walked to the nxt bus sTop(whiCh is the bus stop be4 our school one...we walked to save euodia's frend ass from being hit..yeah..)..well tts was like sum kinda werId reaSOn pa..hAHahHAA...ya...then yah..i was sitting right at the back of the bus....EEe argHHhHhhHH....yaH..my day today was a total farked up n IRritated cUm piSs OFf day...

jealousy stills lingers in my heart

welL..i wanna announced tt my darling n i already became jie n Di..yupX..sO...no more r/s le..yayAYa...hMm..well tt was yesterday thingy le..hMm..today went to scHOol feeling abit funny..but everything was lIke okay..actually felt alIttle sad..coS is Like 2 months la..sO..yah...i gt feelings one okay??*piSsed off lOOk*..well..then ya...we finally had our chinese news report presentation..yah...we gt 15 /20..all thaNks to my heather diDi..HAHaha..thanKs ar dI!!!..welL as for tt gaMMeLL..sHE lOse oUt n gt zero..yUpz..hAhaha...welL soRry i'm a saDdist la okay?wahKAKakaka..sO...yah...hMM..after schOol i met up wif Joe..ya..i met her OppoSite the schOol n then i saw tt NLL in the 321 BUs...EEEEEE.....YUCKSS tt asShoLe..farked Up wif her mAn..INSULT ME!!!..Go n Die lA!!!...sORry about my language..yah..den i decided we go to searngoon garden to study at coffee bean..so joe suggest we take a cab dwn..yeah..then wah lao..tt uncle ar..go One BIG round..wat the hell is wrong wif hIM!!!!hAHAHhaa..soRry feeling abit vulgar today..soRry..hAHaha..well then i ordered a hot chocolate n then she ordered a pure chocolate..well my hot chocolate tasted exactly like my daily milo tt i drink everyday..ya..HAHAHA....weLL...then yah...then study for aWhile..about like 4.05 le..then joe decided to get suMthing to eat..so she went to cafe cartel to mUmm..ya..sHE ordered this bIg n huge n enormous n scary loOking burger..but it was nice..HAHAHAa..go try go try..is sUmthing new..yeah..then while waiting for the food to arrive..Ryan n her stead appeared in cafe cartel alSo...i was kinda shocked..n i think she was too..ya..she like kept looking at me..ya..well nvrm about tt..then..she ate half n i ate half..ya...later joe the cheesecake addicter was thinking of having suM cheeSEcaKE..HAHAha..weLL then she oRdered the Oreo cheesecakE..yA..then i tried..well not bad la..quite sOild..HAHAHhaa..yuPz...well..then i decided to buy one frosted new yolk critrus cheesecake..lOng HUh..ya..but..i dun noe how it taste like..but i do hope is nice..i reached home at 6.10..ya..we toOK a bus HoME..yeah..n here i Am..on the Computer n blOgging in now after mY NIce n refresHIng batHE..yeah..didi..thanKS for the necklaces you gave me..i luRve it..thankS!!!...whEN i wear the dress...i'll pROmise i'll take a PIx..yeah..HAHAHaha...i Hope you wil still put mY photo inside uR pHoto..n reMemBer me this cHIo jiejie..EEEE....*PuKE*..soRry..BhB...HAHAHHAa...weLL...i HOpe ya..tt OUr frendship will be no strain..hOPe we can be as clOSe as BE4..yeah!!

to my heather didi..well jie just wanna tell you tt may our frendship last n be forever...i treasured those times tt we had n spent together..*hugs n kISsES*

sigh sigh...where is my darling?shE nv blog...haiZ...*crIes*..wHEre are you ar???sTudying too hard until you forget me le ma?*hAhahhAA*...hAhahA...
welL..i JUst wanna dRop by again n say sTUdy haRd haRd woR...ya!!

baBY darling giRL..jia you woR...
*sIgh*...no one li woR...haiZ...fine dine..hAhahahA...*sTReSSESSSS*

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haiZ..no1 li wo..yao wo...my dear also dun wan me le....haiz..the whole world is collapsing..n sO shALl i..byebye woRld*wavEs*...

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siGh siGh..toMOlo gt schOol...can"t the schOol like gib us a stUdyIng break?haiZ..wat the hell la...sO IRritatINg man!!!..aRghHHHHH!!!...weLL..i HOpe i can makE it thiS yR man!!..wahAHHAA...

well..ppLE..hEehee..Hmm...i muSt say today is kinda a cOmplicated day..yeah..coS iS lIke hMm...today went to chURch..then after church service..our woRship ministry grp has a woRship clinic..hMm..today woRsHip clInic was the one tt is coMplicated n hMm bad?welL 1st thank God i'm not playing the piano (maIN) when my brother is leading..yesh he is leading on the 19 oct..yeah..n the secONd woRse thing is tt....while my jie was keeping this..the glass panal fell on her toes..n the glass pieces cut her toes...yuPS...*OUCH*..paIN..shE cried coS she was shocked n ya..hMM..pAin duH right...glass hit right onto her pOOr tOEs..ya...welL..coNtinuing on..then we cleaned her wOuNDs for her..n got her toes plastered wif Of couRse handyplast..hAHAHah..in case you dunno wat is handyplast?is PLaster foR uR infoRmatIOn..HAAHha...*smILEx*..hAHAHAHa...hMM..then..we had oUr practice..yah..yuPX..then hMMMMm....then...yuPX...wenDY my frend also had stiff neck..n my jie n wendy they are both gd frenDs....well both Of dem were inJuried..n they are going to see the doC today..n hAHaha..the fUNny thing is tt they both go hm together in one car..wendy dRive..n jie sit at the back..HAhaha...welL PPLe...get WELl soON!!!..hAHAHa...oH oH...we Took pHotos OF my JIe's toEs too!!..n whEN shE was lIke In pAin..we're kinda a saddisT rite...welL wat to do..tt's US!!..HIS sancTuary..hAHahaha..wahHH...the maddIEst ppLe in the woRLDS!!...we ROCK n RULES!! riGht?everyOne sHOut wiF me!!!!!!!...YEsh???chay..no1 answer me...wat a wasTE..Nvrm..hHahHaa..get well sOOn pPLe..n foR now..i'm signing OFf..

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heyhey everyone..hMm..haben been bloggin hoR..hAHaha...gt miSh me ma??*soRRy was Bhb nEhx*....weLL..i had BEen in high sPirIts now a daYs..weLL coS maYbe i'm no more jealOus of my dear n her mei already pa..HAhAHa..welL hMM..tt's one gd Pt..dear..you can fang xIn n go pei UR frends le...tt prOblem wILl not arise again..YuPX...*hapPy hapPY*...welL my exams preparations are like going quite well..but not tt well though..hAHaha...soRry i'm babbling craP..HAhahaA..welL things are just going my way..yeah!!...hMM..i thot of picking up the violin after my exams..but i'm not sure if my mother is wiLLing to let me take it up...HahahA..as you noe i'm those kinda ban tu er fei ...yeah!!well...i hope if i;m able to learn..i'll be hardwORking..but sad to say my Os are actually Like only nxt yR..n..trusT me..timE will fly..n unknowingly...it's time for Os already!!..yuPX..life is Just tt scary...believe me you OR me...*SmILEx*
hEehEe....well...to alL my frenDs n my daRLing..jIA you woR!!!....hEEHEEE.....*Wee WEE*...wahHAHAHAHa...*GiGgLes On the floor*...tt's alL foR now...my ceLLgrP staRTing soON...argHHh...My sTuPid cellgrP leader..IS an IRRITANT yeah...aRggHHHhHH...schOol iS lIke okay foR me...yuPX..

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treasuRe wat you haf in the present bços you dunno when they will be gone...by the time you noe it..its already too late to turn back...take them as precious gem..n treat them well wif care n luRve...

Everyone..i"M sIgning oFf Now..HAHAHaha...take care woR!!..i lURve you!...

well..hAHhaa...i'm sUpposed to see a sinseh yesterday but my mummY said just put ice n ya..welL..hMM...my leg's condition did not haf any improvement...hAHhaa..my mother so cute this morNing..she put a medical plaster on my ankle...*as if it will woRk*..welL nvrm..i'll be an obedient giRl..i listen to my muMMy..hAHhahaa*giggLes*..hMmM...today was kinda a lOng day..cos iS like eH...hMM.. E.I.A was an optional thingy and my english exams are like drawing so near..thus i decided tt i will make an effort to go..yup!!..enDed abOut 3 + and reached hm about 4.15..ya..sO hMM..kinda late huh..well then i toOK a nap..nap nap until 6.15...i was awoken by a phonecall from my maths tuition teacher..yeah..no1 was at home because my mother went out to buy dinner for me..n thus i was home alOne....yupS...i decided not to continue sleeping n got out of my bed n haf my refreshing bathe..yuPppPSss..well just in time..in the midst of my bathe..my mummy came back wif my dinner..i must say i was really hungry..HAHahhaa...n i ate hor fun..hAHhaa..n curry wif bread..well believe anot tt's my dinner..hEehee..*sMiles*..then at 7.30 i had my tuition..well everything went very well durin my tuition not until the chanting starts...(opp my block there is a funeral bring conducted...)..yeah..so i was irritated...n cannot concentrate..hHahHAHAa...
sO...yeah..i shall get onto my art stuff n get done n over wif it n last of alLL...sTuDy...yeah!!hahAHHAhaa...okay i'll be going now...toddLES!!!!

babY jia you woR!!!...haf lots Of rest!!!...