yesterday..early in the morning at 10..i had my maths tution..on the verge of my tuition ending..jac called me..hahaha...believe me..i kinda gt a shock when she called me..hmm..well..she was all scared bcos she told me tt everytime she would call pple at the wrong time..hahaha..well..yeah..after tuition i called her..then had a long chat until she reached hm..hmm..congratulations to jac..she made her first sale on the card tt she is selling..haha..to celebrate..she bought cookies for everyone!!+gd girl sia+..hahaha..well sad to say..i dun haf any..well nvrm..hahhaa...+wink+..after about an hour later..we put dwn the phone..she said she will call me back after her lunch..okay..then while she had her lunch..so did i..after lunch..sat dwn to watch tv..until i fell asleep..i slept on my couch..then went to my brother's rm to rest..


after my quick 15 min sleep..i woke up again n when i was about to use my computer..jac called me again..haha..this time..the conversation was alittle shorter than the first..well i tink we also toked about for an hour..hahaa..let me tell you about her..she is really one bumpy n bubbly little cute girl..man i just love her hyperness in her!!...heehee..just like all her siblings..heehee...


after the tok..more tv n had my dinner..well..i then decided to ring jessica up to ask her if she is free tomolo so tt i can go over to her house to finish up my h/w..well frankly speaking the truth..i went over to copy..hahaha..my chem..wahahhaa...dunno how to do la..n tt johnston la..wah..he ar..+shake head+..but can't blame tt fellow er zi..he gt to work la..yah..everyday finish work at 7.30..so..cannot make it..n moreover i cannot go out at night..so..yeah..outing was canceled...God bless..lucky today i manage to finish up 90% of wat i'm suppose to do..thanks ar jessica!..hehehee..yeah..finished up one chinese compo...the other will be on my own..yeah!!..chem all done!..yeah!+smiles+...


for today..went to jess house..well again..i was alittle late..bcos this lady here was bathing..heehee..+smell nice ar+..wahaha...yeah..then like tt lorh..gt myself a bowl noodle for my lunch..yeah..again!i gt instant noodles..n my hair will drop again..hahaa..well..after my mother found out wat i ate..my mother almost screamed her top outa me..hahaha..actually again i'm just exaggerating again..you noe just how i love to exaggerate..hahhaa...


After the hard work is over..i gt to enjoy..i gt to shop!!heheee..at heartladn mall..well although it's no big deal..but guess wat..i gt myself another white blouse!!..man i'm so in love wif it!!so soft n nice!!'more over it's white!!wahahhaa..+overjoyed n faints+..heehee..


yeah..tt's all about my day today n yesterday..man my blog is getting boring!!should i change it?hmm..shifu!!should i???i'm abit bored wif it..hmm..+wonders+..

+phew+..boy it was rushing for me to finish up all my homework at the last hour!..lucky i'm the verge of finishing..but guess wat..my chinese..i haven't even touch a tinge of it!!sumone help me!..i'm really hopeless in chinese..really hopeless!..+gosh+..whu can help me!..imagine i haf 1 compo..1 letter writing n another the book review..argh...+i tink i'm going to haf a heart attack n pass out just like tt+..haiz..+deep sigh+..


well..yesterday i went out wif wendy, sarah, huimin n my brother to watch the scary movie3..darn it was stupid n boring..pple dun watch it..it's really lame..n gosh...believe me..i almost fallen alseep in tt show!!...tt shows tt the movie was really boring!..yah!..
be4 the show..we dined at baker's inn...all 5 of us had set lunch..thinking tt the vochers tt huimin has could be used..but in the end..for all we knew..the lunch was on promotion n the vocher could only be used for arlahka..yeah..so sigh..each of us had to pay full..n worst of all was..i didn't haf enough money to pay my movie ticket if i were to pay my meal..there i was panicking but not showing..boy it was hard not to show!..my face was all squashed up n squeezed up!!hahaha...nah..i was just Exaggerating..hahaha...


after the meal..we went up to the movie threate n it was the same threate when we watched dunplex wif joshua, sarah, my brother n i..yeah...boy..i still enjoyed tt show the most!..nth can beat tt show..out of all the movies i watched this yr!yeah!!...heehee..+smiles+...


after the movie..wendy n us went separte ways as we had to meet up wif our parents aat isatan at lido there...well..thanks to my brother's big idea..we had to walk from PS all the way to our destination..n i was pespiring all over..feeling hot n sticky!!+yucky+..well nvrm..my mummy bought a black sweater..man it was nice!!heehee...we can share!!yeah..tts the bound of daughters n mothers!..hahaa


after tt we walked all the way to tanglin mall..n haf our dinner at food junction..all of us had yong tau foo..i wanted to haf my cha kaw tao..but..tt bloody stall haben start their frying..call me wait 10 minutes..then later when i went back..he said they haven't start frying at all!!+man!!...arghhh+..well my dad n i ended having yong tau foo..so the whole family had yong tau foo!!hahahaha....+wahahhaa n giggles+


after tt we headed hm..man i was boy tired...on the bus hm..i thot alot about myself..haiz..just feeling tt emptyness in me again..felt unwanted..felt i was nth to any1..no1 listens when i tok..not even my parents..i feel tt they treat my brother wif alot of respect..for me..haiz..they bother also dun bother about me..for example..when i ask my mother things for the second time she will say in a nasty tone..haiz...i dunno la..sumtimes i feel like leaving hm n nv returning back..+sigh...+..i dunno wat to do le..maybe i'll just concentrate on my studies n dun bother wat the world thinks about me?will tt do?..or shall i get tired out n at night just drown myself?or maybe returning to my old ways which is carving n drinking?


well..today..the whole day i had been doing my work n watching tv..i cannot live my days w/o a Tv infront of me..hahaha...i just cant live w/o watching tv programmes!..then finished my lit which is the william shakespears poem..aiyah!!really difficult!..but nvrm..i finished it already!..hahaha....then i finished my eng 5 article reading..yeah!!then ltr at night i'll be doing my maths tuition h/w..gosh..i'm always doing last min wor!argh...better not let it happened during my Os or prelims..if not..i'll be a dead duck!wahahhaa....well..school will be reopening soon n so is my eng re test..i dunno if they will haf it..it's really freaking me out..be4 school really opens..i better start giving meself more extra compre n compos..to upgrade myself..hoping this time i'll pass..i really wanna go sec4!!..+dying already+..okay..tt's for all!!..


tt's all folks!!love you all!+muacks+...

yeahyeah..finally gt a chance to use the computer wor..my brother carfes me when he hog on the computer, especially when he does it for the whole long day+shrugs+

hmm..yesterday..+smiling from ear to ear+..hahaha...guess wat?i went ShoppINg!!wahahhaa...+happiest time of my life+..although the whole journey had alittle rain n shine..but nonetheless..i enjoyed myself!!..Let's start!!

where shall i start?

okay..gt it..first we alighted at doby ghout station..well bcos it was lunch time, we decided to haf our lunch..while my family members went to the food centre, i did my own hunting of my lavender incense oil at spotlight...sad to say heather bought for me the sediment brand had ran outa stock..+heartbroken+..then i checked the other end of the store..disppointed i was..i left the shop n went up to join my parents...

for my lunch..bcos i didn't noe wat to haf..i decided to haf a bowl of dumpling soup!!..hhaha..then had my ginko nut desert..+yummy+...well..perserving till the end..i decided to take another trip to find my lavender incense oil..all dertemined n perserved to get it..well..Praise God..i found it..heehee..then i saw this bottle of incense gel..the flavour is dewberry..i just burnt it yesterday..well it smells really nice..sweet n grapey!!hahaha....

moving on..we bum into a shop by the name "Aussion"there is a sale on bedsheets..well off we went in n did our shopping!!..wahahaha...each of us gt ourselves a new bedsheet..well in total i haf now 2 new ones!!..heehee..+happy+..waahahha..thanks mum n dad!..

though we had to carry our heavy baggage..our shopping didn't stop there..we went to centrept..though we didn't buy anything from there..we still visited the shops..y?bcos i need to get my chinese new yr clothes wor!!..hahaha...n this time i gt nth in mind wat i wan to wear..+cracking n nerve racking thing+..

nxt up..we headed to takashimaya..yeah..my brother wanted to get his clothes from giodano..bcos at taka gio is the biggest store..n the range would naturally be wider..so he decided to get it from there..besides..by wearing any gio apperals,you will get a 30% off from wat you buy..hahaha..yeah now you noe y i did my shopping there too?+smile+..well first my brother gt his white mandrain collar shirt..then also a pants to match wif it..additionally, he gt himself another 2 lyra shirt which was buy1 get one free..+no wonder right+..hahaha...then i gt myself also a str8 cut pants tt is alittle light golden brown colour...is kinda a hipster..yeah+my favourite+..then 2 beige blouse..one has a knitted collar..n the other had plaits infront..yeah...hahaha...my brother's cost up to 60+ w the discount n mine came up to 78+ bcos of my dad buying also a mandrian collar shirt but it's in black..hahaha..yeah...

rested at taka to haf a tea break..my brother n i had taka puchi n my parents n tt irritated old spoilt brad had bread!!...+getting all worked up+..yeah..well i'll explain to you y she is catagorised as a spoilt brad to me!!..back..after much rest n filling of stomach..we were off to paragon to visit my mum ex's colleage tt works at metro..yeah..my mother bought a ananas shoe from there...+beautiful sia+..hahaha...heehee..well yeah...

continue!!continue!!..heehee..well..thanks to my mummy..ask me go out dinner then i haf to stop my blogging..heehee..well..i'll tok about my dinner later!!..you will be amaze how i eat..i tink im putting on weight..in school..i'll be back to my dieting n straving..well toking about school..i'm currently in a critical condition you noe y?cos i haben finish all my h/w!!..n i'm a goner!!+faints+

okay..back to the main subject..after buying the shoes..off we went to heeren to haf our dinner at lemongrass resturant..Yummy!!the tomyam soup there is super!!is sour n spicy..just my cup of tea!..+salivarating+..hahaha....we had mango salad, chicken feet salad, fried tang hoon wif eggs,tom yam soup, n other dishes i can't remember..for desert.. we haf mango wif glutinous rice, red ruby(which is the nicest)..n we tried the new honeydew pudding...wah piang..let me tell you..the honeydew pudding was really pathetic!!is not even half a bowl..it's 1/4 of a small tiny bowl!!+gosh..bang walls+but..it's kinda nice..n you noe waT?nice things are best when they are being serve in a small portion..right?=wink=

after dinner!!off we headed hm..well..the day was fufilling but it's was tiring..besides we had to run between raindrops!..from heeren we had to walk all the way back to PS..yeah..not a long journey though..but bcos of the heavy baggage we had to tow..it was considered a long one..plUs!!crowds..argh...man i hate crowds..they make me get a splitting headache..pple keep flashing pass me...makes my eyes tired n dizzy..hahaha..okay watever..the only thing tt made complete day ruin was tt little brad tt my mom looked after..arhhh..i cannot take her small attentions..n her attitude..the way she toks the way she misbehave in public..arh..i feel so discriminated by her little acts!!..always misbehaving only to gain my parent's attention example, when pple is walking..she would ask for water..n when she drinks too much of it..she will ask to go to the restrm..n i gt to find for her..then little while she will jump up n dwn at shopping centres when there are things tt are breakable!!..this once when we were at centrept..at mark n spencers..she broke a perfume bottle..lucky it was a tester..or else we haf to pay!!..God..wat kinda kind is she!!..she doesn't learn from her lessons..besides it's in public..she doesn't experience Humiliation ?gosh!!!she is one daring girl!..is her fault n she still dares to use her pitful tactic to get my parent's attention!argh..the moment i tok about her...my blood boils!!+arghh..it's soon reaching 100 degrees..+..i cannot take her watever...nvrm!!...she is just a kid!!..kids=brads!!agree?AGREE totally!

about my dinner tt i just had..+currently still digesting in my stomach though+..wahahhaa....hmm..had my claypot noodles..tt i haben been eating sinces donket yrs..whahhaa..finally had it..then had fried mee..had popiah..had bbq chicken wings!!yeah!!nice dinner!!+yummy+..wahahahhaa....yeah..after tt...came hm watch home alone2..man i just love tt show..tt 2 nincompoop fellows..wahahha..so stupid..wahahaha...just kills!!heehee....then back hm..i started binging again!!..i'm dying of a bloated stomach!!wahahahhaa..well..nvrm..holidays are always like tt for me!!...heehee..sure bound to put on sum weight..n when i'm back at school..i'll go back to my original weight..but it will take sumtime to tahun tt straving days!!..yeah..okay k....no more crapping..you guy's eyes must be tired...i shall give them a gd rest..now close ur eyes..bcos i'll be signing off..no more crapping n no more ranting..yeah!!...love you all....+muacks muacks+...rest well!!

feed the lohan feed the lohan..wahahhahaa...tt was one phrase tt the stepsister said to cinderela..waahhahah..

guess wat i''m toking about?+wink wink+...i'm toking about the recent play titled "cindere-lah"..well wonder y i went?well actually i wanted to go..but my pocket abit tight..so i didn't want..then later on, there was 2 extra tickets..first is bcos huimin already had an extra ticket to tt show tt was given by her aunt..so huimin's ticket was given to nicholas..yeah..then the other ticket which is joshua one..bcos his mother dun allowed him to watch..yeah..so wendy asked me if i'm free n able to make it for this play..+God bless+...hahaha...i was able to!..of course!!hahaha..+giggles+..Thanks wendy for paying the ticket for me!!..an official thankerology..heeheee....

well..tt's so much about the play..up nxt....the hunting of my mother's bday gift

hahahaa..well actually i was doing my last minute shopping..heehee..actually i wanted to buy a shawl for her..but i was thinking..nah better not..cos i can see tt she doesn't make use of it often..so even if i buy also no use..then as sarah n i was walking..i thot about earrings..hahaha...well..actually i skipped tt..so..hmm..finally i decided to buy her lipstick from body shop!!..hahaha..well my hands were all full of lipstick colours..hahaha..the harder one to remove the colour on my hand was the liquid lip..gosh..tt one really stays!!..hahaha..hey pple out there, if you you a lipstick tt stays..go get the liquid lip from body shop!!..ahahaha..yeah..well..gt it wrapped up!!..heehee...+smile+...then went to walk summore..heeheee...entered the "lavender"shop..well..they basically sell all products on lavender..so lavender lovers..go check tt shop out yeah?...
finally i'm able to get my lavender incense oil today!!..+dying+...hahaha..i'm dying to haf it..just wanna burnt it wor!!..so nice!!..+sweet smelling+..hahaha..okay okay..nxt...hahaha...

it was alittle drizzing when we stepped out of raffles place to walk to raffles hotel..yeah..well reached there still dry..hahaha...then at the reception counter..there is dis tattoo thing..well..all the girls gt it done!!..+girl power+..hahahhaa..powerpuff girls!!wahahahhaa....cindy n i did a drangonfly..carlise did the cat..sarah did the star n butterfly..last of all...wendy did the nice nice n orangy sun wor!!..+whistles+..nice nice!!...

well...it was time for the show!!+yahoo+..everyone entered..from the left was sarah, wendy, carlise, cindy, me, nicholas n my brother..heehee..tt was the sitting arrangement..heehee...

after the funny n FABULOUS show..carlise decided we shall go for supper at newton..heehee..well we really had a great n big feast!!..+yummy+..cindy n carlise had fishball noodles..wendy ordered the stingray n lala(shellfish)..then sarah ordered the carrot cake..my bro n i ordered the hokkien mee!!hhahahaa...well..yeah!!!!+any1 drooling?+..heeheee....

well..while we were having all the fun..my parents were also had their share of fun..well..aunty lena n uncle meng invited my parents to fullenton to haf dinner also to celebrate my mummy's bday!!...heehee..cool right?+getting all jealoused up+..wahahhaa..can enter fullenton n see how it's like in there!!..wah...+open mouth bigbig+..whahaha..okay okay..enough..i guess they indeed had alot of fun!!..well so did my brother n i!!..equal quits..right?wahaha...

we arrived hm at about 12+..while my mum n dad reached hm at 12.50 like tt..i gt all washed up n wanted to wait upon their arrive so tt i can give my mother the gift..but at 12.45 they haben reached hm..n i was getting quite sleepy..so i decided to give up the thot of giving her the present n postpone it to today..yeah..but well..when my head is about to reach the pillow..they came back finally..hahaha..well there was my chance...then i gave my mother the gift..she said a thank you..hahaha..hope she liked it...

+sigh+..now i'm really thinking if she likes it..she doesn't haf any expression..haiz..nvrm la..hope she will like it...+walks away+...does she like it even a tinge of it?+sigh+...

well..for today bcos we will be celebrating my mother's bday..we will be going out..yeah..tt's all for now..all i just wanna wish my my mother
A Happy BirthdaY n I Love You Always n Forever

=======Message for my mummy=======
dearest mummy,
i wanna wish you a happy bday again..hope you will enjoy ur day today, n always may this bday be memorable to you always..

well...desipte all those nagging n all those scoldings from you..i still loved you the same n nv changing...thank you for all those care n love you showered upon me nv thinking about all my faults n my bad...
also thank you for giving me things sacrificly..always nv thinking about urself..trying to always make me happy to get my attention tt you still care for me..

also thank you for all those advice(actually sum are nagging n advices)..tt actually helped me alot in literature..hahaha..really..they do help!!..Even though they hurt at times..but i noe it's best for me...thank mummy+muacks muacks+...

well..you always tell me tt i'm not telling you things..well this is bcos i dun tell pple things..i nv tell pple how i feel...everytime you tink tt i tell things to my frends my problem n dun tell you..is not..i'm councelling my frend..n i'm not toking about my problems..hahhaa..you mistaken le..hahaha...

well..overall..thank you for everything tt you done for me..
i here ur daughter wish you
a
a h
a ha
a hap
a happ
a happy
a happy b
a happy bi
a happy bir
a happy birt
a happy birth
a happy birthd
a happy birthda
a happy birthday
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hahahaha...yeah...well tt's all folks!!+muacks everyone+..love you!!...

+gosh+..well yesterday was one hell of a carolling day i ever experienced..yesterday we visited 4 house n they were located all over singapore!!imagine the travelling time!!well i...actually love the travelling time from one place to another!!y?cos i get to rest!!man i sang till my diaphram was tired n exercised!!whhahaa..i guess now it's really fit!!wahahaha..gt muscles already!!+giggles+!!

Let see how our carolling first started+blaghs+

First, we reached church at 5.00pm..gt practice n all ready..the nxt thing i knew was tt i had to do this solo part for the song "silent night" ..man it had been years since i sang a high part!!+panics+cold sweat+..hahaha..well..i tried my best but then at some places i didn't do tt well..man you pple should try!!..is kinda hard..everyone was silent n so was the music..haha..really panicy situation..hahaha...

well..then on..wif the eating part!!..well every house tt we went..there was no short of food...hahaha...we though tt our dinner would just disappear..hahaha but Thank God!!hahaha...heehee they provided!hahaha...well..first house we went was uncle patrick n aunty Florence house..yeah..well they served quite a wide spread of food..hahaha...well thank you thank you thank you..+am i making anyone drool?hope not..if you're here you go...+gives tissues to you++..hahaha..well yeah..they had fried rice, curry, bee hoon, turkey,nuggets,chicken..hahahaha...spagghtti..heehee...

Nxt house..is auntie agnes's house..well..the baby boy was soo cute!!especially the way he smiled!!oh my goodness!!it's enough to make me melt+melting+..hahaha..his cute n innocent smile!!..hahaha..you should see him!!hahaha..hahaha..n they also had a daughter by the name of rachel!!hahaha..she is so adorable n pretty!!i bet she grow up she will be as pretty as her sister!!+whistles+..ahahahhaa....okay okay...
this is the part when i had to sing solo..i didn't do tt well..cos my indecisive voice doesn't allow me to go higher!!+shrugs+...argh!!...the cutey Rachel babe served us cookies!!hahahaha..she held the bowl so carefully!!+clever girl+..hahhaa...
surprised ain't it?me praising a kid?well..i do love kids but the only part i can't take it is their high screeching pitch of scream n cry..ranting n raving on n on non stop..man..tt makes me crazy!!hahaha...n trust me disciplining a kid is not as easy as you tink...you haf to trust me on tt pt...they nv listen!!+hahahhaa+...okay okay since it's christmas..no more going on about it!!..hahaha...

moving on to jinner's house!!...well tt was the house tt shocked me..hahaha cos there are so many uncountable kids!!haha i gt to say there was sure more kids than adults..hahaha...try to figure wat i'm trying to say?hahaha..okay okay..i shan't me mean..heeheee...+sly laugh+..well..jinner played a gd host to everyone!!thanks!!hmm..i didn't binge bcos i was so tired n sleepy already...really..i was so overworked!!ahahhaa...pple get overworked by their job while i get overworked by just singing for 4 famillies..well i must admit tt singing for 4 houses seems little..but imagine you haf to sing the same thing over n over again..it's quite agonizing actually!!..really!!..

finally the last n final house!!it's was already 10+..n we were actually running late..so we quickly set off to parsir ris..yeah..from hougang to parsir ris..hahaha..one pt to another..is it?i dunno..i'm not gd in directions..hahaha..really..i'll get lost anywhere anytime..besides the place i often go..hahaha..yeah..well..everyone was all tired out but we still haf to pull thru..well using all our strength n might..we continue on wif our singing!!..finally it was over n done wif..we left the house around 11.37pm if i'm not wrong...yeah..we sat uncle philip car back n then of course..the pig which is me..i slept in the car..not really consider it as sleeping..but more of eye rest..hahaha..

after my refreshing bathe..i sat on my bed to read a few pages of my charlie n the chocolate factory book..hahahaa...my lights went off..+gd nite+..ahahaha...

well..for today..in the morning i did nothing but sticking myself to the tV..hahaha as usual..hahaa if one day i dun watch tv...sumthing weird has happened to me!!wahahhaa...well..enough crap..i gt to make this snappy..i gt to go bathe..hahhaa..well yeah..then in the afternoon...i tired to finish my art work..however..due to the triedness..i gave up half way..hahaha..yeah!!...yeah...so..later at night..i'll be attending a play which is cindera-lah..played by hossan leong?hahhaa..yeah tt show..will be going wif my church mates..it is held at raffles hotel the jubilee hall!!yeah!!...i hope it's nice!!heehee..+thinking n racking my brains wat should i wear+..hahhaa..God noes..well..okay i gt to run!!..well anyway!!..

i wanna wish everyone
A Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year

LOve you all!!..byebye..signing off!!!+muacks n hugs+...

i just realised tt my blog post is getting shorter n shorter each time..man i'm losing my literature essay skills!!!..wahahhahaa...+Arhhhhhhh+...hwhahahaha...

back back back!!..hahaha..well yesterday was one day tt i worked so much..hahhaa actually cannot consider as i worked alot la..well guess wat i'm tok about?well is my h/w la..well my eng tuition teacher gib me so many h/w tt i cannot finish!!..aiyo aiyo!!..well cannot complain la..cos if i dun improve now,i'll probably die nxt yr..hahaha....
Hmm..well..i did my clay thingy for my windmill..hope everything will turn out just fine..the thing is like so filmsy..aiyo!!..i hope it doesn't fall when i attached it to the bottom part..well actually i didn't really use clay to shape the whole thing..i used the newspaper to create a rough shape then use clay to cover over it to harden n solidify it..yah..hoping it won't crack tt's it..hahaha..hope it won't..+choy!!+..hahaha...
yeah..yesterday was kinda special though..bcos my brother n my father wasn't at hm..my mother decided tt we go out to mumm..hahhaa..well it might be normal to you..but well..it's special to me..cos normally on weekdays we dun practice this kinda stuff..yeah..well new experiences..hahha+chay+..wahahhaa...okay okay..yeah
yeah..at night watch the dude where's my car..tt show is so lame man!!..+hahahhaa, lame+..wahahaha...aiyo!!..really lame..dude, wat does mine say?..wah piang..wahahhaa..really funny..i had a go laugh esp the part when they wanted to order food at the fast food chinese resturant..ahhahaa..the machine tt goes..and thennnn wahhahahahaha..and then and then and then...wahahhahaa....wahahahhaa...funny man!!..waahhahaha......well..okay i gtg..i gt to finish my work le...!!!+Muacks muacks+..love you pple !!!..

aprrently my mood had been affecting so much tt the pictures tt i posted is irritating me!!..i feel like removing them!!+arghh+..it's so untidy man!!but aprrently i cant..y?cos it's already on post!..i noe there is sumthing call edit!!..but whu cares!!i'm not going to stop complaining until i feel gd!!i'm darn messed up n darn angry n darn moody tt i cannot stop complaining..so.sorry pple..i'll be ranting on n on...arghhhh..just need to let out sum steam!!+arghhhhh+....
everything i see is pissing me off...+smells gd+..hahhaa..i'm burning my lavender incence oil tt heather gave me..everytime i burnt it, it reminds me of her n her rm..hahaha..everytime i step into her rm gt this sweet lavender smell..hahaha thanks to her gt me hooked onto lavendar..wahahha...yeah sad to announced..i just finished using it..well..i'm gonna get it nxt wk when i'll get my jan allowance n yeah!!n also im hoping to visit raffles hotel to eat my fav thing tt i had been craving for ages n ages!!..my quies..i dunno how to spell it!!..it's darn supered!hahahhaa...can't wait to put tt thing into my mouth+drooling+..hahahha..so nice...+imaginating+...arh..can't take it!!..hahahaa....well..yeah...hahaha..me n my eating!!wahahhaa..man i tink i'm putting on weight..i need to start my diet again..
just now i was on msn toking to my this er zi aka johnston!!wah piang..he ar..+spank his buttocks first+..wahahhaa..he arh..ask him tahun awhile to tok to me n pei me also cannot wor!!....+haiz...wat kind of er zi i haf?arghhh+...now toking to leona..she in scotland it is snowing!!!!!!!!oh my goodness!!so beautiful..man i can just imagine it!!wahahhaa...+jealous+..she can haf a white christmas!!!...sigh sigh...

well...+sigh+..guess y am i starting off wif a sigh?God noes y..watever la yah?i'm feeling darn moody now..
well today nth really much happened just tt in the morning i did my maths tution h/w..yah..my tuition teacher he very irritating..he awhile tell me is usual time on tues(which is tomolo) at 7pm-9pm..then later msg me say if it is possible tt tuition be in the afternoon at 12-2..then later at night call me say if can change to 10-12..wah piang..angry man!..not really angry..is more of irritation!!
well i guai la..i finish his h/w tt he had given to me..well i finished it in the morning..after lunch..i moved on to my literature h/w tt our school gave..well it is really tough man!!..i dun even noe how to answer those questions!!God noes!!..arghhh..watever!...
then my mother changed our bedsheet today..well while she changing she was like saying i should start to clean up my rm..(believe me..my rm is really in total mess)..yeah..then not long ltr..for all you noe..i'm on the floor n packing my things n clearing my things..i started ard 3+..n ended at 7+..well..tt's 4 solid hours of cleaning!!..well i can say now my rm is speak n span!!hahahahaha..i dunno how to spell..well..yah..hahahaha.....hMmmm....had my dinner n now im resting..hahah...yeah..well..yah..tt's my day...+sigh+...feeling broken

+man man..jumping jumping+..it's raining again!!..hurray!!..well pple might think i'm kinda crazy..well actually i'm not!..hahhaa i'm in loVe wif the raindrops!!..hahaha..rain rain!!..man!!hahaha...hmm..sorry about my nuts sitution n behaviour!..hahhaa..
well today trying to finish my darn lit!..so wat lorh..i dun even understand a word tt is coming outa william shakespears mouth!!wat thou thee art thy!!..oh goodness!!..how to do?hahaha..tell you this..i anyhow di kam do one!!..hahahaha..really difficult..wat extended metaphor!!chimology man!!..i cannot understand..well but still no giving up!yeah?yeah!tt's the spirit!..watever!..ahahhaa
heyhey..went did i become santa le?i'm broke le wor lisa...you so rich..how come nv get present for me?+crys+..hahaha...no crying..just faking!!wahahhaa..me tough cookie!!..no cries no whines n no complains..eh...nono..i do complain..n trust me i complain alot..but nowdays..nt much of it le..cos 1st no more dear beside me le ma..yah..tt's one of the reason la..yah..n tink tt's the main reason..after she left me..my life seems colourless..well..haiz..i cannot broad about it anymore..haiz..well i gt to move on although it will be tough i must say...yeah..
well..so much for the unhappy stuff..well lets tok about the happy stuff!!...ahaha today my cellgrp having this exchange gift wor..i dunno wat i'll get..hmmmm...+scratching+...hmm..+wonders+..wahahhaa..welll+wonders off+..gtg check it out!!..hahahhaa...+muacks+..

today was a day of working non-stop..yah..well first in the morning i was doing my eng tuition h/w.then later finish le i did my art..yah..tt's about my boring day..+gosh+..hahaha...me is bored now man..dunno wat to do..+sigh sigh+..wat the hell man!!...aiyoyo!!....i dunno wat to do now man!!..haiz..i mish my pTS!!..haiz...still loving n mishing her non-stop...

boy boy boy am i glad to be back in spore n back at home..no more 4 walls..well i'm sure really happy..bcos muar is unlike spore tt many things to do n to kill time..well..sum of you pple might think tt having plenty of time is gd..but the moment you're in my shoes while i was at muar..you will taste the boredness..After the 2 solid hours journey from JB's bus interchange, we finally reached..man i was totally suffering from boredem sickness sia..haiz..can't take it..i didn't haf anything to do when i haf the free time..+sian all over+..yah..try imagining..
after calling my aunt upon our arrival,my aunt drove us to her house to rest..man i was feeling really sleepy due to the early nonsense my mother had..which is to kick me outa bed early in the morning..n it was as early as 6am..yah..i didnt haf a proper sleep by the way..so i was feeling all tired..nvrm..back to my aunt house the four walls..you might think when i said 4 walls it meant small?nah..it's not small at all..her house is actually quite big..she even had her own factory at her backyard..her speciality is making paus!!..the weidest one was a peanut pau!!..hahahha...look here is the pic..

on the left is my aunt helping out to make peanut paus..then on the right is my cute uncle!!hahaha half naked..+cheeky girl+..hahhaa..the rest is her workers!..haha..all half naked+shame shame+..hahhaa...


hahaha...well they also made redbean pau(my favourite)..vegetable paus,char siew paus, da paus..ya n dim sums!!...+drooling already+the 2nd day we went to her coffeeshop to mummm..hahahaa...man the dim sums were so nice..here is the pic

heehee..although they dun really look tt nice..but they taste nice!!+yummy yummy+..they are best eaten when they are hot n steamy!!+drooling+


hahaha..well after much time spent at the 4 walls..we decided to check into a hotel..well we stayed the best hotel in muar..which is hotel classic..yah..well nth great though..ya..but man am i glad to be spending my nights there!!at least it was like much better..ahaha..well no more complains..hahaha...hmm..this pics were all taken when we are at the cafe...

hahaha..on the left is me, middle is my mummy n the right is my dad..well wat is my dad doing?n my mummy having tt stern face?hahhaa..too much naging at me?hahhaa..

this is my parents..the lovey dovey couple..+clap clap+..hahaha..way to go mum n dad!!

hahah..this is me in my brother's new sweater!!hahhaa..with the hoot on me!!wahahhaa...coOL man!!hahaha....

+wear a sunglass+...hahaha..this is the 2nd day's morning..i took the sunrise..ain't it nice n beautifuL?+amazed!+..hahhaa...i love sunrise n sunset!


well..there are certain memories i had wif me..well those are things tt are gd to remember..but i'll nv visit the place again..i dun mind the place being not really undeveloped..but instead i liked it..well..yeah..tt's about it...enjoy the piCs..love you all!!muacks muacks!!

hmm..wat a day i had..full of pain n blistering barnickles!!..aiyoyo!!..my foot is really painful..suffering from blisters!!y?bcos of my heels!!..today i wore my long pants..so i haf to wear heels in order not to let my pants drag on the floor..yeah..so bcos the pair of heels was new..thus i'm suffering from blisters now!..+pain pain+..well..half way in the journey..(which is at amk mrt station)..i decided to change my heels wif my mother's..well her's was much better..yah..hahaha..well for her..she happily wore my pair of heelS!..haha..well..tt's my wonderful n cute n joval mother i haf!..heehee..
well today is the day of celebration!..we went to sizzler to haf our meal..hmm..i had salad bar..well didn't want to haf too much things inside my tummy..(afraid to put on excess weight)..yeah..we tok n tok n tok to catch up things wif one another..yeah..well..after tt long meal..my family n i headed to NTUC to get sum stuff for my auntie in malaysia..cute aunt i haf..she is simply in lllllooOOooooVvvvvVVeeee wif fFFffffOoooOOooDdddd!!hahahaa...she will go any place any time any distance to go haf food..!she is one boy an eater!..hahaha...+surprised+well..yeah...
after Amk..we decided to head dwn to bishan to get my brother's sandles..so went round hunting for it..finally found it at sports connection..my brother gt his pair of sandles at 69 bucks!..well the orignal price was 169..imagine the big differents of 100 bucks!..well rich he..bought tt pair of sandles..+sigh sigh+..if i wasn't broke..i will surely get a pair for myself too..i've been in love wif tt pair of sandles for a million yrs!..+drooling n melting away+..hahaha..yeah believe me..i had been dreaming..hmm..i shall go put it on my wishing list!..heehehe!!..yeah!!...one more item!guess wat?my kind daddy bought me this shoe bag!!..hehehee..+happy...+..thank you daddy!..well cos he aways see me putting my shoes in plastic bags n stuffing into my bag..so he decided to get me one!!..hahahaa!!+lucky me+..yeah!+smiling from ear to ear+..hahahaha...hmm..i'm thinking of changing my blogskin!!..haiz..i'm bored!..tomolo i'll be leaving for malaysia..+screams:"malaysia..here i come..."+..hahahaa...+crazy+..hahhaa..well i'll be leaving early..so every1 take care n dun mish me wor!!...esp my PTS!..dun mish me k?hahaha..i doubt she will like mish me..everyday busy wif work wor..hehehee..but poor her la..everytime not enough rest!.."dear"..must tc of urself when me not wif you alright?heehee..LOve you ar!...+muacks+

hey hey guess wat pple?today i didn't haf any meal!!..skip my lunch n breadfast..well cos firstly..i was so bz helping my mother to cook man!...all the cutting n all the stuffing..boy boy it was hard work..well due to the skipping of meals..i almost fainted..thank God i didn't..well..yeah..my stomach was so empty at tt time..but well..thank God he created a thing called oxygen!..the wInd all went into my tummy n i'm not hungry anymore..hmm..well..i think i won't be eating much at my grandma's place either..hmm..now waiting for my godma to pick us up!..yeah..well she is still working..so tt leave us time to like bathe n get ready..hmm let me tell you wat my wonderful chiefty mummy cooked!..hmm tao qua bao(pocket sumthing..can't remember)..yah..n the jap jelly!..yeah!..well it seems simple!!!..but let me tell you!!..it's haRd work..especially the cutting!!..gosh..believe me..i was complaining in the kitchen all day long!!!.....hahahaha..i was like mummbling n grumbling about asking them to pay me money cos!!..i'm bROKE!!...hahahaa...well sure im one broke lady!..hahaha..went out then spent here spent there..aiyoyo!!...+shake head+..hahaa...hmm..today i'll be getting my christmas gifts..well i'll be waiting for my surprise sia!..heehehee...sigh..my days are getting boring..n worrying..cos i haven't finish all my school h/w..n school will be starting soon..also...my re eng exams are nearing..i'm dying!!!..i hope tt woman forgets about it!!..i'm really scared!!....really!..until now, my grammer n my tense still have not shown any improvement..this is worrying me!!..help!!...+screaming n faints+

well..i'm all feeling better already..well today i'll be going to my grandma's house for a christmas dinner..yeah..+smileS+..yeah..hmm..then sunday gt another day of celebration bcos we had come to an end of the 40days of purpose campaign...yah..n mon-wed i'll be away to malaysia..well i must say..tt will be 5 days of nonstop eating..goSH!..i better control!..heeheee..or else will enter taf again which i will literally die!..yesh believe me!..it's torturing!...
well..i'm kinda sick of my blogskin already..looking for new ones..jillian..teach me how to transfer all my post to a new blogskin?can?thanks sia!..well yeah...
hmm..so..tt's all for now pa!..everyone tc!!.love you all!

my life had been really tough..really topsy turvy..i cannot take it anymore..i just need a pillar in my life right now..i noe i'm weak..i noe i'm not suppose to be tt..but i'm really exhausted n tired!..can sum1 tell me?can sum1 comfort me?can sum1 take away all my wearieness??i'm really mentally n phy exhausted..in the morning n afternoon..i might not tink..but today when i was out..when i was walking along orchard today..i smell her perfume..n it reminds me so much of her..i cannot stop thinking of her..i noe i must stop all this..but it's hard to control..really hard to control my feelings...
my feelings for her had sunken so deep..until i cannot root it out..although the plant might be chopped off..but the process of plucking the roots is now torturing me..is really painful...everytime i see a pair on the streets being together i will always think about her..i noe i'm dwelling on it..i'm suffering in silences..i may seems to you tt i moved on fast..but actually the real truth is..i'm not..things will have to be slowly digested for me to accept..i wont'run or hide from realitly cos i noe tt won't work..but i will try..esp this time..it's really hard..
my frends had been constantly waking me up from this deep sleep..but i just refuse to wake up..partially...i cannot bear to leave..i really cannot bear to let it go..6mths of r/s n love..am i naive?i dunno..but i used my heart n soul to make this r/s continue..but sumhow or rather..it didn't make it..we lost this game..this gamble..it went dwn the drain...my parnter has choosen to give up...even if i continue this race..it has no meaning to it..cos it was meant for a pair..n not a single..
i'm lost n i'm confuse..i'haf just falled out of love n desperate trying to swim to land..can i make it??will i ever reach land alive?or will i gibe up n when i'm tired..i'll just drown...?

well..i won't be blogging for 3 days which is nxt mon- wed..cos i'll be away to muar yah..go visit my auntie..yah..well i guess i need to get away for awhile..to breathe in sum fresh air n think..yah..

well...rainy day..hahaha..again..well nvrm..cos i love it..yeah..well today went out wif jess..cos y?she was so bored at hm thus asking me accompany her..yah..so kind me..yah..+smile+..well then i was late cos i was doing sumthings..yah..then met her quite late..then went to walk around..walk walk..then go popular get my books..yah..finally my books all dao qi already!..hahaha..no need to worry like mad..yeah..then went poh khim..then went to gio to get myself a new tank top..well then decided to call johnston along..hahaha..yah..then poor him sia..he did gym then kanna muscle ache on his arm..yah..then we went town..go to taka..had taka puchi..well cos i was having gastric already..yah..
well..we decided to sit by the stairs to eat..then john finally arrived..couldn't find me..hahaha...well..yeah..after tt we headed to fareast..well i treat john lunch..cos he is broke n also he is like so darn hungry..hahaha..well yeah..then i snatch sum of his lunch..hahaha..well it's quite nice though..but not my cup of tea..yeah..then walk walk..john propose to watch a movie cos he was so darn bored..so we went to cine..then i was like saying..sure bound to meet sum1 one..either heather or others..true enough..after saying..hahahaa..met heather n jess in the lift..oh my goodness..so ling..hahaha..+giggles+..well it is gd to see my dearest didi..well haben been seeing her for the longest time..well yeah..she is okay!..hahahah..of course okay..hahaha..well..yeah..well reason going to cine was to find the time for a movie..then jess wanted to go heeren..so pei her go see cds..yeah..then after tt we headed dwn to Ps on foot..yah..reach there..i was like perspiring already..well..yeah..then the q for watching a movie was so long!!!+oh my goodness+..hahaha..yeah..well nvrm..then called my mother if i could stay longer to catch movie..but sad to sad..my mother didn't allow..nvrm..well after tt we decided to go baker's inn to haf a drink..well i ordered the blueberry soda..jess ha ice tea n john had cookies n oreo cheesecake!..yah..well..boy it was enjoyable..hahaha..yah..then john was like complaining wanted to get a newpaper..cos he will get bored on the way hm..well so we both this 2 kind soul help this helpless old man to get his newpaper..well went everywhere n finally found it at the near store outside carefour..thank God..well we parted gdbye n went our separate ways..jess came over to my house to help me make this jap jelly tt will be brought over to my grandma's place..yeah..well tomolo will be another day of hard work for me..cos i gt to help my mother do up the food!..+sigh sigh+..haiz...well not tt saddening after all..can occupy me..well yeah..sigh sigh....

+all i need is sum1 to make my day bright n sunny..n to stand by me..n to care n be concern over me..will there be any1?+

well..new updates on my cough..well it ain't getting better n it ain't getting worse..gd news isn't it?well let me tell you it ain'T!..cos i'm suffering..my lungs are really feeling terrible ie, dry n blocked..n worse of all..it is my stomach muscles tt are aching!caused by my 1wk n 5 days of coughin!!..well thanks ar cough!!..+grrr+..today nothing really much happened..besides it rained the whole day?i'm sure everyone knows about tt am i right?+oh wat am i crapping?+God knows!hahaha..well..i'm feeling depressed nowadays..God knows y...+sigh sigh+
well..today had my english tuition..well yah..it was alright except my compo!..Gosh..i read the question wrongly n my pts were like way off track!!..+bang walls+well..today the girl is staying over at my place..well..she is having chicken poxs..hahahaa..well i very mean right?+cunning smile+...actually no la..she actually had been complaining much about her chicken pox..her's is more of painful..well i dun recall having painful chicken pox..well..okay..enough of pox!..hahahaa...well...haiz..tt's about it la..everyone is shouting at me..+sigh+...

i hate to smile to pretend i'm okay, i hate to giggle to pretend i'm not hurt and i hate to laugh after i cry..i'm no more a tough cookie

help!!!..i'm still coughing badly..sigh..even i dun tok also will cough like hell!!..+coughing+..im boy dying..'today went out wif johnston..yah..went to take my books from him..well..my maths books i haben get back yet sia..well..i will need to like find ways n means to get it sia..or else i'll have to buy..yah..well friday i'll be meeting lisa to get back my toolbox..yah...finally it's is coming back to it's rightful owner..hahaha..man i sure do mish my toolbox..my bao bei sia!..well..yaya..well went out around 2+ to meet him..as usual i was late..bcos of wat?me choosing clothes..i haf this stupid habit of choosing my clothes at the last hour..yeah..n i kept changing n changing until i'm satisfied!..hahaha...+watever+..yah tt's me la yaH?so normally be4 the day of outing..i'll be like you noe choosing or having an idea wat i'll be wearing..yah..i'm one hell of a troublesome woman!..yah..then it was like raining..yah..well i reached my destination at 2.45..yah..was late for 30 mins...heehee
then i had to walked to isatan..yah..then went to mos meet him..well yeah..had my lunch n off we went to cine..yah..guess wat..we walked in the rain..n both of us gt wet naturally..wat a stupid question!..well yah..gt our ticket n went to watch love actually..man the show wasn't really nice..1st bcos i was coughing like sum nuts..n the show was boring to me..cos i couldn't concentrate!!..well..in fact on the whole i dun find the show interesting at all...i still prefer duplex!..yah!!....+wINk+..well tt's about my day!!..yeah..coughing n more coughing!!...+cough+...

well..yah..today mood was kinda foul..yeah..well things ain't going well for me either..haiz..just let things be la yah?i also gt not so much energy to go guan this n guan tt le...the current thing i haf to worry is my studies..tt will be now the focus of my life..well it's indeed hard for me to swollow this matter dwn to my throat..but i'm desperatly trying to..i may be a tough cookie acting everything is just okay n right for me..but it ain't true..although i go out n enjoy myself..tt is bcos the more i tink the more crazy i will get..so went out to get sum fresh air..well..haiz..let nature take it's place pa..well now tt i know everything le..the air is clear..hope everything will resume..
well..today went out wif my mummy n daddy n wif tt brat..well...went to PS get things for my aunt..well bcos her husband flew to jakata today..so nobody at hm accompany her..well she is currently having her treatment..well she gt breast cancer..yah...+sigh sigh+..yeah..we gt her body cream bcos aft her ki-mo..yah..sorry..i dunno how to spell it..yeah..then gt her ginger snaps n traditional fruit cake from mark n spencer..well yeah..after tt..we proceeded to her house..sat there for quite awhile..then ltr at about nearing 5+..we left n headed to international building to haf our dinner..well yeah..actually we visited 3 resturants..the 1st 2 will only open at 6 pm..cos they were having their dinner..so we ended ourselves at a cantonese resturants..yeah..well the dinner was filling esp the soup..yeah..well after dinner we went our separate ways..my aunt is heading to her son's house just behind international building n we..headed to window shopping..well i was kinda sad tt i didn't get anything for myself..but well..had a great dinner..yeah..haiz..tt's about it la...

well..update on my illness i'm currently suffering..i'm one hell of a sick lady!!..nth gt better n nth gt worse!!..just tt i cannot breathe properly bcos of my falm and runny nose..yah..tt kinda feeling..i'm sure you will noe n understand sia!
yesterday didn't go out..just came str8 hm after lunch n a short meeting wif the worship team at coffee bean at searngoon gardens..well i must say sumthing..hahaha wendy said tt i've improve alot on my acomapanying of the piano very well...n i'm almost there le!!hahahhaa..man i'm sure happy to hear tt..hahahaha..jie tiff had been finding and wanting to get another humm-ster for herself ever since her elfy passed away last week..+sniff sniff+..heyhey..i wanan say tt elfy was one cute little hummmssssttteerrr..hahaha...+smile+..heeheee...+cute+..
yesterday i was doing my h/w until about 2.30..well be4 i went to sleep, i wrote a postcard to my brother tt is leaving for this metamorpasis camp+watever ya?i dunno how to spell+..yeah..then i wrote sum encouraging words to cheer him on n wan him to noe tt everyone is behind him!!...hoping tt he will return refreshed n renew by GOd..yeah!!...God rules!!He is one real gd n patient God tt i haf...no doubt i had done so many bad tings..he still forgave me n let me had my way...all along He guided me n once in awhile i'll get a disicpline from Him..hahahaa..yeah..as usual..children all has a bad side right?+wink+...
well..hey sarah choo..hmm..i'm sorry i gt to say ur surname out cos i know alot of sarah..yeah?hahaha...forgive me in tt...thanks for chatting wif me n comforting me..hey you were just in time man when you called me..thanks..tt call from you really comforted me..I learnt sumthing also tt when our world frends abadon us..we still haf christian frends tt will stand by us..i finally understand this pt..man..this is call K I N S H I P..yeah baby!!...
Hey johnston!!..thanks for all those lectures man!!..well yeah!!..thanks alot for those time when i was so bored n had to like ask you come out n pei me..hahaha..thanks man buddy!!..buddies forever!!!..yeah!!...+wink+..
Hey ben..thanks for being so concern about me sia..you in holland must stay warm warm k?hmm..maybe by drinking hot water might help?hahahaa...just make sure you tuck urself well in bed every night be4 you sleep yeah?dun wan you to fall sick like me?i tell you is darn suffering man!!..yeah?well hmm..one pt to tell you...wataver you do..remember this..forgib n forget..this will help you move on wif life and when tings ain't going ur way n when pple haf a different pt of view about you..yeah?well..will mish you alot sia!!...esp ur rosy cheeks n ur cuteness..well yeah tt's all for now!!...
Hey joe..a message to you also..well..no matter wat happens to you..i will still be concern n care for you yeah?i noe our r/s had not been running smooth..so i guess you wanted to remain silent n bring the lowest pt of saddness for me..thanks for everything tt you had done..well you tc of ur health yeah?you always fall sick..must learn to tc of urself..hope you will go into ur dream school n all the best to you...+hugs+...

well well well..back from my nap..sigh..well today was one hell of a horrible day..today was like still the coughing n the sneezing sia!!..aRgh..now my jie is in my room lying on my beddy..hahahaa..she also kanna this killer flu..well boy was i more lucky than her man..she gt fever n i dun haf..+phew+..well jie kinda sorry for you..+come mei mei hugs hugs+..de two sick sisters..haahahaha..+giggles+..well yeah..
today sumtime like bad just happened to me..(well for me i dun consider it bad but for my mum it was like sumthing a big who ha..yeah)..well my mother asked me to go get ice cream..yah..then when i walked back to the bus stop..i saw my bus n ran up..didn't noe it was like going to serangoon north..yeah..then sat the whole journey ma...yah...
tt's about my day la yah?haiz....+wat a shit day i had+....fark!!!

tomolo is my dear n i our 6th month anniversary already..+sigh+..but we cannot spent it together..i hope thru our hearts we will celebrate wif each other..may our day fill wif great memories tt we had shared n spent together..the qurrals, the silences, the happiness, the Lp bullying the Lg..hahaha..everytime when i enter a movie theathe..i will always remember my darling..cos most of our outings we will always watch one movie..n in the cinema..i will lie on her shoulders...haiz...i mish those times..i really mish her..+sigh sigh+...hope you can read my blog...

well..just reached hm not long ago..all thanks to tt johnston..at around 4+ he called me..then ask me if i can go out..wah piang..this is like the 1st time on the spot asked n my mother like allowed..well actually she was kinda reluctant..but well..i guess God was on my side..hahaha she allowed..well..i'm kinda sleepy though..soo the whole outing i was yawning away..well first went to play pool at poolworld..yah..last time it was popular..then now chance to KTv n gt pool..yeah..played there..well he treated the pool!!..yeah!!..todat didn't haf to pay a single cent..well 1st time sia!!!+yawns+..yeah..then play until i bored le..then headed to centrept to cuppage to haf his dinner..while having his dinner..he taught me chem!!...darn i hate the chem h/w..shit man!!..so thick n so mnay questions!!..+bang wall+..eeee yuckS!!..i hate chem!!!..yeah..then on the way back on the NEL line..wah piang!!..at the potong pasir stop..shit man!!..the farking irritating train stop can!!..shit man!!..arghhhh..then on the way back..i was like thinking all about my dear again..haiz..really mish her..wanna see her..wanna hug her..+sigh sigh+..dear dear dear!!!..when can i ever see you again?i'm worried over you...you okay ma??although i'm like half sick..but i'm still able to take care of you...haiz..dear...?i love you!!+muacks+
lisa..thanks for the 2 e cards you sent me again..thanks for cheering me up!!..thankS!!love ya girl..ohoh..also thanks for everyting you done for me..i appreciate it!!...thanks alot gurl!

+all.i.want.for.christmas.is.you+
this song is specially dedicated to my one n only darling..i hope you will like it..i dun care about the christmas presents tt any1 gibes to me..bcos all i want for christmas is only you n you,no1 is more impt than you in my life!!..+i love you darling...+..+muacks muacks+..


I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true oh
All I want for Christmas is you


I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need, and I
Don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day


I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you


I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow, and I
I just wanna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe


I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake
To hear those magic reindeer click


'Cuz I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Oh, Baby all I want for Christmas is you


All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens'
Laughter fills the air


And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me
The one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me quickly


I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby
Standing right outside my door


I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is you


All I want for Christmas is you, baby (repeat)

well well well..this half sick girl is back to her blogging of de day..yesterday was one hell of a great day!yeah!..went out wif my ex church mate(bcos she went to another church),wif joshua(her fav boy),nicholas,huimin, my bro n ME!..yeah!well..we had all silly methods in deciding which movie we wanted to watch, 1st brother bear, 2nd duplex, last was elf..we were so lost n at our wits end tt joshua decided to tear paper n doing the picking stuff..hahahaa..boy it was really funny n silly..well n tt sarah..she wanted to watch duplex..but she picked brother bear..hahaha..but finally we watched duplex la yeah?well..the movie would start only at 2.50..so the remainding time, we decided to go haf our lunch..boy oh boy..sarah has a high metabolism rate!!she eats n eats but nv growing fat!..+hey, tt's not really fair isn't it?+..hahaha...well i didnt feel like eating so just ate aleo vara wif longan..yeah..quite nice nehz..hahaha..well..i was having cough but whu cares!!..hahahaa..just eat till my fill man..+sMIle+..wahahaha...well..guess where we had our lunch?suntec!..well we went all the way to suntec just to eat our lunch n went back to PS..hahaha...well..i gt another frend by the name of joyce, she is working at city link the celvin kein lingerie shop..wahahaha..then tt joshua wanted to see if she is there..hahaah..then kept pacing up n dwn..hahhaaa...after everyone gets the wrong idea..wahahaha...okay okay..enough..by the way..for the whole outing, josh was thinking about visiting tt shop..wahahaha...one kinda of a pervert..+gigglin+..haha..nicholas departed n went to school..
headed back to PS..went to watch the duplex show..well i propose tt everyone should go watch..it's really funny!..+smile+..nice too..gt this gay couple..tt wanted to save money to go for their honeymoon..then go round conning pple's money by renting out this duplex..but the top level was an old lady which is actually their mother..hahaha..yeah..then on n on it goes..the old lady was like wah..cruel n irritating i must say..she was..+arghhh..pull hair+..hahahaha....really irritating!..
after the show, we walked around n now it was my turn to decide on where we should haf our dinner..well so i suggested sakae sushi(my fav)..yeah..kinda expensive but it was okay..so msg huimin(cos she working so meeting us for dinner)..she decided tt we will haf our meal at wheelock place!..so we headed dwn..i felt hungry so ate De Dumplings from old chang kee n sarah had fishballs..we shared n had our fill..then sat at macs..then moving on to taka..well then my brother had taka puchi,sarah had a drink n josh had a dairy icecream tt doesh fall out from the cup..yeah..after tt, we headed dwn to wheelocks..!yeah!..waited..waited n waited..then we went to sakae first to wait for huimin..then our orders started running..hahaha...well dinner was enjoyable..yeah!..then we went to goodwood hotel to take pics..hahaha...cool!...
then we walked to orchard mRt n took a train dwn to suntec again to haf our desert!..heehehee...+evil look+..then tt josh again..+faints+..he go inside the celvin kein shop again..n finally, she was inside..we chatted for awhile..n headed dwn to the Esplande..heehhee..cos we wanted to haf haagen dazs ice cream for our desert..hahaha..but we went to walk around first..took alot of pic..funny pic too...took wif the chairs..the clogs...the signs..the metal box..(watever you call tt)..hahaha..then we went dwn summore to fulleton bridge..hahaha...then yah..quite nice n romantic sia!..hahaha..but sigh..my dear not dere wif me..nxt time we shall go there sia?hahahhaa..+smile smile from ear to ear+..hahaha..then yeah..made our way back..boy our legs were all aching n tired..every1 was all tired...
finally reached our destination..then sat dwn n odered our ice-cream..everyone shared...we ordered the fun wif forde and desire..which is 3 scoop of ice- cream n 2 toppings..yeah!..we had alot of fun wif the forde!!..yummy nice to eat too!!..+slurpping n drooling+..hahaha..then i used the chocolate to write sarah's name on a dish n then drew my trademark rose on it..hahahaa...we took a pic of tt too!!..hahahaha...+smile+..then it was around 10.10 le..yeah..so we decided to leave the place..ohoh..kind huimin gave us a treat on the ice cream meal!!..hahahaa.. Thank you HuimIN..yeah..nice girl!..hahaha..then sarah's parent's sent us hm..hahaha..first uncle meng sent back joshua hm first..well he stays at yishun..hahaha..he sat inside the car until his legs gt numb..n unable to feel his legs..hahahahhaaa...everyone laughed..it was one hell of a funny n enjoyable ride..reached hm around 11..yeah...so tt's about my day of yesterday!!..tiring..but enjoablE!!....+sMIle+....

today..haiz..nothing to say...i'm still sick!!!...+can't stand it+....arghhh..n guess wat..i'm having a even worse cough!..arghhHHhh....wat the hell!!...sickening!!.hhahahaa..well nvrm..hope i get well soon..oh oh..lisa..thanks alot for sending me this e-hallmark card tt says Bee well..hahahaha..thanks lisa!!!this is wat she said in the card!!......
noe you're nt feeling well wor..but still can go out oso veri li hai lor..haha.. den your darling not there to take care of you, you should also take care of urself ..ma dong bu dong?haha get well soon hor!
..well..thanks for everything everyone..signing off now!!..byebye..Love you darling always n forever!!+muacks muacks+

well..worse of all..today going out n i'm still like half sick..cannot tok alot still...+eeeee+...me ar..become more talkative already...haahaha...yak n yak n yak non stop..hahhaa..well..yeah...once i dun tok tt means i gt problem le..hahaha..dear all knows..hahhaa...i slept only this morning at 3am..yeah..cos is like me watch Vcd until 12+ nearing to 1..yeah..then i did my h/w..yeah...surprising sia!..watever..as if i'm those kind tt dun do work one..hhahahaa..well today is campbridge dinner..well all those frends of mine!!..enJOY!!!n most of all P A R T Y man!!..hehehee..you deserve it..n nxt yr mine turn..+sigh+..wat the hell..i hate to go thru this!!
well..still coughing as much as ever..n my medicine ran out!!..aRghhhH!!!...wat the hell!!..my mummy is going to buy for me...yeah..mummy loves me!!..hehehee...+oh wat the rotting shit am i toking about man+...hahahahhaa...
today feeling okay la..nth else..tomolo meeting les n johnston..hahaha..+thinking+..my both bodyguards?wahahahahhaa..+giggles+...
man my memories are literally fading!!+arrr+..well..i tot today was wednesday..but today actually is thursday..watever..i hate to rememver days n dates!!..hate it!!..cos you noe y?i dun seems to be always remembering them!!..hahahaa...okay okay enough of my crappyness...
well...tt's all for today..shall blog about tonight another day!!..yeah?checking out now!!.byebye deaR!!..i loVe you!!+muacks muacks+...

sighsigh..i'm still coughing n having this irritating sore throat..i can't even sleep properly nor eat my food..aRghhh..this thing is killing me...well..yesterday i drank my e33 extra alcohol percentage 8.4%..well..guess wat..the genius brother of my put our alcohol drink inside the freezer..he drank this sub zero ar..(he wanted to try it)..about 4.7% only la..n kept comparing our percentage to my mother...wah piang..say so loud also can!!..arghhHH!!!..+pissed off+..watever la yah..but lucky..my bottle didnt crack..my was still remainding as liquid form..cool isn't it!!..wahahhaa..then i drank it..gosh it was super cold n gasy..eee..drink until i keep burping..bcos if the gas...yah..then drank le..after awhile the effect took place..i started to feel high(floating feeling)..yah..then i cannot take it..i decided to haf a short nap..yeah..
while lying on the floor..i was coughing n coughing non stop..my mind only thought about my dear..i only wanted my dear..haiz...then i told johnston about it..hahaha..but he no reaction..watever..hahaha...then woke up then watch tv..n continued wif my arty!!..yup!...

today..hmm..wat a day..my cough didn't get any better..haiz...i tink i one day sure lose my voice one..haiz..summore thursday going out to haf a last outing wif my church mate..cos she will be going over to perth to study already..n on friday which is an outing tt is not confirmed also bcos of tt johnston..cos he working la..then dunno can take a day off..hhahahaa....then also going out wif leslie..my buddy..yeah..then go play pool..i sure kanna bash up by those 2 guys one..cos i very long nv touch pool le..n moreover..tt time when i play wif was my dear..she gave me all the chances one..but guess wat..in the end she still won..cos when i hit the black ball in..i hit the white one too!!...+argggghhhh+...hahaha..but i insisted i win..wahahhahaa....heehhee..well all those memories..i just mish my dear...i love you...haiz+walks away+

well..today very tiring...+yawns+...n my legs are really breaking n aching like hell..today i did so much walking..man man..well...yesterday nite slept quite late..cos i was doing up my blog..yup..well..after my maths tuition..my mother decided tt our whole family go out today since my dad is off today..yah..and on the way can go get presents..well our cellgrp gt this thing tt every1 must buy sum1 a gift..yah..so bought my frend this body spray from mark n spencer..yah..hope he likes it..quite nice smell though..heehee...n also not over my budget..yeah!..
+cough cough+..i die already..today whole day coughing..had a mild sore throat on saturaday..n my this cough is dry one..gt sumthing tickling my throat n it's making me cough..then yesterday i had alittle block nose..haiz..i hope i'll be okay soon..haiz...dear you still sick ma?cannot le okay?you must get well soon..then can enjoy ur christmas yah?i noe at this pt of time abit hard for you to enjoy..but..yah..just adapt to the problem yah?n remember..i loVe you always!!..
then aiyo..today the most irritant came along..n tt's the girl tt my mother looks after..pissed me off today!!..i not gd mood le..she still wanna come zi zao ma fun..come n ka jao me!!...+grrrrrr..arghhhh+..gt into my nerves..then after dinner..at centrept..she took a tester perfume then i asked her to put dwn be4 she drops in..n guess wat the nst thing tt happened?she dropped it!!!...+arghhhhhhhh+..wah piang..lucky dun need to pay lorh..i wanted to scold the word fark le lorh..then in this whole outing..she come n whine here whine there..anyhow swing her hands..aiyo!!..machaim monkey ar!!..wah cannot tahun!!..wanted to gib her a slap already!!....she dropped the bottle..then still dare cry!!..wah!!!...+EEEEE arrrrr+..forget it..dun tok about tt spoilt by her father the brat!!..arHHHH...
well..bcos at cetrept..106 dun travel to serangoon le..so we had to head dwn to pS..yah..then took an mrt home..yah..tt's about my day!!...

++to my one & only darling girl++

not forgetting..i wanna tell my dear tt every single day i nv forget you..you will always haf a place in my heart..you will always be the one i love..n only the one...
baby..i love you...n i will wait for you...now i'm not wif you..but you still must take care of ur health okay?i will always pray for you..okay?just wanna tell you tt i love you!!+muacks muacks+...