yo pple..back back bakc..hahaha...well..hmmm...wat should i say?
today i had 2 test..one chem n eng..yeah..well guess wat i learnt the wrong chapter..heng only gt one question on tt paper..yeah..the rest was fine yeah..English was terrible..i couldnt even make it sia..so many questions..the paper came from St nicholas girls's school one wor..their prelims..yeah..last yr's paper..well boy it was really tough...n moreover it was really hard to concentrate cos of the cheering..the lower sec was having this debate thing..n it is among the level..yeah..so yah..noisy tt it was..


yeah..well today i just found tt my NAfa is on the 12 of april..sigh..n today i nv take PE..yeah..cos yesterday i was coughing quite badly n causes the pain n tiredness of my lung..or maybe it's muscles..yeah...hmm..i tink i gt to go back to the doc le..yeah..after another 5 days..yeah..


haiz...friday will be fully packed..haiz..hope i can cope...tt;s all for now..toodles pple..
princess signing off!

well...thanks for everyone's concern..*smiles*...though still experience blockage..but it's much better now..well..the doc say she suspect is some muscleskeletal pain..yeah..meaning its the contraction of muscles..yah..


hmm..guess wat?i'm stressed up!!..my scedule is really packed!!man!..nw on the sats i'll haf to go back to school for art lessons..n not only tt..on the 16 april..i might haf this art maraton or sumthing like tt..meaning to stay over at school on friday..then work around the clock all night until sat afternoon then we will be dismissed..argh!!!i hate the thot of having myself to stay in school!!...*yucks yucks*..anyway..we will see how things are moving along..yeah..haiz....


nowadays i'm so busy tt i hardly can get any beauty sleep n also naps in the afternoon..often i will haf to skip it n spend those hours in school..haiz...i'm worried for my art..though i dun haf midyr exam for art..but it's really tedious after noeing how much i gt to cut..haiz..*arghhhhh*...*scream out loud*...haiz...


well i better get back to work..after cannot finish..haiz..this wk gt 4 test..haiz..wat the hell!...it's killing...haiz....*frowns n walk away*

sigh..my chest problem start to react up again..tml going to see a doc..yah...
well..finally i get my connection after so long..well past few wks n days had really been busy man!..well cos i gt lots of test..n yah..haf to like go thru everyone....*sigh*..school life..wat can i say?it suck!as wat my blog says...*school sucks*..hahaha..ain't it true?come on...hahhaa...agree wif me...


well or probably i should say..sec4 life sucks..all the pressure n all the crap..no joke..it seriouly kills!!..nxt wk more test is coming into my way..haiz...prepared for the worse already...hmmm...yeah...


boy boy boy..today school lessons really suck..first thing was the weather..it was terribly hot n humid..n bcos of tt..it resulted in me not paying close attention in class..secondly..my lower back was aching like mad..n i couldn't find a comfortable position to sit on my chair..thus causing me to move alot n not concentrate..thirdly..my principal came into class today..n she sat thru out bio lesson tt was originally our chem lessons..haiz...wat the hell..it really kills man..we haf to sit properly ..being all prim n proper..argh..in such a hot weather!!man it kills!..last of all..my literature test!!man my teacher is really nuts..she is pushing us way over our limit..she gave us an unseen passage(actually the passage was from our 2oth century short stories fromt he story the secret sharer)..yah..then she only gave us 45 mins to complete it..it's just way crazy n she expects 2.5 pages long man!...n guess wat?after the test my hands n legs were all wobbly n guess wat?even so..i didn't finish my paper..i only finished one question..haiz..n she said tt she failed 10 pple liao..i scare i fail neh...*sigh n worried*..


yah..well after tt..i headed home..hmm..i gt tuition later i gtg...toodles...*smell ya later*..hahhaa...

first day of school was totally a screw up!..argh!!man i just hate the feeling of entering the school compound..i feel restricted..a feeling of homesickness strikes me..haiz..i would always be whining away that "i wanna go home"...


yup tt's certainly me now..i find school really stressing n it's sucking my blood slowly however it's not working physically on me..if it is i'll be more than happy to let it happen..hahaha..well i was just kidding..well back to the topic..i just wanna say..it just kills having to know tt i am suppose to return to school


all hoping tt i'll get outa PL soon..i cannot take the school nonsense anymore..it's all rubbish n shit tt they gib..everyday lessons ending so late..cca tt starts at ridiculous timing like 3.30 n ending at 5.30..reaching home at about 6+...chinese compo lessons tt nv work..n english remedial n maths remedial..the only tiring part i'm complaining is the art club..it's really tiring me out..everytime we willl haf to paint the camels..n it's now half way done..we haf to complete the background..boy we haf to do 4 huge planks..trust me..they are way pass anyone's height..really!..


well...headed home all tired n exhausted..n here right be4 ur eyes is one big panda...


i'm dying soon!!someone call an ambulance

well..hey pple..thot i could like post sumthing be4 i go back to my h/w..yeah...this is really meaningful n maybe you can reflect on ur life n a thing to ponder over yeah?


Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,


Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Ha???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).


A few minutes later...


Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.


What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!


....boy am i rushing thru time...need to finish my h/w in time..yeah...*smiles*...promised jac i'lll do it..will keep it!!heehee...*smiles sMIles*toodles

i just cut my hair yesterday..well it doesn't make any diff..cos i only layed my hair n cut my fringe alittle shorter..yeah..well so cannot see any diff..just hoping to look younger..cos my penguin say i'm getting older...so me hope me can look younger..*crying crying*..


TODAY MY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!


hahhaa...happy happy..thank you everyone for all ur presents!!!haahhahaa.....so happy..this yr my bday the wishes all like fufill..thank you everyone for doing tt for me..making me the happiest girl in the whole world..thank you!!!*muacks muacks*...heehee..sat me getting my surprise..yeah!!hahahaa....*smiles smiles from ear to ear*...well..it's getting confusing..n pple starts acting..so i dunno which is which..hahahaha....anyway..me better go get my breadfast into my stomach...hahhaa..or else my mother will start nagging..


*happy bday to me...*..hahahhaa...may all my wishes come true

heehee..i'm back from the salon!!wahaha..me decided to snip my hair..hahaha..nah..it dun really make any difference..cos i just merely layed it n only cut my fringe short..tt's all..well yeah..hmmm...im keeping the same length..yeah..(hey not easy to keep until this length..)..hahaha...


well..nth really happen la..yesterday went to the visit the old folks for the CIP hours..hahaha..boy i must say it's really self entertaining man..hahha..cos i dunno how to speak dialect n they dun understand mandrian..boy..it was really hard to communicate..but..i gt pass tt day le..heehee...yeah...after tt went out to haf lunch..after lunch..headed back home..yeah...


nth much really..glad tt didi is back in s'pore safetly..yeah...heehee..me sure will make you fat fat round round one..not only you..i'll make all the 3 of you fat fat round round..hahaha..gd idea?yEsH!!!i agree!whahahhaa...*evil laugh*..


gt to run...*toodles*...i hope tomolo dun rain..tomolo going ZOo..hwahahhaa...i noe i noe it;s childish..but i haben been there for a long time..me wanna go there..heehe..my mother promised me n so i'll be there tml..hope tomlo won't rain..so can haf a gd time..just tt i haf to put up wif 4 kids..haiz...wat is this!!..haiz..*shaking my head*..hahhaaa..but nvrm..hope tml will go smoothly..yeah!!will be taking pics tomolo!!wahahahaha...Yeah!!*muacks muacks*...byebye!!!!!.....


tml my bday le!!!

thank you jie jie...thank you for ur bday gift..hahahaha..boy am i really happy!ahahaha..*smiles smiles smiles*..heehee..hmm...guess wat my jie gt me?my armani white!!hahaha...had been wanting tt for the longest time..hahaha..n sunday my jie gave me a big surprise!!hahaha...*smiles smiles widely*..hahaha...well...jac wasn't tt happy..hahhaa..cos she doesn't really like the smell..hahaha..but whu cares?hahaha...i'm in love wif it..me shall go disturb her...*evil laugh*..wahahhaa...jk jk jk...


had lunch at heartland mall..yeah..well had duck rice n sugarcane wif lemon n jac had char siew rice wif roast pork n also sugarcane wif lemon..yeah..everyone had tt drink..a.agnes..carlise n my mummy..yeah..hmm..so..yeah..after tt i headed tp popular to get my chinese O level book..then went back dwn..i wanted to change my tail piece of my violin..the string keeps running..n i hate it when i have to tune it every wk..(u can say i'm lazy..but watever..imagine whu would wanna go thru the trouble of doing tt?might as well get a new tail piece n save all those troubles for at least a month?at least i noe i dun haf to tune it so often..)..yeah..well back to topic..i couldn't get it fix..everyone said the technicans would only be in the shops on mondays..yeah..well today sad to say i cant go..promise my mother i won't go out for the wk..besides wed n sat..wed going to ZOO..wahahhaa...n sat i'll be having my surprise..yeah..God noes wat is it?n my mummy can go medicorp to act part-time le la..she was the first to noe the surprise..n i dun even noe she noes it...*headache*..dangerous man!..hahaha..


continuing on..well...yeah..so headed dwn to suntec n gt strawberries n chocolate..i'm going to feed my clique again..wahahaha..this time..make them all fat fat round round..so cute..wahahahaha..*evil laugh*..hahahaha...well..didi get ready for this time!hahahaha....another round!..heehee...


yeah..yesterday i had my chest pain again..n then this time sumthing new..i felt cold n i was shivering really badly..n i started breathing really hard n i dun even noe until jac told me n when i heard it for myself..yeah...scared the hell outa jac..yeah..but after about 15-20 mins later i gt better..then i headed home..yeah...the 133 bus come so long..argh..gt angry..then headed home wif everything..yeah..then had my bathe..then did my newsweek the language..yeah..intending to finish my work today...okay..well meaning i gt to disappear already..heheee..byebye..*toodles*

yoyo pple..well today me didn't go for zhuo wen ban again..well thanks to my mens cramo..wan piang..darn pain i tell you..it killed me..well..anyway i asked lao shi to let me off early..well n guess wat?it's still pain now...haiz..so..wat the hell!..haiz...*tolarating*


well i bring gd news n bad news...(lots of them)...the recent lit test..i top the class!*yahooooo*..hahaha..boy oh boy was i happy..but i failed alot of my other subjects..haiz..so dun tok about it...*sigh sigh*..


nth much to blog today....yeah..can't wait for school close...can rest...ohoh..friday i gt no cca wor!..wahahhaa..*smiles smiles*...hahaha..ong says we sec4s are examinated..wahahhaha...*Muacks*...waahhahaa...


okay i gtg to sum things...byebye...toodles!

hey pple!!finally i haf my time to blog..heeheee..boy oh boy..yesterday i had the best time of my life!!*wahahhaa.....Muacks muacks*..i'm going crazy!!hahhahaa...yesterday after church service..one of my church member sent me to kovan MRt station then i took the train dwn to PS..then met up wif jac..yeah..hahhahaaa...guess wat?she bought for me a whole bottle of vodka!!hahaha..absolute!!hahaha..shiok!hahaha...she bought 1 litre of ribena(jh's fav)..then lime(my fav)..n sprite(didi's fav)..jac..hmm...should be lime+sprite pa..hahaha..actually all of us love tt..heehee..n guess whu mix it?it will be no other than.......JAC.....hahahaha...cute little dearie girl!hahahaha...the first time she mix was alittle too strong..but it actually taste quite nice..just alittle strong..then jac drank up half a cup then add alittle more ribena..yah..nice nice..*smiles*...well had a great time drinking..i drink until i abit the gone case..hahaha..still can walk str8..just tt i feel high..hhhahaa...this is call social drinking pa?i dunno..tt's wat jac told me..heehee..*smiles*...n she will go n say.."i fault again"...hhahhaahhahaa...wat's wrong wif our clique man..hahaha we everytime will say either"my fault"...or "sorry"...hahahaha...funny man!...


*craving for hashbrowns*...arghhhhh!!sum1...gib me hashbrowns!!!!...i wan...


we drank at suntec the sky garden there..wah..me first time go there...so nice n beautiful sia!!..oh man!!*smiles..*..me wanna go there again...hahaha..but the worse part i haf to say is tt alot of pple go there to fag..haiz..wat a waste..but nv did they know tt they are killing the poor plants...ahaha..about killing the plants..guess wat jh did..hahahah she darn funny neh...she accidently spilled the sushi's soysource then it landed on the soil of the plants...then she said she wanted to create a new species of plants..wahahahahaha....*giggles*...jh ar..haiz...siaoded woman..(follow wat didi called her)..hahahah..jk jk jk..didi dun angry hor...jk only...


we had alot of sushis...hahaha...i was craving for them..hahaha...jac noes me well..haha..n she said.."i knew tt was coming"..hahahhaa...*giggling*..then we gt alot of sushis..then jac got bread..then didi n jac gt pizza..yeah..the pizza ar..like eating bread like tt..aiyo..the crust so hard..hahaha..but i just love the fillings..heehee*smiles*..but still i like pizza hut one or the panlican pizza..hahaha..nice nice..well..hmm..well but nvrm...didi n jac finished it up..gt everything paid n off we went..yeah..


after tt headed to MS for movie..we watched the acacia...tt show darn stupid n not scary at all one wor!...aiyo..waste money!...haiz....sorry didi make you waste ur money..sorry sorry..*sorry sorry n apologise*..my fault to choose the movie..then didi paid the money just to sleep in the cinema..didi was like so tired n so half drank..she fell asleep le..yeah...


after movie jac wanted to haf ice-cream..hahahaha(about jac's name)..hahahahhaa..so funny..only jie n jac n i noes about the joke..heehee..so cute nehs..heehe..than after tt they gt their ice-cream..then we headed to esplanade..yeah..sit there for awhile..then jh has to go home..didi gt to go for a wedding dinner n jac has to work..yeah..so we sent jh off first..then we headed for funan..yeah..then didi went her own separate ways..then jac n i was left alone..i haf to reach hm at 8..so jac said she was responsible to haf my stomach filled wif dinner..hey hey..she did a gd job man!hahahaha..*smiles*...wahahaha...i had my beef noodles..heehee..yeah..then she gt me starfruit drink...*yummy*..heehee..had tt for 2 days le..wahahaa..for my sore throat..cos on sat scream until i wanna die..hahaha...thot can lose my voice but..hahahaa....i didn't...i did lose my voice on tt day itself...but jess didnt so the bet i won!!wahahaha...oh we also won the cheerleading competition..yeah!..hahaha....*smiles smiles*..nice nice!!...anyway back..then she walked me to the bus stop..then i curious i wanted to go look at madmonks how was it like..well sorry pple i gt to say this..though it was nice..but hmm..the pub has a stench smell!!*yucks*..yah..


then we continued walking dwn..then walked to chocolate bar..then saw jac's frend..yeah...then walk pass..hendrix..yeah..then to chocolate bar..then we walk back le..cos is like i gt to go back home..late le...then went to the wrong pass stop where there is no more 147 le wor..so gt to walk further dwn..yeah..then half way at 8.15 jac has to go..yeah..so she won't be late for work..yeah..so yah..then bus came..then reached hom at about reaching 9..yeah...well..i must say i had a mavallous time!!hahaha...*smiles*....




y must i keep a look out for you when you dun bother about me already?
am i just plain stupid or wat?
come on..wat you said at first n wat you said now?
you're making me confuse..
arhhhh..watver la yah?
just move on wif urs n i'll move on wif mine
i guess the frendship can't end up gd?
sad to say i tried my best to save it
but...it has to be gone?
..haiz.....no one ever did wat they promise.....
promises nv last..n they are nv a promise.....

well..thank God i'm feeling better!!me now dun really feel the block n pain le!!only at certain times i will feel the block..haiz..well heck la..if it gets any worse n if it has to take my life..then i'll go do sumthing about it..or maybe when it starts to hurt badly again then i shall go c a doc pa..*thanks for everyone's concern*..thank you!!..well...my day was just okay..just tt today i had my chinese test!*arghhh*...well..the whole part on zhao jiu..i tell you 12 marks just flew away!*crys out loud*...


well...wat is done is done..cán't do much about anything..right?*Right*....well..i gt gd news!!my school officially announced tt monday is a day off!!!wahahahhaa..i cant be bothered wif the reasons..actually i noe the reasons la..is bcos first our school girls did very well..90% could enter to poly or JC..then the teacher's hardwork..then summore God very gd to our schools..yah.sumthing like tt la..yeah!well...but all i noe is MONDAY gt holiday!!!..hahaha..n im happy about it!..well i wanted to go out wif leona to watch the lord of the rings 3..i haben had the chance to watch yet!!..hmm..though of asking didi jinghan n jac out too!!hmm..see if they can!!well..first i gt to see if my mum allows..well i haben been going out for a movie!!well..so i hope i can go pa>..but mean time..i gt to study n be guai be4 my mum allows me to go!yeah!!...*going to be a guai ger ger*..hahaha..*smiles*


yeah..hmm..tt's about everything today!!heeeeheheee...had another pleasant surprise this morning!!*hahahaha..mUAcks muacks*...heehee...thanks neh!!hahaha...

*worse feeling in my whole entire life*...my chest is hurting me..it feels block n hollow..when i breathe it feels as if sum1 is stepping on my chest..the ending of the day..it starts to hurt quite badly..(breathing difficulties)..it feels as if you're choke..today i didn't attend zhuo wen ban..instead..i went to lao shi n asked her permission to go home to rest..*thank God she didn't ask me for an MC*..haha..yeah..
headed home..then had my lunch..*gosh i was eating rubbish*..watever i see..i eat..haha..sounds like a rubbish bin..haha tt's y i said i ate rubbish..hehee..then headed to bed..my mummy says maybe is either wind in my lungs or is stress..but the funny thing is tt i dun feel stress..haiz..i guess it must be stress..since this yr is sec4...i gt to work hard..maybe later i shall go back learning my chinese again..cos on the thursday i haf test..yeah..i dun wish to fail my test again..


to skye didi:..hey..well thanks for ur constant concern sia..well you're on sia..one day we shall go out n study together!!everyone jia you for this yr Os..yeah!!*smiles*..
regarding the music or the account matter..well maybe you should take both?gd idea?*wahahha*...okay..you also must take care okay?dun fall sick hor!!..yesh ar..hahaha..


hmm..well i tink i shan't stay online too long..yeah..toodles..princess signing off!!


*shut down*

*feeling sick*..haiz..wat's wrong wif me le?haiz..i seldom feel tt bad..all tired n all drained up..haiz..must be the school work..well...yesterday which was the sunday..i was coughing like so mad ass..cos?i drank alot of cold water..the weather just kills..sum1 send me over to antatica?gd idea?keep drinking..then at u. philip's house kept eating ice cubes to keep myself cool..today's entry will be short..i still gt art chinese n maths to complete..i dunno if i can ever make it to school tml..haiz..*dying*...
my chest is really painful now..it's block n it feels as if my lungs is being pulled at the back..n i haf difficulty breathing..


well..n today was really torturing..i had headache the whole entire day..its just kills..*arghhh*..moreover today i had art club..i was so really tired..my eyes kept wanting to close..n when i was painting the camels..haiz..i didn't even haf energy to do it..n the worse thing is tt the intake of food i take is getting more..n i dun even feel the food is inside my stomach..i get hungry easily..haiz..wat's wrong wif me?my systems is all upside dwn..*pissed off*..my health is failing me!!haiz...


well..though the day was tough i torated it till the very end...stayed until art club end..headed to seraganoon MRt station to get my stamp..then later head to central bookshop to buy my clip..yeah..then i headed for home...after tt..i headed str8 for my bed..i slept till 8..gt up..had my dinner..then watched 30 mins tv...then do my art..yeah..until now..haiz...*sigh*..thanks arh mrs ong..ask us to hand in the molding boards..then tomolo haf to be all done..n she will be grading it..as our CA wor..can't let my work go dwn the drain..yeah..then bcos after she heard about the O level results tt those painting students didn't do very well..they only obtain a C5 n C6..while those pple whu did papercut had B3 n B4..yeah..so she changed everyone's work..n tt include mine!!my was actually from structure..to painting n then now to papercut..haiz..aiyO!!!*headache ar*..haiz...well..wat to do..my teacher also told me tt if my papercut is nice n gd..n clean cutted..i can secure an A2 at least..well to get wat i want..i haf to go thru those torturing things..yah..haiz..life of a sec4 sucks!


okay i shall end here..i gt to go back to my work...*chest still hurts*..