oh well, finally gt this chance to like really blog=smiles=
well,pass few days it wasn't such a great day,
gt back prelims results and it all suck!
did really badly
well i'm not crying and i'm not allowed to cry bcos
i didn't study for it, so therefore, i shan't cry over spilt milk
oh well oh well
wat can i say?
wat i reap will be wat i sow
if i didnt put in the hard work
i will not be expecting a high grade
fair?
yeah, the world is fair..
really fair..
after prelims result
we all had a timetable for intensive mass revision for each subjects..
well after seeing my prelims result,
i can really forget about having an eariler study leave le..
oh well...
shall study hard for my Os..
these days i had been really stress getting all frustrated wif many things easily
just had a quarral wif girl girl
well..haiz..it was really my fault..
oh well.shan't tok about it
hope everything will turn out fine..
sigh...
i dunno lah..seriously really dunno..
i'm feeling really lost and however feeling a sense of emptiness in myself
it had been there for a really long time..
i dunno wat i will do w/o my clique of frends..
do i really nag alot?
haiz..
maybe i shan't really like xpress myself anymore..
since after much of my xpressions and emotions being shown, it had cause hurt..
i shall go back to myself...
and when problems come, i will start to compromise again and remain silent even i'm not happy..
since this is the only way tt pple will be happy..
nvrm if i suffer..but as long as all my frends around me are happy..
tt will do..
the hurt in myself, i'll settle it myself..
i dun want anyone trying to understand me eva again..
and i dun want to be understood by others..
i wanna be emotionless
be indifferent?
the care for pple is already dried..
skye said, time will heal the wounds of my heart..
but how is tt going to happen when my hurts in the heart is nv actually onces fixed?
no1 understands me..
no1 will eva will..
even if they would wan..i'll nv let it happen again
anyway, i already haf a split personality..
so wats the differences?
y can't girl girl be eva happy and cheery?
taking things on the happy side
instead of having to grief about the sad things?
i dun seems to understand..
anyway..if tt's wat she wanna be,
then so be it pa..
as long as she is happy can already..
oh well..
i'm having a headache..
can't think of anything anymore
dun wish to think..
i just wanna isolate myself..
if eva anyone see me quiet and not toking
you should noe the reason y..
i can be happy infront of you..
but wat's the real feeling in me, you'll nv understand..
i maybe just putting up a front for you..
and later in the night cry myself to sleep
you will nv noe..
cos i'll nv say and show......
not anymore....

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heyhey pple dunno wat is wrong wif my blogger n computer nowadays..
well lets not tok about it..
i wanna share my happiest memory eva
and tt happened yesterday..
well, after church, i called didi
then asked if she could meet me
i got her apparently a bday gift
yeah..then told girl girl about it and
she said she wanna come and i was like come if you like
then we decided tt we shall meet up at orchard..
we headed to girl girl's house first
cos she wanted to take the skateboard..
then she kindly gt me a cup of cold water..hahaha..
the weather was really a killer and really hot
i was about to melt actually
oh well..continuing on
took bus 73 to toa payoh
then changed to 143 at the toa payoh interchange
yeah..n off we went to orchard..
walk her walk there..
we went to get movie tickets..
wah,it had been such a long time tt i watched a movie..
we watched cinderella story...
so romantic n nice..
yeah..quite funny really...
oh well..be4 the movie, we headed for marche
well..it was really long since i had marche..
heehee..girl girl had her mushroom soup and i had rostis..
yeah..well nice nice nice..
after eating, we decided to rest our legs longer cos we were really tired of walking
so we decided to stay at marche be4 we head back for cine for the movie..
playful girl girl played wif salt and pepper,
she sprinkled pepper on the ice that was taken out from my cup of drink,then later continued wif sprinkling salt..
soon after quite some time, the ice gt stuck onto the plate and folks and spoon..
hahahahaa....
tt girl is simply too playful..
continue wif adding pepper and salt..
haiz...well..after the fun was over,
decided to head back to cine to wait for the movie..
yeah, there watching the movie..
enjoyed every part of the movie..heehee...
then later, we went to meet didi at serangoon garden chomp chomp
she was already there, cos she cycled from her house to serangoon garden..
yeah..we gt our food,
we had satay, 10 chicken and 10 beef,
2 rice..
then we had 2 large cup of sugarcane,
then we had our honey squid..hahaha..
first time the uncle fried wrongly..
yeah..then gt it back to change..
then the second time he gave us the right one, but was not crispy enough..
hahaha..then girl girl went back to ask the uncle to fry longer..
then came back wif wat we wanted..finally i gt to taste the honey squids tt didi and girl girl had been toking about..
after dinner..
we walked back..girl girl was holding the skateboard and didi was on the bike..and i was walking..hahahhaa..
yeah..i gt lost..but wasn't scare, cos i noe no matter how lost i am, i will get outa the place..yeah..
well..trusting all of my instincts..
we finally found our way out..yeah..hahaha..went pass my grandma's house actually..yeah..hahahhaa..
then gt home...
then girl girl and didi each went home..
thanks pple for making my day so happy..
after so many wks..this is the happiest day maN!!..heehee..thanks pple!!love you all..*muacks muacks*..
poor jinghan is unable to enjoy the food and the fun..well
maybe sum other times when it is during our holiday breaks..yeah!!..
then by tt time, we will head for sentosa beach again..hahaha..*smile smiles..*...

today
i dun haf school, cos i gt no paper..
hahhaa..well really happy about tt...
oh been doin research for the whole morning..
well planning to go on the title a race against time..yeah..
cool huh..well..oh well..
can't wait for Os to end man!..
really..but in the mean time..must study hard..
if not at the end of the yr i wouldn't get to enjoy..yeah..
hope i can pass my prelims..
didn't really haf much time to prepare for my prelims..oh well..also haf to finish my Os art already..gt to use time wisely..
yeah..meaning i gtg..
toodles to all..
special thanks to those whu tagged on my board and came in to visit my webbie..heehee..
thanks!!*hugs n kisses to all*..

==princess takes her leave==

*smiles*..
i'm back
heehee..yeah, after such a long time right?
man the weather is so cool and nice
just right for me to snuggle in bed again
today i woke up at 6.55am
God noes y i wake up so early in the morning..
oh anyway..
started my day wif this irritating computer..
aiyo!..
the computer always lagging..
irritated*hymph*
haben taken my medicine for 2 days le
on thursday i went back from school at around 9+..
then my mother asked me to visit a doc,
had a bathe n headed for the doc
i was given anitbiotics, cough mixture and running nose tablets
i was actually running a slight fever of 37.5 degrees c
yeah..
oh well..had 2 days MC, on thurs(the day itself) and on friday
yeah..
had my rest
for the first day of intaking of medicine
i gt mixed up wif tsps and tbsps
i tell you instead of taking 2teaspoons i took 2 tablespoons
instead of taking 10ml i took double portion of 20ml
i tell you in less than 30 mins, i knocked out
hahaha..at night the same thing, i took 20ml
hahaha..how stupid can i get?
then another stupid mistake
my running nose medicine, suppose to take 1 tab 2 times daily
i go and break the tablet into 2..aiyo!
i tell you, i told girl girl,
she gt so damn it worried
i took overdosage of my cough mixture
hahahahaha...
oh anyway...i'm still kicking and alive
hahaha..nth's wrong wif me..
just amaze tt 20ml of cough mixture can put me to sleep in less than 30mins..
hahahaha...
*oh well*..


on Sat...
in the morning, i done alittle of my art..
then after finishing, i had my breadfast and my lunch
i wasn't feeling tt well
and instead i vomitted out everything, including my breadfast and my lunch all together
told girl girl about it
then she was like quite worried cos i seldom vomit out my meals
i headed dwn to bras besah(art friend) and north bridge center(fancy paper)
then went to get didi's test tubes..then gt my papers for my art
then headed dwn to north bridge centre to get my papers again
then realising tt girl girl haben come,
went to find lisa
hahaha..wah she bully me..
*notti notti*..
hahaha..oh well, sasa is like tt..wat to do?
but she darn nice n cute neh
heehee...*smiles*..
sasa dun say i nv say gd things about you ar..haha..jk jk jk
you pass my blog must tag okay?must ar...if not....hahahhaa..jkjkjk..
oh anyway..
back to the topic..waited for girl girl at lisa's shop..
had a chat then finally she arrived..
we headed to jap resturant for lunch
wah the lunch meal only cost $9+++..well say one person $11?
quite cheap neh..
its a full set, comes wif miso soup, fruits, rice, main dish, steam salmon wif raddish , side dish of charwamoshi(outa stock due to the high pricing of eggs) or a californa makli..yeah..sounds delicious?hahaha..
after finish lunch
had my medicine
then after tt headed home le..
cos at night i gt my cousin's (jacqueline wedding) at Four seasons hotel
yeah..reached home at about 5pm
yeah..
went for bathe and headed to Four seasons hotel
There were so many pple tt God noes whu is whu..
hahaa..but anyway..the dinner was just great..
first dish we had cold dish
then the second one we had double boiled mushroom,dried scallop,abalone and lettuce soup
third, we had asparagus wif fresh scallope
fourth we had chicken wif sesame seeds
fifth we had beef steak wif pea peurille sauce and lobster cubes
sixth we had noodles wrapped with egg skin (made outa egg of course..wat are you thinking?)
last of all, we had a shape of a "empty shell" of a heart , the underside of the havled heart shape is filled with white moose and on top of the moose, there are chocolate powder sprinkled on it, then on the sides there are rasberry fruits and sause..hahahaha...
yummy?
yeah..tt's wat i had for the dinner..
on tt night, i had a cup of red wine..
boy it was nice..
hadn't had my red wine for ages..heehee..
finally gt my tastebuds to taste it again...heehee..*smiles smiles*...
..reaching home about 12 (reminds anyone about cinderella?)..hahaha...
toking about cinderella..i wanna go watch alot of movies, cinderella story, garfield, anacondar and many more
ahahahhaa...nice nice nice...
then headed for bed...


on sunday after church,
headed to the the salon and had my hair cut..
my fringe is finally shorter and finally my head is so much lighter
cos i layered my hair n not cut my hair short
the person tt cut her hair short would be my mother..yeah..
hahaha..she gt so shock when the hair stylist took her pony tail and snipped of off across like tt..hahaha
oh well..the only problem i face is how to tie my hair?
hahahaaha...oh well..we shall go investigate some time later in the week..oh well...
heeheee..oh anyway...
gt to ask yulian if she lend me her lit book to let me copy her notes..yeah...
oh well..tt's about it for the rest of the week..
today i woke up at 6.55 am i God noes y..
and i started wif my day wif the irritating and lagging computer i haf..
*irritated*
oh anyway..since i can blog now..i'm all happy and heehee..just happy..
today girl girl will be coming by my house to pass me some expired medicines for my art..(no worries, not thinking of dying yet, is for my hour glass..)..just hoping my teacher would allow..yeah..
heeheee..*happy*...
then yeah..i shall haf my breadfast first..cos i'm really hungry...haahhahaa..
toodles..
*muacks muacks*...

---princess takes her leave---