oh well, finally cambridge is here!!heeheee..*yuppy*...crazzzzy nutcase hahahaha..hahaha..well yeah you're right..30th dec..cambridge dinner..today dunno wat's wrong wif me, i spring outa my bed like so early in the morning..excited?no...wat so nice to get excited about?chay..didi's said her sucks..and she paid like $75 ours only $60 how gd can it get?i dunno, not putting my hope high you noe?ahahaha.. as you noe, my school is abit the stinge ar..yeah...hahahhaa


now tunning in to perfect 10 on my hp..heehee...bad hair day..oh well..hope i dun haf a bad hair day, yeah..fallalalal..oh well..can't be bothered about my hair, not having any hairdo actually just wan it natural and yah..just natural..hope today the principal dun tok for so long..she always talk very long one lorh you mei you?hahahaha...well again i'm ranting and raving on this pt..i gt to work the nxt day, tt means no playing for me the whole night..i'll haf to like wake up 6 am in the morning..damn it, my painted nails are giving me trouble..damn it..oh well lucky it's only for one night..which is tonight..hahaha..


to didi:..hey skye, thanks for everything, thanks for so much tt you haf helped me..well yeah..really thanks alot!!..hahahhaha well we did really had a gd time helping each other out sia..heehee...well okay tt's about it, shhhhhhh*giggles*...

heyhey..well i'm so happy!!finally i changed my phone le!!heeheehee...i changed to nokia 7260 black..heehee..it's black red and sliver!!hahaha...*yeah..wink wink*...


oh well..today went to get it from the phone dealer..had alot of trading here and there..well even i myself is so confuse..hahaha..can't understand man..oh well..by the way i cannot stand the phone dealer..nv will i go back to find him already..bad attitude!!..still can quarral man!!*shake heads*..oh well nvrm lah..i'm just happy i gt the phone i wanted..


today went to suntec, get my black shoes for working well, haben call to ask abt my uniform..yeah..oh well, shall do tt tml lah..hahaha..can't be bothered with anything actually, cos i wanna play play play!!be4 like i will haf to go work le..*sigh sighs*...
i'm listening to a very cute song..ahahhahaa....tt goes "can you hear me whisper, i'm in love wif you"...hahaha..it's from snoopy cartoon..hahahhaa..oh well...tt's about for today..i'm really bored..can't wait for grad night to see everyone again..hahaha...okay....tt's about it le lah...toodles...!!!

haiz..wat a day today man..it's so boring..stay home to only rot and nth else..*sigh sigh*..
i wonder how's didi's prom night went..i'm sure it went really well...*smiles smiles*..hahaha...she must really had real fun..hope she really did enjoy herself..nxt tues will be my turn..heehee...


oh well..plenty of things running thru my head..cant start to work..though working hours are short..but at least my childhood dream came true..to be working in a hospital..well alot of pple dislike the hospital cos it reminds them of the sick and the dead..well..true..but i find it's actually quite a nice environment to work in actually..really..when i have a chance to visit a hospital..i would always ask y and would look out for all the nurses and ask plenty of questions..n my mother had to answer me one by one..hahaha..boy it was sure funny when i think back about it..


oh well..now i guess its a dream come true..i'm going to work at a Specialist admission clinic..they are dealing with the eyes..i'm in the children side..dealing wif children from the age of birth right up to the age of 17..yeah..well..hope i'll learn alot..*smiles*....looking forward..a new green horn coming right outa in2 the society..here i come..i'm sure to meet alot of knocks hope i dun get too bruised..well..actually i'm not really prepared..but instead..i feel very scare inside..but..hope it cannot be seen on the outside..*heehee*
anyway...yeah!tts about it le..love you all!!*muacks muacks*..


to all my schoolmates..:thanks for all those nice times you all shared with me.Thank you for standing by me when i needed you pple, thanks for brightening up my day..thanks for creating so many sweet memories in my life..i will carry it thru my whole life and will always remember each and everyone of you all...*hugs n kisses*..


To leona: hey partner..thanks for always being there for me when i needed you, thanks for tolarating all my nonsense on those days when i feel really horrible inside..you still was there to stand by me and to acompany me..thanks for those art days tt you helped me carried my stuffs up to class and sumtimes my bag..i sure noe it's heavy..heehee..really apologise..heehee..but anyway a million thanks so much..well you will be going to UK for further ur studies though you will not be in s'pore but rest assure ur this partner will sure miss you man!..we had been partners 4 2 yrs already..well it's really long though but in a twinkle of and eye it's already all gone and we're already outa school..in Uk you must take care of urself okay?it will be cold at times..you should noe the weather better than me..hahaha...you must tc of urself okay?esp when you haf ur fever and ur ahem..you should noe la..hahaha..take care okay?make sure you always haf ur medicine with you, when pain must eat okay?dun faint hor?*heehee*..okay getting all naggy..hahaha...
well..time sure do fly...you take care and here thereby i wish you all the best in ur studies and ur life..contact me when you can, or send me an email also..i'll be looking forward to recieve it....will mish you lots..*hugs n kisses*...


To limin:hey girl, i dunno if you will be reading this, but still i would like to present my gratitude to you..well thanks for so much so much..thanks for being my frend and also listening to me rant and rave when things happens..thanks for always finding ways and method to keep me bright and thinking positive..willing to teach me almost everything..thanks alot!!..heehee..well you haf been a great frend!!..*hugs*..well you will be going to JC 4 the 3 mths..hope you enjoy urself there and make summore new frends..all the best and best wishes to ur studies and ur life..take care...must stay in contact alrighto?hehehee..tc tc..*hugs n kisses*..hahaha..dun mish me..if you enter nanyang jc..can come visit me when you're free..heehee..*smiles..*..


To Julie: hey girl...though i dun really noe you well, but i find you a quiet girl..hope the best for you and for ur life..take a step at a time..and you will achieve wat you aim, have faith and He will grant you strength..hope to keep in contact wif you...all the best wor..*hugs n kisses*..


to heather: hey girl, how haf you been, read from ur blog tt you haf already started work...well must jia you and perserve on okay?*smiles*..you can do it!yeah!..well thanks for teaching me bio and chem during the Os period despite ur busy timetable..really appreciate those times when you assured me tt you was there for me..really thank you..thanks for 4 the warm smile tt will always brighten my days when im feeling dwn ..thank you so so much..i thereby hope tt you will always be my frend always ..and must keep in contact wor..msg me when you're free okay?*smile*...emails too..heehee...okay..all the best for ur studies and ur life..take care girl..*hugs n kisses*..


To lisa: hey sasa..well though you're not my classmate but really wanna thank you so much for always being there for me and always haf to worry for me when i'm really upset..afraid tt i would bash sum1 up, and slash my wrist and to drink till i'm drunk..you even went to and extend to come to school to give me a surprise to check on me weather i was worried..thanks for the presents, the donuts and the card...it's all still wif me of course except the donut..hahahaha...dunno where it landed already..hahahaha..*giggles*..you let me experience and gave me a different view about my ex's frend..all along i thot this kinda frendship will nv last..but to my surpise i was wrong..it lasted long until today..thank you for still being willing to be my frend..thank you so mucH!!..*hugs n kisses*..well nxt yr you will be going to study right?so i here wish you all the best for ur studies and ur life...rest assure i'll always be there by you when you need me..just call me..i'm just a phone call away..gt anything you also can come to me for a listening ear, though i'm 1 yr younger than you..but i'm sure the least i can do for you is to be a listening ear to you pa..right?heeheee...okay..tt's all i haf to say le..*muacks..*..tc..sms me soon wor!heeheee...


well..still haf plenty to thank for..hope you pple dun blame meif ur name is not above...but really..to all my frends tt will always be so dear to me..i'll always remember you..*hugs n kisses*..i wish you all the best in watever you do..when you're free..you can send me an email..i'll love you hear from you pple and to continue to stay in contact..alrighto?toodles...
*smiles smiles*....

yox watsup pple..well..remember abt me complaining about me not having a job?hahaha..guess wat?yesterday my mummy's frend suddenly ring me up at about 9+ in the morning..n asked if i'm still keen in the job at KK hospital..yes of course i am..well..she asked me if i could go dwn for an interview immediatly..yeah..asking me if i could sacrifice my upcoming chalet tt my family planned..then i said sure..y nt..yeah..then she gave me a set of instructions to follow..then gt dressed and headed out..after reaching little india..i gt lost..cos i nv been to KK hospital be4..only had tt set of instructions wif me..


though i was lost, i didn't give up though my heels are already giving me blisters..sure it was pain...continue to preserver on,i walked till rex company..then i called my mum to ask for directions..ahaha..then the funniest part came..i decided to take a cab..then when i gt in..n i said KK..the india uncle was shocked..cos it was just about another 5 mins walk..hahaha...then the uncle thot i was expecting..*diao*..then he said cannot be, cos i look so young..hahaha...*oh right*...i told him i was there for an interview..then he wished me all the best..
so sweet of my jie tiff to send me a msg wishing me all the best...also wanna thank those pple who had been constantly praying for me for my Os..and for this job of mine..thank you pple..love you all!!*hugs n kisses*..


right back to my story..finally i reached clinic E at woman'ts tower..than headed to the the nurse manager office for my interview..actually not really an interview i must say..(maybe it is an interview..but just tt i dunno tt's all)..hahahaha...oh well...headed to get my uniform..well it's blue(lucky not in green)..wearing a pants suit..yeah..(rather than a skirt, haf to wear sockings sommore..do work also so difficult)..then also must get a pair of black leather shoes..sigh sigh..oh well..i now only haf one suit...so must get the other 2..(tt will be dunno when)..hahaha..oh well..yeah..
then i took a cab home..didn't wanna stay any longer cos of my blisters!!!...yeah!!..oh well...after reached home..gt my swimming stuff ready then called for didi..she wanted to cut her hair cos today her prom night...yeah..after cutting her hair..we headed 4 the pool..but guess wat?after waiting for the rain to stop,we both walked in the rain..and gt ourselves all wet..then when we reached there, we realised tt the whole of singapore the swimming complex is closed!!!!!!!at 1 AM!!!!!...darn i tell you!!!...we made a big joke outa ourselves..they said it was a family day or sumthing..sigh sigh..oh well..both of us headed home..and didi bathed at my house..then had dinner..and out we go to j8..yeah..then just nice jac finish her work and i asked her to join us..we gt didi's wax for styling her hair..yeah..then headed to the bus interchange to go to didi's house to teach her how to style her hair for her..yeah..be4 that at the interchange we bought mushroom with osyter sause and didi had her chestnut...hahhaha..didi thought us how to open the chestnut in the fastest way...reached her house
then yeah did all we could to make her look outstanding man..hahaha..she is so yandao..*melts*..hhahaha..so cool..okay today going to stay home to slag while didi go out to her prom to enjoy herself..didi enjoy wor!!hahahahhaa..toodles..

you guys must be gussing y am i still up at this hour..
well..God noes..
haiz..nowadays i have been feeling really dwn..
dunno wat got into me..
Even the day when i finish my Os..
i dun even feel a tinge of happiness in me..
and y is this so?
i really dunno..
i can't seem to enjoy myself as much as the time when prelims ended
y is this happening?
wats wrong wif me?
did i play too much?
i really dunno...
pple already start working..
and i here...hahaha..
still can stay home and watch VCDs..
*shake heads*..disappointing aint i?
wat a princess...
*arghhhh*......
i'm really such a failure..
My stomach is not feeling really right..it feels weird..
i can often feel my gastric juice stirring in my stomach..now wat's wrong...
arghhh!!..i dunno..
i dun haf the mood to actually go anywhere le..
sigh sigh...limin actually asked me to go out today..but..sigh, i just dun haf the heart to go..i'm lazy..i just wanna spend sum time alone..to do the things tt i always do...but can i do so?i'm running really low in cash..i need a job to pay for my phone..i need it desperatly..
my mother doesn't want me to be a waitress..nor a salegirl..then wat else can i be?my prelim marks are not as gd as you think..infact it sux..really sux..how gd can this failure get??wat kinda job should i do?i really dunno..and this is giving me a big headache..okay okay..though i must say i'm really lazy and not up to accepting tt i'm working..but i'll have to face up with reality pa..i cannot always hide behind my mother's back forever and always wanting my mother to settle everything for me pa...right?tt's not right and not fair for her..
anyway..i should get a job asap..


Skye:hey didi..you gt the job already?gt any lobang ma?hmmm..you went to desaru?fun ma?haiz...i dunno wat's wrong wif me nowadays..arghhh!!i cannot take it already...


i'm feeling really lose and confuse!!!...arghhhh!!!it feels like shit!!i hate this feeling..it doesn't feel gd...i doesn't..y sumtimes i still haf to cry to sleep?y will tears still flow when they're not suppose to?y do i get upset easily?am i tt easy to be defeated?am i tt of a weakling?if i'm tt fragile..then those strong fronts infront of pple are all lies?those independent character of mine are just a pack of lies?
i dun believe..i really dunno....*confuse and my mind is in a state of whirl*..y can't i get things in my control??y??Y can't i???


today didn't go anywhere basically, just went out wif girl girl..she was so nice..she gave me a surprise..she waited for me outside my school..hahahhaa...*smiles*...then came back home..i had a bathe and headed off to orchard..went round looking for tt shop..thinking it was at scotts..but actually it was at fareast..well its really a nice and beautiful shop..well..yeah...went to taka..i had my octopus balls..well..hadn't have it for a long time..then headed dwn to queenstown..had a walk at the queenstown shopping mall...had our tea eggs...then look for blades...shop didn't open..well..thought was alittle disappointed..but it was okay..then headed dwn to Ikea despite having tired legs..oh well..didn't really spend much time there...girlgirl mother told girl girl tt she will be meeting girl girl at shangri-la hotel for dinner..yeah...so i headed home early..we sat 147 home ..yeah..i reached home at about 5 +..yeah...


haha..wat a day..tt can cause me to be so tired..actually frankly saying..i dun look forward to anything nowadays..life is already so boring for me..i'm not allowed to do this..not allowed to learn tt..it's still so much of restriction..though restrictions are there to discipline me..but...oh nvrm...


wat can i say???haiz...hoping only to go sentosa to enjoy myself wif my clique..haiz...yeah..tt's all pa..should i go sleep?haiz..i dunno..let's see if i can fall asleep pa...toodles...

anyway..finally i gt my blogskin done..hahaha..
nono..i didn't do this myself..
but..i changed the skin of my blog tts all..
editing only...
i cannot stay online for too long..i'll have to head for school now..
just to get back my leaving cert..hear some tok for Jc (which i dun bother) and about cambridge dinner..(for information if you dunno wat tt means, it's my grad night dinner)..yeah...
okay..tata everyone!!..
maucks!!...
Oh another thing...

Os ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!