yet another day of feeling SHAGGED~
Feeling all grumpy and SICK!
tt's right, i'm sick again!
Yesterday while being desperate to finish my basic drawing,
i slept at 1+ in the morning,
the day before, i slept at 5.30am and had to get outa bed at 6.30am.
Life is so tough!
Due to the sudden lack of sleep,
which my body hadn't got used to it,
it caused me to feel all sick and shag + weak all over again.
Yesterday, my body started to ache, my head was really heavy,
bathing was one hard thing for me to do,
cos when i touch sumthing, it feels like having needles under my skin, it will prick me.
My whole body felt like dropping cos it was so heavy,
my mood was not gd either,
i was sulking the whole entire day tt i spent in school


came back home and had my mum to scrap my back,
i'm feeling all better,
sorry dearies tt i didn't go out with you pple, really disappointed tt i'm unable to meet you guys, esp my DARLING PARTNER..really missed tt dearie alot!
geee, i will meet you guys nxt wk hao ma?will you all b free?Msg me yeah?


finally i'm gonna have my break soon!
nxt wk will be the day,
thurs wont be having any lessons!
nxt thurs will b going to the ZOO!!!finally finally, aft so so so many yrs of nt having to b able to see the giraffes tt i adore so much!
Can't wait man!
Giraffes here i come nxt wk!
i feel like i've nv grown outa my childhood days,
loving to go ZOO when i noe plenty of mosqitoes will kiss me as a welcome door gift..
Nv stop wanting to see those cute lit animals,
watching the nice nice show tt the animals put up!
After which, will go to FIsh & Co. for DINNER!
missed the seafood there, yummy yummy!


poor dearie of mine, she's also sick, having fever and burning at 38 degrees!
aiyoyo, weather getting crazy!
EVERYONE pls remember to drink more water!!yeah?
dun let the weather put everyone dwn man!
enjoy life! work hard, and play hard
tt's the way to life!


okay i going to have my nap!
replenish all the hours tt i lost during my wks when i started on my assessment!
Thank GOD i passed everything so far, no re-submission or anything like tt..
My results will b posted to me,
so yups!
i'm now left with my Principle of design and my perspective,
yups!
okay i shall stay online for another 3 more mins and turn in!..
nitey nite pple!
love you all!!
catch ya ard!
*hugs n kisses*

Yet another day of sleep for only just 4 hours.
Darn!
Increasing amount of eyebags.
well i've learn to only sleep for about 15 mins?
and those 15 mins are really refreshing after you wake up
Now i understand actually what my tuition teacher said to me when he said you will actually only need 15mins of sleep, and you will be ready to do ur work again.
okay gt to go back to work!working hard these few days n i'll relax in the nxt wk already!jia you!!

*yawns*
Assessment dates are nearing and i'm feeling shug already
eyebags all over my eye
making me look like a panda
i tink about another 30% more, and i'll just b a true PANDA!
Anastasia Pandaie Ghui Siew Chen
How nice, having the panda word as my middles name!
HAiz!
darn!i'm craving for FISH & CO!
wanna have their mussels, their fish and chips, their raisin rice, their mayo, chilli, and everything!
CRAVING CRAVING CRAVING overcoming me!
feeling FAT Already
yesterday i had ice cream!
FATTENING!
sigh!i'll need to get back to my work soon
my eyes are so so darn heavy!
my eyes are about to close already!
*pierce toothpick to keep my eyes open*


Sian!..
nxt wk would be the wk to hand in everything, so today i shall chiong?
yups! shall burn midnight oil
when will b the night when i wun haf to burn the midnight oil?
going to finish already leh!
and the oil tt i've burnt is priceless and no where to b found!
haiz..wanna get my shower and start on my hmwk already!
toodles!

righto!okay,
had been great for the past few days,
just tt i've been stressed up with my school work
plentiful..
everything needs to b up to standard,
need to meet dateline.
sigh!
*getting worried*
hopefully i'm able to finish pa.


today meeting girl girl and lisa!
hahaha, long time nv see lisa already!
miss tt girl
haha, missed my scandael!
hahaha,darn!shit, it's raining!
damn it!
now i've to bring the broli to school!
*irritated*
well i'm sure i'll enjoy myself today..
well, de-stress myself then back to stressing myself again!..sigh sigh!
well i hope to score well...
haiz..shall b hardworking.
from tml till sunday cannot sleep!
must do work every minute every second!
hahaha, BE A WORKERHOLIC!
hopefully by doing so i'll finish up all my homework lorh!
haiz..
okay, shan'e linger around more,
shall just go away..
tc...need to bathe later!

NDP pics are up for viewing,
these photos are all taken by my mummy!
the photos i took will b up soon asap
so pple look out for the nxt one!
enjoy!

Sigh sigh sigh!
one word to describle wat i'm feeling at this point of time,
Bored!Sian! Tired and everything else!
looking at the time..
it's only 9+ i'll only bathe at like 10?
gee, wat am i suppose to do?
Mummy's asking wat time is my class,
she must be thinking it's at 10!
then wake me up so many times!
goodness!how to RIP like tt?
Might as well b a genius and nt sleep!
look at my black rings,-points to them-
so dark already!
if continue, i'll just b naming myself as a panda already
i can't wait for wk8 to come,
it will b marking day for our assessment,
then for tt 3 hours or so,
we can go galeventing.
teacher asked us to go shopping!
haha, tt patrick ar!(he's our lecturer for rendering techniques)
for his class, will need to do a self portrait in 3 media


ya!later will b having basic drawing,
god noes wat i'm gonna bring for his lesson.
mayb my rose, apple and hmm, orange and a ______
i dunno wat to bring man seriously!
aiyO!
headache ar!


maybe my key!
arhh!gt it!shall bring all those!
decided not to draw apple and orange le, i'm drawing my waterbottle, keys, earrings and my rose!hahahaha
yups!


yups yups!today was suppose to go to the art museum to see some exhibition, but then lazy ar, i wanna layer my hair and cut my fringe short.
Louis!here i come!after school!
hahahahaha..
okay lah, better stop crapping already, after crap summore then i sure bound to say rubbish and whoever reading my blog will just die of lameness!wahahaha


to 3notes:hey must tc of urself okay?drink loads n loads of water, and remember must take medicine ar!, weather abit the siao, so must take gd care of urself ya?

Finally new monitor!
Gt an LCD screen which is 17 inch!
POWER!
heehee, everything look so big n clear!wah!
It's very clear from my distance
The computer table is super spacious now!
I'm able to do my work on this table when i'm using the computer already!
YAHOO!
happy am i!
right!
My flu getting better.
THanks to you!
thanks for taking care of me
buying me medicine, buying me strepcils!
thank you sooOO Super much!
*hugs n kisses for you*


Today we did craving on linopad!
goodness, it was horrible!
the cutting is super hard,
y?cos i'm first timer,
-frowns-
i'll need to brush up my skills,
will need to get ready for my final project.
tml need to go national library
and then will need to take pictures!
for FIGURE DRAWING!
damn it!
aiya!


okay okay,tt's all for now pa!
tc all of you!
dun fall sick!
drink more water!and dun catch a chill!
love you all!
Muacks muacks~

Damn! My cold is getting worse!
and now adding on to cough!
I'm not getting any MC for sure,
Dun wanna miss my lessons.
oh anyway, to make things worse,
i had tom yam soup and then Red ruby for desert!
how horrible of me ain't it?
haha


My cough was super irritating!
had to have sumthing cold
i hope my comp doesn't have any problem
the screen suddenly goes off, darn it!
tml need to get new monitor already!
shit shit!
well i gt to make this post fast


finally my blogskin is changed
darn i'm bored with my old skin already!
finally sumthing new and fresH!
hahaha..
okay okay
i better leave the comp alone.
i tink my bro will haf a hard time with the computer later
cos i tink he will b using it for long!
hahaha, more over he's helping my cousin to do up a blog.
well i wish him luck
oh thanks bro for doing up the skin for me!
so sweet of him!
sorry can't kiss you, if not you will get sick like me!
okay okay
signing off for now!
gt to rush to my homework!
nitenite!
*suffering BEGINS*

Finally the weekends are here!
I'm so happy!
I'll have the time to really sit and finish up all my homework,
*sigh* i'm having running nose.
Darn the nose!
non stop blowing!
Damn!


Today i was late for my class.
First, i woke up at 7+ to have my essay done.
Did it till about 10, didn't even have the time to eat my breadfast!
reached school at 10.30..hahaha.
I took a cab, and it's still tt long!
couldn't flag dwn a cab!
*sigh sigh*
i Didn't hand in my essay, cos i didn't finish putting my notes inside,
so ya!
aiyo!have to now hand in on mon!
well, tt gives me time to like continue and make it better!
THank GOd!hope she wun deduce points from me!


Finally my creative player had been changed!
however its the old version!
What the......
mine was a 2003 version now it's become a 2001 version!
aiya!
sneezing all the way!
it's making me drowsy!
What the hell is wrong with me.
Today Edwin( perspective teacher) had runnie nose too!
and He sneezed a couple of time in class,
and i had to kanna!
not only edwin!My dad too!had flu for the pass few days
and it was really a bad one.
Shall do my work now..
shan't tok now.
Projects all coming my way.
I will need to work hard to obtain the results i wan!
here i go working my ass away!

my days had been great,
though school had been kinda stressful for me.
PLenty of homework i'll have to finish,
But with my determination,
everything will b done.
I just hope tt it will be done up nicely!
I'll haf to churn out the invitation card for the church anniversary soon
Then ya, i'll haf to pass it to Aunty Agnes
lucky is not as hard as i thot.
WIth the amount of work,
with God's help i'm able to do it!
AMEN!
okay, being too holy here..
NEXT!


Right, Today Rendering Techniques lesson was a total slacking period
Teacher asked us to do self-portrait
then He allow us to trace our photo and then colour it in all kinda medias, namely, acrylic, chalk pastels and colour pencils,yups!
ALl these media has to go into tt one self-portrait
YyyUPppS!
HArd work!
then was PRINTMAKING Session!
goodness!
It was boy xhausting and tiring.
Sucking out all my energy in me
had to apply the paint on the acrylic tt i cut on.
Then use the newspaper to clean out the excess paint till it's clean..
till the paint seep into the cuts i've made on the acrylic
and i had to do it 3 timeS!
sigh!
After which lesson ended,
waited for yushan,
cos poor her, all tt she had tried all failed
so she did her 4th piece
yah
oh well, then after which i left and headed dwn to the NAtional library to do my research.
Did my Egyptian Art research again.
Found one more book
well, at least i gt more infor.
Then after which, yah, met her
after the library, headed to bras beseh to buy another A2 file cos my A2 file gt a BIG HOLE! Yushan found it !hahah, then after which we
Headed to bugis for Mos..
Walked around to source for things
then after which headed home
...
and wah lah, i'm back home now..
hahaha, okay anyway, ya...
today's didi's bday!


TO didi:happy Birthday girl!!
*hugs n kisses*..
well 18 yrs old already ar..
Older by 1 yrs old already wor.
Can enter alot of places and do alot of things already wor!
must tc of ur health okay?
friends forever?
*hugs hugs and kisses*...
God bless you always
sorry for wishing you happy bday so late...
sorry...

Phobia
Hurts
Heartaches
emotional hit
stressed
torn
worn out


Phobia and hurts days can nv b removed from my memory
Nor the factor of time can heal me.
Every little thing can trigger the "nightmare"
You can call me timid for all i care
But the past is back to haunt me whenever it's being triggered.
I try to put things behind me to walk outa my past shadows,
But however..
I simply can't...


Same as other days,
Had been burrying myself with h/w
sleeping at ridiculous time of the wee hours in the morning
Yesterday i slept at only 4.25am
School yesterday was bad.
Drawing texture.
Teacher as usual, feel like strangling him..
today will haf principal of design,
gt a feeling i'm bound to sleep in class.


doing the invitation cards for this yr's church anniversary.
Hope the designs will b okay.
Templates i've yet to recieve..
haiz,
i'll just do the posters first..
thinking if i should do by hand or just by computer..
maybe hand would b of gd idea!..


haiz, gt to go back to work already..

Foul MOOOD


I hate this feeling of being in a foul mood
What's wrong within me?
I can't seem to just find the answer.
Everything i so seems to negative.
Every sms i reply, there would always b an answer of pessimisism.
I wanna get outa from this mood.
Damn it!


It's not the problem of lacking in chemistry, but it's I who is isolating myself?
Burrying myself in work and more work as i've said..
Is not rubbish or anything.
Is just a sudden thinking of doing that.
Dun wish to disturb pple.
I feel...


Whatever it is..
I've appeared to b who i am now.
Cause by stress or caused by my mind.
it's seriously unclear now.
as i hold my carving tool to carve on my acrylic paint.
Tempted to slash.
Y am i in this mood?
hopfully after my mood swings end,
everything will return back to normal..


apologise for making my frends out there worry for me..
Really apologise..
Wanna tell you pple, Thank you for the constant concern you all have showered upon me..I hope to b back to who you pple noe soon...
tc..love you all*muacks*


Not in best of all moods, but..thanks for everything..
Thanks for all you've done for me..