Monday, February 27, 2006

i haben blog for a long long time
and i can see that my blog is getting really dusty.
assessments are finally over and you are now seeing the head of the hermit crab.
for the past 6 wks, i had bn locking myself in my own house and in my own world to finish up my hmwrk.
finally all those imprisonment are all over.
felt really happy when i got to shop and to see my environment all over again.
eating was really an enjoyment to me, it feels gd eating without any stress in my head.
when my assessments days were nearing, eating was always partnered with my work.
imagine eating and doing my wrk,food at tt period of time was of no taste and was just for the plain sick of eating only.
appitite was lost and sleep was definitly lost.
i didn't sleep for 2 days, 48 hrs straight ,no rest at all.
after the 2nd day of a sleepless night, the 3rd day i had to go to school.
i was feeling weak all over my body, breadfast for tt 3 days were often skipped though mummy had packed my breadfast. lunch too was often forgotten and too bz to eat.
those 3 days were horrible.
but i should really thank GOD for everything.
was especially panicky when it came to photoshop submition day.
The night be4 i stayed in school from morning till evening at about 9+pm then i left the computer frozen.
had my wrk being test printed.
it came out nice.however was worried when the 2nd yr guy said tt teacher might gibe me a C for it.i was in for a shocked!and i really did put in alot of effort with the sparkles and all those stuff!
nevertheless, after hearing all those, i went home to do more amendment,
well as usual didn't get my sleep at all.
yups, nxt day was a total HORROR!!
i could not save my wrk, i was in total panick and was about to cry any minute.
God was gd and merciful, when i went to school, it was able to burn into the 3 format tt teacher wants it to be.
things didn't go as smoothly as i hoped.
when i went to the printing shop, the guy told me it was in A4 size,
i almost faint on the spot( considering tt i didn't eat and sleep properly)
he thot me how to convert and i went back to the computer lab to get it change.
oh mY it was horrible!it took ages and in the end i didn't get to submit my wrk in A3 format.
i was praying really hard tt teacher will not check my disk.
After handing in, i was in depression mode.
just thinking of it makes me upset and i kept scolding and cursing myself.
having a teacher so strict in his marking i'm sure to fail.
feeling really very insecure at tt time, cos to me my wrk was not as nice as others. I was feeling totally depress.
Went home and couldn't be bothered to wait for my results
had my nap for about 2hrs,
after 2 hrs, my frend called me up,telling me my teacher likes my work and took it.
MY i was so HAPPY!!!
THANK GOD for his endless blessing and keeping me healty..
I was so happy!


yups!!!TO GOD BE THE GLORY!.
thank you to all who had prayed for me...
thank you!