i dunno how i feel,
i feel jaded..and y is tt so?
cos u hurt me unknowingly.
nvrm..maybe this hurt was meant for me
maybe this hurt was pre-planned by God.
i saw how poison can harm this thing call friendship..

i realise i gt a bad temper and
in the past my temper wasnt as bad..
no matter how pissed you made me angry,
i wun even show the slightest sign tt im angry
but i guess wat happen in the past
had gt me changing in my temper and attitude
cos i learnt in this world, no1 is gonna give way to you
so you gt to fight for ur own rights
In this world, no1 will treat u as well as ur parents will

in this world, homosepians are all cruel, evil scheming creatures.
they live on this sentence" an eye for an eye"
and im beginning to learn tt theory

the world is just cruel

FUCKING HELL! I JUST NEED A BREATHER!

Get the fuck outa my way!
so many fucking hmwrk and still gt this kinda shit!
FUCK FUCK FUCK!
FUCKING CLIENT!
we students gt so much fucking time??!
you take over our hmwrk lah!
FUCKING HELL!
FUCK OFF LAH FUCKER (client)

wat would hapen if one day this strange lady or guy steps up to you
telling you about ur future..will u choose to believe or ignore?

i guess for a normal human being,
they would choose to believe and ignore some.

aint it scary if you actually got to know wat would ur future looks like?
will you choose to change history if given the chance or not??

okay, qustions aside.
tml my precious lil girl will need to see the vet,
she is having this rash all over her body..
and beside the vet, i would need to do sum shopping
she will need

1.Condition
2.Natural Balance barley and blueberry biscuits
3.Supplments for her fur coat

Yesterday went out with baby.
sat at the viewing gallery and had a good chat with my baby..
it had been long since we had such a long gd chat..
i enjoyed it every minute and every second of it..
baby gave me chocolates...*sweet*
headed to parkway to meet Rinah
had dinner
window shop
and off we went home

Walked at the pasa malam located infront of my house
then sat at the void deck
then it was home..

Smiles..Thank you baby!
i enjoy every minute i spent with you..
I LOVE U!!!

Congratulations cousin!!
thats Right, my cousin is getting married soon
okay maybe you guys might think im lose in my head
but to me i tink marrying at such a tender age of 24 is alil too early? (my own comment)
oh well, but they had been dating for 6 years so yups...
I wish you both the best...

thinking back, i never ever thot of getting married actually..
hmmm the thot of it scares me though.
i nv understand how pple can dream about getting marrying..
okay im not saying its actually a sin or sumthing
but..it just scares me

having myself to imagine that
sends goosepimples to my hands
hahahaa...

i guess marriage is a big nono for me...
hahahahaa....

was crazy to do and too lazy to start my hmwrk..
oh well wats new...Guess what i did??
cam whoring!!!! hahahaha

a sudden emptyness overcome me
(just a lost for words)
A pair of frends has just distance
last time we used to be able to tok
but now silence
memories will remain
as this friendship floats in the sky on a hotair balloon
may it float to sumwhere happy?
i dunno
im sorry for wat has happen
but thank you for everything..
friends are for life

i dunno how to start the post today.
i feel so lost.
so lost.
bcos of a msg, my whole entire evening was ruin.
i'm not sure if this entire evening was ruin, or even maybe for the rest of this r/s..
haiz...
i dunno wat to do already...
i just hope things dun go the way i tink it would be..
haiz..
GOD pls help me

things are still going well..
can't wait for sunday!! CHALET!!
Yippy!! falalala...

Nthing much to blog about actually..
Falala...

craziness and madness is in the virus tonight..
cam-whoring all by myself
nth much to say about today just tt i'm really happy
because i gt to settle my craving ( sushi )
and the Big huge THANK YOU goes to my big brother!
hahahaha..THANKS A MILLION kor

Besides that, my precious noes the command" shake hand".
This is good news, I had been training her but to no avail, but finally when i realise is the command" paw" that she doesn't understand and so i decided to change to "shake hand" and THANK GOD she did understand.

Mummy bought me orangic chocolate muffin for me to bake..
Thanks MUMMY!
hahaha, i must say it had been long since i stepped outa the hs on sundays,
normally it would be staying hm watching tv and doing hmwork.
it was truly enjoyable

thats about all..enjoy the rest of the pics..







ending my post with a big fat smile!
Thanks for making my day so complete!

The weather is just a killer.
Is killing all my mood to think and do m homework
Damn the weather,
Can't it rain?
its so humid!Even a bath won't do any help
Right, complaining over the weather wun change anything

Now i got to focus on my FYP
i hope everything will come out nicely and things will turn out just fine.

Serangoon Garden Pet resource (vet) will be closing down for good.
yesterday was their last day of operation and now bring precious will be a hessel beacuse
i will have to go all the way dwn to balastier and God noes where the shop is located.
wallet will now wil have a bigger hole

On monday my precious will be 7 mths old already.
steralising will not be dne as planned because the vet over at serangoon garden's closed
and over at simei, their practise is to allow the pup to have her first heat then wait for 2 mths then steralise
gosh!!haiz..well tt aside..

Better get running to get my work dne
hope i get into the major i choose and hope my cher accepts my proposal for my GD
GOD BLESS ME!

My FYP is killing me!
I'm so outa ideas,
I just need sum shower of ideas
God BLESS me And PLS HELP Me!

Cramps that cramp my brain

Everything is so outa my control,
IT IS IN TOTAL MESS
right, i bet you guys dun noe wat in the world am i
toking about right? ( on another note, i dun even think pple read my blod anyway)
im ranting about my FYP ( final yr project)
SCREWED UP Everything!
And i;ve gt to start from scratch
this is the thing,
I hate teachers that are just confuse and blur
and wat comes outa their mouth, will lead us to being more LOST!
And teachers that tell us to approach them when we are in doubt,
and when we do that, they simply throw us back our questions.
By the end of the day, we return home with the same questions in
our head, and not having them to be answer.
So now you tell me, i dun see attending school is a need!

Life is just so mundane.
I ever think of just letting everything go,
and really relax my days lyin in the sun,
enjoy the true meaning of life's beauty.



It makes me sick of doing things over and over again
seems so trapped and robbed of even my basic freedom

I need to learn, i need to stand out,
i need to be different from you.
then with all these qualities i should be able to do well
and suceed in life and career.