MY Muscles are just screaming in pain
Thanks to the big fat idea i had for my TVC (TV commercial)
i Spent a total of $46 Bucks on Wall paints
A total of 4 tins of paint, namely, white, red, yellow and blue.
with these 4 colours, i mixed them up and create the 7 rainbow colours.
My idea was to pump the colour paints into the respective balloon colour
but after several tries, everything failed and guess wat, in the end i gt Splashed with paint all over my arm
That was it, i gave up the idea of busting the balloon, and decided to use my hand to throw and "smash" the paint
against the white mahjong paper.That was the main course for my screaming muscles.

These are a few pictures that was taken during my project dun like me uploading it, Damn it!
all the hardwork! Thanks for those who helped!it was greatly appreciated!!
Oh well, i guess i shall post it other days then..
sorry guys..
smiles..oh well, better get cracking with my work
Damn the butthead i gt to see tml!
those eyebags of mine,
but it will be nice, cos tml im going to go SHOPPING!!!
retail therapy!hahahaa one of the best way other than a colour therapy?
hahahaa, wanna noe more about my FYP?come to my grad show which will be held at NAFA and the date for exhibition will be on the 9-12 MAY.yupss..

Toodles u guys!

Chinese New year is drawing near,
and guess wat, i havent get my clothes yet
and wats worze and worrying is that i dont have any idea what in the world to wear,
what kinda style, what i will be comfortable in
because, this yr ive gt my lil furbaby with me going house to house to bai nian.
I dun seems to understand, every year my money form my hong bao seems to get lesser
okay yes i noe, as my mum states, its the thot that counts and the hong bao is just to wish u luck
okay..so maybe this year, i should count how many red packets and get and not how much i get.

so my plans on what to get *eyes lights up*
a sunglass
my M.A.C liquid eyeliner
a better mascara (anyone can recommand me any brand?)
Gift for Vday (i dunno wat to get)
a new tote bag (agnes B tote bag)
a new wallet (agnes B or bruan buffel)
A nude colour lip gloss

Been bz preparing my FYP (final Year project)
hope God gibes me plenty of ideas to shut that shit up!
damn tt idoit!

okay, i better start on my FYP..
look at the time...

i dont feel important in your life anymore.
im a human, i have feelings,
i can feel what is happening ard us
you say i mean alot to you
but are you doing what you say?
i dunno if im over-sensitive or what,
but i trust my feelings

whenever im heartbroken,
or when im in need or trouble,
all you ever did to me was to scream and yell y did i do this and that
i really don't noe where i stand in your life..
friends may be more important to you
i dunno what to say anymore..
sometimes i feel im treated like dirt
i noe this is u, and i accept the way you are
but..haiz..

i dunno, im just feeling insecure

sigh, today is school re-open day.
stress will be streaming back into my blood
and i hope those creative juices will roll back into my brain

i hope to excel and graduate with good grades
last term i screwed up
this term, its gonna be more hardwork

now my brain is more like a piece of white paper
sigh, just blank!

GOD I NEED LOADS OF CREATIVE JUICES
CAN I HAVE THEM PLEASE??

haiz, i guess even the meet up with each other was of no use
cos things just gt worse..
im really sorry, i didn't do it on purpose,
i hope you will be feeling better
haiz..

maybe i should just be alone
to stop doing harm to u..

u tc..

i love u.

school is gonna re-open in a few days time,
holidays had been okay for me,
at least i had a good rest and could get my mind
off my homework for this gd period of time.

but currently i haben been feeling good,
im feeling so depress
seems like im alone in this world..
alone is all i feel
stuck in this world full of agony
but seems like my source of comfort and help just gt cut off

i feel like slipping back into my world of comfort
when i was sad, at least i noe wat i could do..
but now, im feeling so helpless,
i dunno how to help myself.
often pple says asking pple to cheer u up,
or telling you cheer up, you urself noes
it nv work unless you really feel the cheery-ness back in urself
often when i feel sad, and i have no where to vent,
i often have breahting difficulties.
in this world, even when you are feeling sad,
you cannot let anyone noe,
you just gt to keep it in..
maybe if one day im unable to hold on,
i'll just go bogus..
or slip into a depression..

no 1 till now understands me..
everyone wans their fair share of being heard and understand,
but me? no1 is willing to hear me out....
i guess, i'll just keep it in..
and return to my childish world of comfort to settle those depression of mine..


sigh..