it had been days that i stepped into this blog to pen down all my thoughts and feelings.
and i guess that i had been feeling so much, that when i start i think there wont be a tomorrow.
month end is drawing really near and i got certain things on hand to settle.

For my lil Precious:
1. Annual Booster
2. Grooming
3. A visit to the PetFarm to replenish her Treats
4. Renewing of her License
5. Her Kibbles, biscuits, etc
6. My mission of finding the exact location of 288 Balestier Rd ( to find her vet)

Pony and Diesel's birthday is coming. Pony's gift had been settled by baby and now left lil diesel. Already planned what to get, just got to find one day to drop by Vivo to get the things bought. Hope Stumpy will like it. Im thinking of investing in a retractable leash, so that i won't have to coil it around my hand.But it cost such a BOMB! sigh.then maybe not.

Work had been good so far, just that if you seen me work on the first day when Marlene wasn't around, i had messy hair and tired legs from running room to room instead of walking. Majority of the patients went galavanting when they heard they have to wait about an approximate of an hour or two. In the end i had to call their parents for 3 consecutive patients. Sigh! It was Mad House that day! But besides that day, the other days i managed just fine.

I should turn in already. Im feeling the BLUES in my Blood.

Suffering from horrible cramps and lovesickness= makes me feel a fake sign of neglected and moody-ness.

i just can't wait for my pay to be banked into my account! I need money! Due to the handing in late of my timesheet, i dont get my July Pay! and I'm officially dead BROKE for this month already! September oh september would u be so nice to arrive soon?

sigh my poor baby is under the weather. she had been vomiting since friday. but she aint getting any better till today. well i did what i could which is to help her "kua Sa" the traditional way to treating a patient when they are having those symptoms like fever, vomiting, no appitite. What that is needed for this is a porcelain spoon and ointment, and scrap like the look of a fishbones. If it is bad, the colour of those lines would be liver red in colour.. yups! i hope my baby will be doing okay and get well soon. Sigh..Baby must get well soon k? then we can watch Tv programs together. and we can enjoy the satay soon!!yes?

Sigh, im so lazy to update. life had been just the same, today i went to take my diploma certificate. the look of it is just horrible.haha..after 3 yrs slogging like mad, and we just get a certificate!oh well!! will i ever get a degree certificate?hahaha
let time tell!

I miss my baby already, i cant see her from tues- thurs, that is a total of 3 days!!

work has been rather tiring. With so many new things to learn. OH MY! it can really be a killer. Be it just testing of the blood. there are 3 DIFFERENT Kind of forms already! And i have to remember the different vaccinations and the age of the child. *smacks the forehead* SAVE ME! sweet Marlene wrote notes for me so that i can read through. Thank u babe! Tomorrow Staff nurse martha says she is gonna leave me alone in the rm! OH MY! GOD PLS HELP ME!
standing for full 8 hours and still putting on weight?! my face is growing fatter! damn it! i tink i gt to stop having lunch and go for swimming session!.

Today was a day to settle my baby's craving. her tiramisu. Promised her that i will learn how to make. So she can enjoy them as and when she want it. best part it doesnt need to bake!hahahaha. My tiramisu shall be special, it will be in a cup! Happiness and sweetnes begins with that cup! hahaha. Met up quite late to head down to orchard, to Modesto for dinner. i had blackberry soda while baby had orange juice. Cesar Salad, black inked pasta and last of all tiramisu.hahaha. It was really filling though. But overall it was a nice an enjoyable meal. Then headed dwn to Far East STAGE to get Mandy her present. I picked for her a T-shirt. and then off we go to meet her. Just nice that she was in town. so yups. Friday time will be all for my baby.Smiles!Glad that she likes the present. Kinda cute though. cos it has sweets like M&Ms. hahaha. anyway, is just so MANDY!
Headed back to her place to spend some quality time together, watching " the day after tomorrow" but half way thru, i fell asleep. =X opps!.hahaha..Anyway, im not suppose to be online, so i better be off to get my bath and hit the beds. Nite nite for now and sweet dreams!

I wanna run to my world of comfort zone and paradise. I meant who doesnt right?
sigh, i have a mother that is always breathing down my neck chasing me to pay whatever i owe her. and if i dun pay, she would beat around the bush by telling me stories about this and that. in the first place why is there such a mother? and maybe she is the only one! and after the money is given to her, she would stop nagging at u etc. So wats the summary? the summary is, u pay and she will shut. faint! she just cant wait to recieve money and money and more money. i got a money face mother!
so today when i woke up, i sat at the hall having my breadfast and there she was nagging at me that "ITS TIME TO PAY UP!"
oh it such a FUCKED Up thing!

finally headed for the doctor today. but i didnt head for my usual doc, i head dwn to TPY Polyclinic instead. my doc was packed with pple and the staff told me, if they accept one more, they wouldnt be going home already. FAINT! was kinda upset though.
Baby waited for me till 9.30am in the mrning, cos the night before i mentioned to her i wanna see the doc. but i woke up late.=X causing her to only sleep for an hour. then cabbed dwn to TPY polyclinic. Saw the doc and then to the pharmacy for medicine. The funniest thing the doc said to me about my back problem was that i was too tall! thats y i constantly have a back problem..faint! wat kinda reason is that anyway? then it was lunch and then for facial at the CC. after facial it was back to her crib to have a bath and then nap for her while i watch tv.
Head dwn to my place for dinner, sat at the playground for awhile with precious and her, wait with her for a cab and home for precious and me. Wanted to bring precious to the carpark for a run but baby didnt allow..cos is 7 month.*creepy*. I dun like 7 month cause they will keep burning the incense paper and jossticks will be all around. now i have to walk on grass patches or pavement edges with precautions. fearing to kick or topple any offerings.

quick update before i hit the bathroom for a bath and off to work i go. (ultra boring). i just need more money, i am itching to buy or want so many things at the same time and this aint a good sign at all. So now let me list down and here i go.

1. agnes b tote bag (medium size) a total demage of $195
2. a LongChamp tote bag (medium size) a total demage of $140++
3. A Kate Spade Wallet / a nice china blue leather with texture wallet. (god noes how much this will demage )
4. A iTouch (8 GB) a total demage of approx. $500
5. My MacBook 2 yr warrenty a total demage of Approx $470.
6. To Go snorkeling with love a total demage of about $600+

sigh, now im thinking when will i get them all. but first of all, i need to get and save money for my macbook 2 yr warrenty. erm anyone got freelance to let me do that pays me around that price? because my warrenty is expiring on the 8 of august! so freaking near! I need freelance, my KKH job is not gonna pay for my demages! so many wants and so lil money. sigh sigh sigh!

i tink im jinxed with mac. y? because this is my 2nd time with having my hard disk died on me. First it was my ibook hard disk and now is my macbook hard disk, and all my data is GONE! sigh! itchy hands go and force quit it. but my mac hang.so what can i do?! sigh! knew it when i had to keep relaunchin the Finder is a sign of hard disk failing you and dying soon!.. now im thinking twice if i should get a macbook pro in the coming future though im well-versed in using Mac.

today i will be going to the private Children clinic for my orientation. sigh! got to work extra hard this time round, 8 hours standing job! and in an unknown place and i got to re-learn everything again. cos y? different clinic got different system, just when i was comfortable in my old clinic.sigh..oh well.. so be it since it will pay me better.. shall send my resume to auntie mary see if she can get me a job in the design side for KKH..hahaha..then my pay will be so much higher and i dun need to stand for long hours! my back will KILL!

toking about my back, i havent seen the doc yet. my dad just went to see the doc, due to his back strain. too much ironing..hehe, and doc gave him some muscle relaxen. haha.tts y it made him so drowsy, im not sure if my problem is due to the muscles of my spine. cos i freakly have back aches, when i lie dwn too long, or sit too long, or stand too long..i will get a horrible ache in my back.

Pony and Diesel's bday is coming up, dunno wat to get for them..for pony, love and i will be sharing so that is settled.but for diesel, hmm, i go think..hahaha..

just been to the hortpark and the garden festival.. damn the place is just so nice, now i wanna work in a florist..hahaa, able to view and admire the beauty of flowers and also maybe i can feel younger and be younger?hahaha..right, so much so for being crappy! damn it. i have the photos, shall upload it when my macbook is back in my hands. sigh..my data is all gone! my photos are all GONE! sigh, i shall go see what my love have inside her lappy..she said she has a folder for me!

oh well, shall update soon, i gt to get my bath already. sigh!! i hate the aftnn sun!