Feeling alittle under the weather. Despite those Vitamin C, Multi-vitamins, Grape seed pills are not working apparently! I still fall sick and my face is infested with the outbreak of several horrible painful swelling pimples! Damn it! Now i got to reck my brains what permanent job should i get. end of the year is really drawing near. Another of my colleague just left the clinic, which means we are again short of staff. This month we had 2 staff leaving. Politics in the clinic and superficiality is so obvious. Not forgetting, when they speak, they speak with sarcasm. Oh well, i thought, eye centre was bad enough, but PCC is even worse. The first day i enter the clinic, you don't feel a least of warmth at all. God! i was thinking did i just enter a fridge full of dead corpse?! hahaha, but i must say the clinic can get really cold till we are all frozen!
i shall tolerate for a few more months and then i will be free.
Working hard and working even harder. Oh what crap!

One dwn on my list of WANTS..heehee which is my LONGCHAMP bag. Finally i decide to get it after itching so long for it. The decision was made on the saturday during my church anniversary. yes i noe i should be concentrating on God and not about my bag, but the whole time i kept thinking about it. then so i thot, y not just get my itchying over and done with? right? So i told my mum, after church it was to orchard it is to get it. Then colours started to come into my head. Red, Blue, Grey or even brown. When i went there, they do not have anymore blue cos blue was from the past season, so what they have not is red, grey and brown. I was contemplating on the Grey or the Brown. Red is nice but i gave it a miss cos of the colours of clothes in my wardrobe. It was kinda hard to match so Red is outa the picture by then. The dark grey wasnt really suitable for me, cos their grey seems like blue jeans from afar. so Brown it was..heehee, paid and it was done!

Nxt on my list will be my ipod touch! since the price had dropped. so i shall work hard to get the ipod touch in my hands!*evil grins*..Oh well clinic is as usual busy busy..so and so that i feel like taking an urgent leave tml just to rest! damn hectic for me!
after im done with huimin's wedding invitation that i had been hogging on for a long long long time, then i should be free for awhile. I nid to find freelance in order to fufil my want list. so anyone gt freelance to introduce me?I nid to get in touch with my design senses again. and maybe this break will actually be a blessing in disguise? cos i get to re-love design again. I wanna go back to those days when i actually have time to do all those small gifts for friends..the process of it is really enjoyable..till then i shall slowly get back my inspiration back..

i guess thats all for now..this week will need to meet up with friends for dinner and wats now.. Pls give me the strength to open my eyes by then..hahahaa

puffy eyes
painful heart
never fading scars

wee..clinic finished early and here i am in the room using the computer and slacking my life away *which is good, because after this week ends, and when Doc YPYong comes back from her leave, i will be busy busy and more busy*
Life had been lenient to me i guess, cos of the one week "rest" that im enjoying now, but i should consider it as a blessing in disguise. The other thing that is bothering me is that my Pay is NOT HERE YET! OMG! and i can only get paid on the 07/09/08 (this sunday) which means i may either get my pay today *highly impossible* or 08/09/08 (monday) sigh...KILLER! I want money and i need money! I wanna buy my bag. Still contemplating which bag should i get first though. I set my eyes on the LONGCHAMP bag like about i tink near 1 year ago! and not long ago an Agnes b tote bag! damn it! i dunno which one to get first. oh well, shall wait for my pay to arrive then i shall start thinking hard to make a decision. Or maybe i should make a conclusion first saying that i may not even have enough to get myself what i want due to the debts i corked up for the pass few yrs.